Thursday, March 31, 2005
when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Hello darlings( : school was alright i guess. Chemistry was hilarious! Haha anyway thank God it is friday tomorrow. Just came back not long. Went out to parkway with Mummy and the 3 monkeys, cos she saw the bad condition of my school shoes. Haha everytime it rains, my shoes would get flooded. My feet would be so cold and numb, bleh! Not a very enjoyable feeling. Btw chinese tuition was alright. Anyway my maid flew off this morning. Officially took over her position. Hurhur. Decided to come home straight after school everyday to help my mummy with household chores etc. I think my dad is really ironic. Cos he kinda grouded me, and he just asked me this morning what time i would be home? Goodness. Short term memory. Haha anyway i'm feeling gay! Don't really know why. But yea. Maybe it's the weekends( : Anyway got to go already. Take care all!
with love,
Coral
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Call me
guide me
lead me
walk beside me
I give my life to the potter's hand.
Hello all( :
Thank God english period went by fast today( :
Started the kc prayer cell today
Not bad i must say.
Anyway i'm suppose to be doing my F&N
Hee but oh wells
It just dawned upon me again
that the week just whizzed past just like that.
Scary...
It's already thursday tml
Argh
Mr Lee complained that
Sm and myself havent been going to tennis.
Hello!
Tennis is such a waste of time now,
espcially mother tounge O's are less than a month away?
No more tournements
So why should we still attend trainings?
Tml maid's going back to phillipines
Time to take over her role for 3 weeks
Can't wait for the weekends.
I want to have a BBQ soon!( :
*hints
Signed up for the thailand mission trip,
It would be a mircale if i get selected.
17 long days away from home.
Should i cry or be happy about it?
Wonder if i'm going back to grannie's house this week.
It's been a long time since i went back.
Love going there,
organised chaos( :
Guess i've crapped enough.
Take care all
Bye darlings
( :
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Hello everyone
Had some heated argument with my parents last night.
Anyway,
today we disclosed our angel and mortal names( :
i knew it!
My angel was ah Q.
Such a sweetheart lah.
Got me 3 roses and some folded stars,
along with some M&M's chocalates( :
Loved it.
Brought a smile to my face.
Came home after school,
cried again.
But i'm fine now.
Don't know why am i getting all emotional and all.
My tear glands are super sensitive i guess.
I'm so in love with my ralph lauren-Glamourous.
Anyway,
hate wednesdays.
3 long periods of english.
Arrggghhh
Before i forget,
Thanks debsie( :
For going back to class to help get my wallet.
I guess that's about all.
Take care( :
Flowers from my sweet angel( :
Saturday, March 26, 2005
I really don't understand how can other pple's friendship can last
and not ours?
I gave it my all
right?
Then tell me why is this happening?
I do miss you
Why do you always place me last
when somethings happen?
I really do not know if i should hold on.
You don't even seem to care or bother.
Why?
Is it me?
You may think i'm fine
cos i look alright on the outside.
But i really do wish our friendship would be back as per normal
But i guess you do not even care
Maybe our friendship do not mean a single thing to you.
I don't need to u give me all your attention
Just a msg here and there,
just to see i'm fine,
im contented.
I do need reassurance here and there.
Don't i give you reassurance here and there?
You know its so tired to keep giving?
If you had taken time to realise
that i havent been msging you at all,
Cos i'm so tired of trying.
Oh wells.
Forget it
I guess it's just me.
Guess our friendship's going down the drain.
Bye all
hey sweethearts( :
saw this on friendster,
decided to let u pple read it too.
Esp to debs and serene( :
LADIES
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
GUYS
Find a girl who calls you baby faced instead of hot or sexy,
who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like,
but what'sinside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,
Wants to be with you in public,
even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy,
who makes you smiles just by knowing she loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always"
That's like so true huh?
Haha( :
Take care love!
Friday, March 25, 2005
Overnight prayer was good( :
But somehow i feel that my sharing kinda sucked.
But oh well.
Neway managed to stay up till 7am.
Came home,
had a quick bath and went to sleep.
Slept till 4 plus.
Decided not to attend church
had a real bad headache.
Nothing else to say
Thursday, March 24, 2005
You lived
You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again
Hallelujah, for all You've done!
Back from tuition.
It was not productive at all.
Was stonning
Overnight prayer starts at 12am.
But i've got to be there by 11pm.
Going to do some sharing later,
Kinda petrified...
But i know i can do all things
Through Christ who strengthens me( :
School was fine.
Weather was sweltering... again, in the mid afternoon.
Got a lift from Mich, Gwen and Nicole.C
Slept a while in the afternoon,
Cos fear i would be so drained by the time overnight prayer starts.
I think the gang went out today...
Hope they had fun.
I apologise for times
where i can't go out when you all ask me.
Cos i have other commitments too.
Btw debsy, hope you got your top today( :
Fruitful shopping? Hee
I miss daddykins and mummy.
They are in China enjoying themselves w/o us.
Sob.
I feel so devoid without their
Naggings and scoldings.
I miss them...
Took the role
of mother hen when they left.
Haha
Anyway got to go already.
Time to get ready.
Adios sweet peas( :
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hello everyone
back again( :
School's alright
Had some emergency exercise thingy
Managed to miss some lessons( :
MATH and ENGLISH
yooohooo!
Was supposed to go TM
But decided to head home cos was feeling tired.
Then had chinese tuition
Slacked a while
Then went off for math tuition.
It was rather fruitful( :
Managed to understand some stuffs
Neway debsy
rmb that you are never alone yea?
I'm always here for you.
No matter how busy i am with church or etc
Rmb i would always make time for you( :
The same goes for the gang( :
And pls pls pls don't self mutilate... YES?
Btw thursday having some overnight prayer,
and i was chosen as one of the prayer leader.
Don't really know what to share about yet.
The topic's about Escalation of Spiritual Opposition.
So yupp.
Hope my specs are ready by tomorrow!
Mummy's buying timsum home for me.
Yummy!
Playing Angel and Mortal again in school.
Totally can't wait( :
Oh wait, before anything
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANANA( :
May all your dreams and fancies all come true yea?
HAHA you're old! haha jk lah. Take care girlie( :
Okayy, back to my life story
Heard my mummy rebonded her hair.
Copy cat lah. haha
Oh my mom's back.
Wanna go and eat already
Take Care( :
loves!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Lost for words with all to say
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
You are holy
And as I look upon Your name
Circumstances fade away
Now Your glory steals my heart
You are holy
You are holy
You are holy Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for Your name
With all to give You praise
We're living for Your glory Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for Your glory
Synergize was fly( :
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Good morning sunshines,
sorry bout the post last night.
Anyway,
SYNERGISE HERE I COME!
( :
Dear Lord,
Thank you for placing people in my life.
Thank you for all the times that i fell and managed to pick myself up,
bcos through it all.
I know you are moulding me into someone better( :
Thank you for the times when You walked beside me when i was lonely
Thank you for comforting me everytime i was down.
Thank you for listening to all my complains every now and then.
There were times that i would cry myself to sleep, wishing i was dead
But thank You for comforting me and telling me You love me.
Thank you for times when i was feeling completely devoid,
But time and time again you kept reassuring me.
Thank you for all your grace that you had given me
Thank you for your patience
Thank you for your goodness
Thank you for all the things that you blessed me with
Most importantly,
Thank you for being my Abba Father/Friend/Comforter/Shelter( :
and sending your precious son to die on the cross for my sins and shame.
Amen!
stop fabricating a fairytale for me
if you don't mean it at all.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Hey all
Feeling super peeved now
Don't really know why though
Went for Math tuition
Had fun doing math there
At least i could do some revision during the hols
Neway finally there is no school for tml.
Going to watched hintched tml( :
Finally, im able to watch a movie.
Quarrelled with some idiot during the weekends.
Oh wells.
Numb to the fact that i'll never be appreciated.
But once again, what's new?
I'm just so fed up
Feel like giving it up just like that
But even if i did
I wouldn't have any regrets
Cos i know i gave it my best.
Do you know it hurts?
To be taken for someone's shadow?
But think again, whats new?
Never mind, i should just snap out of it
and move on; pun intended.
Chinese essay lesson was fun
This will sound retarded
But i think i'm gonna miss the teacher after the 8 lessons are up
During her lessons,
I feel so attentive.
I seem to enjoy her lessons
Next monday would be her last lesson
Darn..
Maybe the school should take into consideration of employing her as our chinese teacher.
Anyway was looking through some photos
Came across the ones that my family and i took when we were in brisbane( :
Had fun laughing at ourselves with my brother
Marcus's going to JB tml with his school for some geog trip.
Helping him pack all the medicine he may need, along with some snacks. haha
Feel so sisterly? haha
Gotta go
Take care
You stand on mountain tops with me
With You i walk through the valleysYou gave Your only Son for me
Your grace is all I rely on( :
Sunday, March 13, 2005
you make me wanna lala
Hello everybody! How are you all doing? I'm rather excited cos it is a holiday next week! Yippie( : Though i have to go back to school on monday and tuesday, but i shouldnt let it affect my holiday mood. Today woke up late for C.E lesson. The lesson is at 9am and i woke up like 8.52am. Haha yea i am always late. So after C.E went for service then went for lunch. Came back to church, helped to packed some stuffs. Felt super hot, so went home to take a quick shower. Advantages of staying next to church( : Then head back to church for the dedication service. It was good. Holy Spirit was certainly there. God's sweet presence was just lingering there. Guess i have decided to get certain things right on track with God. No more treating Him as a subsitute. Really know how it feels to be treated that way. Guess nothing is going to stop me from running after him( : Though times i really feel like giving up, but i would always know that He's there with me. I have always been wanting to tell you people that God is always there for you. Never treat Him as a subsitute, cos He died on the cross for you. You mean so much to Him. So never feel that you are worthless/useless, bcos God thinks a whole world of you. There are so much good things He can say of you, till no end. Every scar He got on the cross, He thought of you. Every pain He went through, it was for You. Never feel useless cos there are 2 strong mighty army fighting for your souls. God's army of angels( : and satan's army of devils. That shows how important you are to Him. This is specifically for debsy, never think that He doesnt know what you are going through, He knows it so well. He created you, He had already planned your destiny and purpose before you were even borned. Definately, He knows what you are going through, whatever hurts that we have. We do not need to take it out on ourselves, bcos He has done it on the cross. He is your father, there is nothing to big for Him to solve ya? Haha yes i know some of u may think that im ... haha but just felt like saying that( : neway need to go off already. Take care and rest well.
For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it, but to save it.
John 3:16-17
its me again. Can't get to sleep. Told you i was suffering from insomia. haha anywae just packed finish my drawers and etc. Such a mess. But of cos, im proud of myself. Yes i am getting crazy, haha 2 am and packing my stuffs. Hmmm... Oh wells watched New York Minute just now, after watching cant get to sleep. So here i am, packing here and there( : anywae seeing things so neat and tidy, it gave me a sense of satisfaction. Heh. Argh i still cannot remember my memory verse. Oh man, if i can't get it into my head, can forget about sleep tonight. Ok i shall not waste time here anymore. Should try to get some stuffs into my head. Good night everyone( :
Off i go...
( :
Saturday, March 12, 2005
I'm back( : today was alright i guess? went to school in the afternoon for the meet-the-parents session. The weather was sweltering, goodness me. Stayed in the hall and listened to the talk for about 2 hours plus. After which, we went back to class. Got to see my report card, begged ms wahidah for it though.. Results are worse than i expected. Oh wells, i seriously cannot adapt to it lah. Btw i think i enjoy blogging now. Haha i do not know why either. I realise that i am into all the chic flicks again. Watched Cinderella story for 2 times already and thinking of watching it again. I think i am suffering from obsessive-complusive behaviour... I have a pimple IN my nose. Hurts so badly. I know it is disgusting and yada, but it is seriously painful lah. Haha okok yes im being nonsensecial now. But what's new? Need to go. Need to memorise my memory verse before my Christian Education class tml( : Adios sweetpeas.
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstances.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
( :
Friday, March 11, 2005
hello sunshines( : im back again. School was fine. Ms tan was in a super pms mood. goodness me, the moment she came in, she became a total nutcase. Haha oh wells. finally cleared all the stuffs under my table. i just happen to realise that every year its always like that. Always rushing to clear the things under our table because of meet the parents and etc. My bag+books under my table probably weighted a tonne. Went for F&N after school. The lesson lasted less than an hour cos i went in late? Whats new? Did not go for odac today, maybe wasn't feeling too good for trekking; physically. Ran 2.4km for p.e, i seriously find the morning fitness thingy rather stupid for those that have p.e subsequently after the morning run. oh wells and i happen to be that victim which, i have 2 periods of pe right after the morning run. And it's seriously drainning my energy for PE. Actually, the fitness club people can dont run for the 2.4km thingy. But decided to run cos i really need to build up my stammina( : aim to earn points for class for the walk-a-ton thingy. Neway im so tired of school at this moment of time. But we still have to go back to school tml. For some meet-the-parents thingy. ROAR. no comments. anywae was reading this person's blog, without fail, it would always crack me up. goodness. haha debsy i think you would know who am i'm talking about. *winks
btw i think i suffer from insomia. every night, i lay in bed, wishing to fall asleep instantly cos im so tired, but most of the time i just keep tossing and turning in bed. And the hours just creep to you and freak you cos its like there is school the next day and yet its 3am in the morning and the time just passes just like that. You just lay awake and just waiting for the time to wake up to come. scary huh? anywae need to go already. take care sweethearts( :
So you would sorrow now, but I will see you again and your hearts would will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. John 16:22
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
heys everyone
hope you all are doing fine
school was alright today
english period got scolding again
but this time
i guess,
the targeted group wasnt really us( :
thank God.
Tml is jasper's baptism.
( :
mom says that i can dont go for tuition!
p-m-s-ing lately...
guess selena got it from me the worse.
sorry girl
dont know why
i've been feeling so lonely lately
oh wells
i should just snap out of self pity
before it gets worse.
i cant take it further
i need a break
from all this.
anywae, more to the retarded things.
forgot to bring my keys
got locked out
at the main gate area.
haha
so i just sat down and read my magazine
thank God my neighbour came back
managed to get into my compound
climb through the window
and got home.
telly broke down again.
guess its time to buy a new one( :
neway, better go and study already.
take care sweethearts( :
God made everything beautiful for its own time. Ecclesiastes 3:11
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
hello everyone( : hope you people are doing fine. Anywae school have been rather hectic lately. The giro form for the O levels fees came yesterday. Was kinda freaked out by it though. Hee wait, this reminds me that i've got to remind my group of girls to bring their forms. Hmmm i always wonder why did ms wahidah even choose me as a leader to remind those girls. Where i'm always one of those that always forget to bring things. Especially with her social studies file. Heh. Today was alright btw( : went for tennis after school, so that on thursday dont have to go. like total yayness! Cant wait for the week to be over. Can finally have my well deservered rest( : hee dont think anyone is reading my blog even. so yep. finally fixed it. simple and nice. haha to me of course( : thank God, tml my day would not be such a rush one. oh ya, debsy teo: dont stress alright? Stay calm and level headed and u'll realise things are much smoother when u're calm yea? Dont worry hun, i totally understand ur stress. But no worries, cos u have me( : that's what friends are for yea? take care girl. anywae gotta go and study my chinese, before selena starts nagging at me... AGAIN. haha love u pple!
name ur blessings one by one( :
thank you Lord for,
1. sustaining me through the tough times
2. loving me
3. putting me in environemnts that enable me to learn and grow
4. keeping my family together
5. for the amazing destiny that you have planned out for my life.
6. for always been there for me
7. ur faithfulness
8. ur patience
9. ur forgivness ; though times i took u for granted
10. dying on the cross for me.