Saturday, January 28, 2006
First and foremost,
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
( :
Hope you guys had a great reunion dinner with ur family.
Mine was good!
All of my family members turned up( :
Daddy bought barcadi and vodka for me.
Haha
So funny lah
I somehow missed spending time with my extended family members.
Just realised how much each and everyone of us has grown.
I was just looking at jasper
and i realised that he is going into army in about a few months time?
Sigh
Time seriously flies man
Ok i know i have been repeating that phrase like a million times.
But it really does.
I still rmb the times where he would stay over
and we would do all the dumb stuffs together.
Haha
I guess he's more of a brother to me than a cousin?
Ok enough of jasper.
Haha
Was catching up with my aunties and all.
Talking about irritating people at our work places and all.
Haha
This really reminds me of amy,
this woman at our workplace.
She's really terrible can
Like somehow she really knows how to take advantages of us; part timers.
Everything that goes wrong
she'd put the blame on us.
And she complains that to the boss can.
ARGH
And most of the time
it is her fault loh.
But i'm so so glad
that our boss is very nice and understanding.
He knows that she's like that.
But seriously
bcos of her
i'm starting to dislike going to work.
Whateverr
Well thank God i don't have to see her face till next friday!
Anyway i was talking to _____ last night or something.
Sigh
I'm like super exhausted lah.
I really don't understand.
Well i think i shouldn't say about it here.
If the person reads this,
i'd be in trouble.
So yea
Sigh
I'm already struggling to stay alive
so please give me a break lah can.
Enough of all this
Feeling super tired with all these nonsense.
Anyways service's at 9am tmr.
Most probably i'd be able to make it.
Then after that
would be going to grandparent's house.
Then going to my auntie's place at tanah merah.
Guess i'd be spending the whole day there( :
Ok gotta go already.
Take care all!
Friday, January 27, 2006
hi all( :
Just came back from vanessa's house.
Had fun just hanging out with them all.
Met her for lunch at parkway
then decided to buy this pair of shoes from charles and keith.
Then off we went to vanessa's house
We just slacked and watched television.
As i was looking through some blogs,
i did some survey that someone recommended.
It's about drawing ur own home.
And from there
they analyse you.
So this are my results:
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
So yup
Gotta go all
Take care
Oh and Happy chinese new year!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Hello all
Have been busy spending money.
Haha
Didn't go to work today cos had a bad headache
and was feeling lazy too.
HEE
Ok these are where my money have gone to over these few days:
2 pairs of earings
2 tops from topshop
1 skirt from topshop
1 really nice underwear from topshop
1 skirt from fox
1 top from fox
2 necklaces from holland village
1 bracelet from bugis steet
1 bag from puma
that's about it i guess...
Can't rmb exactly what else did i buy.
There goes half my pay.
Haha
Oh yes
I have leave from tmr onwards till next friday!
WOOHOOO
Haha
I'm one really happy girl.
This year's reunion dinner is at my place.
Mom called the catering services for this year.
HAHA
Ok lah gotta go
Take care all
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Hello everyone
It has been such a long time since i posted something.
Really sorry bout that
cos i've been really busy with work and all.
Hmmm
So cny's around the corner
and i still haven't gotten anything yet.
Wel... except for one skirt and top.
HEE
Oh yes
My dad bought me the new Ipod
which can store movies and photos and many others.
Super cool lah.
He got my brother the creative one.
Haha
Fortunate dude;)
Ok so went to town after work today.
Wanted to get my cny clothes.
But we worked OT today.
So by the time we went down to town
we didn't have much time to shop:(
Btw just now was the most embarrasing moment ever lah.
I was running for the stupid bus 14.
Then i twisted my leg can.
And it was in front of the taxi stand.
I bet everyone saw that moment lah.
Oh wells
Gotta go all
Need to sleep
Love
Friday, January 20, 2006
hello all( :
Just came back from sampang.
Went there for dinner-cum-supper after service.
As usual
we waited long for our pratas to be served
But i guess
the pratas was worth the wait.
Hee
Had fun just eating with the rest( :
Didn't go to work today
cos the boss said that there was nothing much to be done.
So we could stay home and not report to work.
But the bad thing was
i have to work tmr.
Blahhhh
It's super sickening to work on the weekends can.
Oh and i just got my pay today!
Not bad i guess?
Considering the fact that we worked for only 11 days?
Going to go cny shopping and etc
I can't wait( :
I won't disclose how much my pay is.
HAHA
Okayy got to go already
Need to turn in early tonight
Cos i have to be at work at usual time tmr.
ROAR
Take care sweeties!
I can't help falling in love with you( :
The lover of my soul! Jesus
Thursday, January 19, 2006
And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might,
not by power
But by the Spirit of God
Yes, I will run the race
Till I see Your face( :
Oh, let me live in the glory of Your grace
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Hello all
It was pretty hectic at work today.
They were rushing some DKNY
clothes/shoes etc
Cos i heard that they were going to have some sale
pretty soon.
So yea.
Found out what DKNY stood for... like finally.
Hee
Donna Karan New York
Coolness
Anyway it was raining really heavily today... like again
Livia fell down when we were walking down the stairs.
She was so cute lah
We couldn't stop laughing lah!
Haha
Felt rather stressed during work today.
Time really flew pass somehow.
Before we knew it.
It was time to go home.
Sigh we have to be on standby for Over Time tmr
if they can't rush everything by 5.30pm
It somehow sucks lah.
Haha
It so need to be on a friday ehh?
Oh wells
Signed my contract with club 21 today.
Haha
So funny lah
Like so serious like that.
Now our boss wants us to work till our school starts.
Oh yes
Joel ooi's going for the interview tmr.
Haha
Hope he gets the job at our workplace.
It'd be fun somehow.
Anyways did my eye brow after work today.
Decided to high light my hair.
But haven't found a good saloon to go to.
Oh Sarah's sick.
Hope she gets well soon.
Will be praying for her of cos.
Ok gotta go already.
Feeling really tired.
Take care
Don't say you love me,
you don't even know me.
If you really want me,
then give me some time.
Don't call me baby,
not before i'm ready.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Hi all
I'm feeling so tired after a days of work.
Time passed rather quickly at work today.
Thank God
But every part of my body is aching.
Anyways after work
took the mrt to bedok.
Felt like eating sushi
so went to get it.
Somehow i felt like going into ntuc and just walk around.
And i did.
I had fun just spending time alone.
Sounds funny
but yea.
I kinda enjoyed walking around in ntuc
just looking at every thing that is displayed.
Decided to go home after a while
and it was raining really heavily.
But thank God that i didn't get wet.
I'm just trying to stay awake just to catch
America's next top model.
and if possible
the simple life.
Getting my pay on the 15th.
Can't really wait
cos i need to get my cny clothes.
Need to get my shopping done really soon.
Maybe going to get my brows done tmr after work.
Oh ya
Some hong kong drama that i'm watching just ended.
Somehow i'm really sad.
Though they had an happy ending,
but i'm not really very satisfied.
I hate endings somehow.
Argh
Sorry but i'm feeling a little emo now.
So yar.
I don't know lah.
I'm just so so so tired.
Honestly
Sometimes i also would like to a far away place
where i don't know anyone
and they don't know me.
And start life anew.
Very tired of living the hectic lifestyle etc.
Oh wells
But God is still good!
His love is never ending
and thank you Lord for that( :
Though sometimes my day really sucked
but knowing the fact that God is there and all.
It just makes me feel better.
At least i know i have that friend in Him.
Who is always there for me no matter how late or how early.
He would never ditch me for someone new( :
Ok got to go already.
Most probably won't be blogging that often anymore.
Feeling rather lazy and all.
Ciao
There's something missing in my heart...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Hello all( :
Stayed home the whole day today.
Cos wanna get as much rest as possible( :
Went out for a so called groov/phlieo dinner at marina.
It was fun lah!
Just eating, cooking, eating, cooking etc
Haha
Anyway before meeting the rest at marina.
Met michelle, aiken, joel, livia, rayvin, clara and elizabeth at TM.
So they ate.
Then we decided to go to aiken's house.
He finally bathed the dog.
Haha
But he didn't know he had to use some dog shampoo.
Haha
So he used panteen( is that how you spelt it?) haha
So they played cards for a while before we left.
Was ticked off by someone when we first reached there.
I admit that we were late
but i mean there isn't a need for sarcasim.
Whatever lah
Anyway left marina about 11 plus?
Thank God we caught the last mrt.
And i guess we kinda missed the last bus.
So we took 38 from tanah merah and i stopped at temasek jc.
I walked home from there.
It was so dark and scary lah.
And it was already close to 1pm?
Wanted to call some people to talk to me.
But decided not after making the first call.
Oh wells.
Anyway got home safely.
Thank God( :
I'm like so ticked off by my dad lah.
ARGHHHH
Whats with everything lately.
But finally did something with my mom that makes me happy.
Retail therapy!
Haha
Bought some esprit stuffs
the bill came up to $248 with discount.
My my my
Haha
Take care
Lying in your arms, so close together,
Didn't know just what I had.
Now I toss and turn, cause I'm without you,
How I'm missing you so bad.
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Hello all( :
Yesterday was fun!
Watched Jonny English in the Pastor's resource room.
Fell asleep halfway though. Hee
Then went down to the youth room to slack.
Started goofing around.
Started playing all kinds of retarded songs.
Such as techno etc
HAHA
Then we also played some really old songs.
Songs from Backstreet boys/Westlife/Britney spears/N*sync etc
Haha
It was fun lah.
Going back to our time
Anyway going to go out soon.
Gonna meet aiken, mich and all at tampines mall later
to catch a movie.
Then going to marina there to eat steamboat.
Some kinda Groov and Phlieo dinner.
Oh yes
This morning i just received a msg from adeline
and i got a shock cos i was half asleep.
It says
Ms Devi has passed away on sunday
around 5 plus...
It's so sad lah.
I mean this is a first time when one of our teachers
actually pass away.
You get what i mean?
Sigh
Life's really short man.
And
Death's really unexpected...
But at least i know she's in safe arms now( :
With my Daddy God.
It's sad lah
Somemore i was her literature rep can.
Haha
She's such a nice lady
Oh wells
Gotta go already.
Take care
Friday, January 06, 2006
Hello world( :
This week was alright.
I feel like i'm becoming more and more auntie.
Blah
Haha
On tuesday after work,
we decided to drop by aiken's house to play mahjong.
Haha
His doggie is like super cute lah.
Work was okish this whole week.
There are like quite a few gays working there too.
The things that they do,
are rather sick.
I know there are quite a few underaged people reading my blog
So don't think i should comment further on that( :
Haha
Went to Isaac's house after work yesterday.
Cos we met lorraine and joel chew for dinner.
Sad lah
Lorraine's going back to England again.
I'll miss her:(
So after dinner we pop by lorraine's place.
Gosh her dogs are like so cute lah.
Feel like stealing them home( :
Ally and the puppies were the sweetest lah.
They were so affectionate( :
When you're alone just listening to everyone talking
they would just come to you and stare at you
with their tails wagging.
Awww
The puppies were super adorable!
I secretly prays that no one would ever buy the puppies
so that i can still see them every now and then!
Heh
Ok evil of me.
But really
when you see those dogs right
trust me
you would immediately fall in love with them
been there, done that! Haha
So stayed on to watch pimp my ride
then decided to go home.
Joel gave me a lift to the bus stop outside CGH.
So scary lah
The bus stop had no lights at all.
But mr joel chew was nice enough to msg me
to msg him when i get
so that he knows that i'm safe and sound.
Haha
Funny lah he.
Work was okish today.
Some auntie kinda backstabbed livia and myself.
Arghhh
She complained that we were slacking and doing nothing.
Hello!
We were working our butts off like madd lah
Every min/sec we were doing work loh.
Unless it was lunch break or after 5.15pm.
We didn't even dare to take toilet breaks lah.
Freak you know this kind of people.
I was seriously ticked off after the whole saga happened.
Not one of the aunties wanna name the one who 'backstabbed' us.
Well office politics huh?
I mean if you dare to say it,
why not admit that it was you?
And like you are like don't know how many Y-E-A-R-S older than us
Arghhh
I admit that those aunties that we were working together were really nice
but those in the main office ones are ....
Usually i see them
i would smile or greet them.
But after hearing all these,
i couldn't be bothered to anymore.
I don't wish to be some hypocrite like them.
If i'm unhappy,
i would just show my displeasure.
I am who i am.
I wouldn't go up to scold them if i ever find out who that was.
But i just wish to know who was the the one.
Haha
Honestly,
what can i do?
Oh wells
Btw we did CK's clothing today.
Some of the pants were not bad.
But the tops were ...
Haha
No comments.
I bet they were the previous season rejects.
Haha
Heard that CK having some sale.
That's what i heard from the boss lah.
So people just drop by k?
I'm not sure if the news is accurate
but i heard that they sold the clothes according to what they think its worth.
So i think it's worth it to go down to their stores to check out the stuffs( :
But i prefer Armani Exchange stuffs!
Bcos we had to do taggings for different countries.
And we were doing aust
and guess what?
I did chadstone!
Haha
Cool ehh?
It's somewhere in melbourne that we went before.
Ok i think i've talked too much already.
OHHH yes
My boss said i needn't go to work on monday
so i can have a long weekend break!
WOOHOO
I'm one happy girl( :
Gotta go all
Take care
Monday, January 02, 2006
Hello all( :
Went to some YA stayover yesterday at Pastor Mark's house.
It was okayy
Played mahjong the whole night cos couldn't find any other entertainment.
Had fun basically( :
My usual kahkis were livia, lorraine, stephen, michelle.
Anyway played through out the whole night.
Went there after having family dinner/daddy's birthday celebration
at jumbo( :
Food was good.
But the dinner didn't start well somehow
but it ended well.
Had fun just eating with all of them.
For those who know my family
We don't really spend time as family as often as other families.
We don't even eat together.
You get the whole idea?
So times like these are precious to us( :
Oh yes
Happy birthday daddy( :
After dinner
came home to cut the birthday cake
took a shower
then my mom sent me down.
Played mahjong from 11pm to about 4am?
Haha
It was a great time just fellowshipping with the YA's.
Well just a few of them
bcos we were playing mahjong and all.
Well the rest were watching movies,
talking and etc.
So ya
Just left them alone.
Left Pastor Mark's place around 5am like that.
Lorraine, mich and livia took the taxi.
And i walked home.
It was scary lah.
The roads were so quiet and there were no one in sight.
I felt pretty scared somehow.
Not the usual me?
Msged regina and told her that i was scared and etc.
But guess she didn't replied.
Oh wells
Somehow it made me realise that
there are going to be points in my life were i could
only depend on God and myself only.
Sorry
but i'm feeling rather blahish
Don't know why
like after these few days
somehow i feel as though
people come to me bcos they need help and etc.
But when i'm the one in need of help.
One by one just backs off.
All the promises made
are probably done bcos it done in some spur of the moment.
All i can say now is whateverrrr
Somehow i feel cheated.
Sometimes i just feel like sitting down and just crying/screaming
Just letting it all out
But i can't..
Feeling rather numb to it
Found out some stuffs last night
and i seriously feel so betrayed.
All these years of being there for you,
standing by you
believing in you
all have come to nothing.
RUBBISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Freak lah.
Ahh forget it
It's a new year
shall not say more
anyways i'll be working tmr.
Feel like watching movie after work.
Cos like what rayvin says
after work we go home and sleep
like no life.
Haha
all the best to those who are going back to school tmr
Have a fantastic year ahead( :