Tuesday, October 31, 2006
:)
haha you can see how bored i was doing math. teehee
the Guess Marciano wallet that my daddy bought me:D
Monday, October 30, 2006
just a little quick update before i scoot off to do more math:(
My daddy finally came back from Italy yesterday afternoon. He bought me and my maid this wallet from Guess Marciano:) I was asking him why didn't he get me a wallet from Louis Vuitton all, then he said cos their service was so bad. Haha so instead buying a Louis Vuitton wallet, he got my mummy a Prada wallet. Haha thank God i don't fancy it, if not i'll be throwing a bitch fit. Haha hey im just kidding:)
Anyways i don't know if my dad was being drunk all. But he was telling my brother and myself that if we did well for our O levels, he would pay for our air ticket to anywhere in the world. Haha i was like... only the airticket? HAHA but better than nothing right? He said that he wants us to venture when we are young. Sometimes i don't know when my dad is just kidding with me. Haha
Ok i better scoot off to do more math:)
I want to make it right this time
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Hello
YA's praise and worship night was such a blast:) Even though things are not exactly going the right way for me now, but somehow i'm not that upset:) i'm gonna get through it! haha oh yes lucas is so nice lah cos he's gonna help me get these few games:
1. Supermario
2. Pac Man
3. Street Fighter
Haha i'm sucha boyish girl. But i can't help it:( Haha i like playing rough games and so on. Haha i'm not those super demure kind of girls lah k. So accept me for who i am! haha anyways lets see what i have been doing lately:)
Oh yes! i went shopping on thursday at suntec:) I met mish and may first then we walked around topshop and dorothy perks cos we received the discount cards etc. So we wanted to make full use of it and to somewhat reward ourself from all the studying. Hee then we went back to church to study.
Lalalalalla ok i'm being in such a random mood now. Haha my thoughts are just all over the place and cannot put them in a coherent manner. Pardon me:) Hee i'm somehow feeling quite happy now cos like during worship all, i just left whatever is on my heart on the throne of Daddy God and i'm feeling much better. Oh i kinda got a word from God and it's for this season, for what i'm going through. And i'm pretty excited about it. Haha
Alright i better go and sleep already:) Take care all!
reaching for You:)
Friday, October 27, 2006
Hello
I miss my daddy. For those who don't know, haha he is away in Italy for some business trip. Sigh i wish he could be back here cos i'm not exactly on good terms with my mum now. I honestly don't know what is wrong with her. Sigh i just hate it everytime this kind of things happen lah. Sometimes i feel like telling her don't push her luck too far. Cos like each time when things happen and even though it's not my fault, i would still be nice to her and all. But she would continue to ignore me even though it's clearly not my fault even though i'm extra nice to her. There is a limit to everything lah.
Anyways enough about her. My daddy was so cute lah, he called me up last night and talked to me for a little while cos my mum was sleeping. He was asking how is everything and all, and somehow i miss his presence in the house. Haha oh yes and he mms me this afternoon with a picture with Guess wallets and at the bottom of the mms, he typed do you want this guess wallets? HAHA i immediately replied him! haha so yeay:) my daddy bought me something! Haha then just now he mms me to tell me that he's having his dinner at this very nice looking place:) Haha
Oh yes so i went to church to study again. It wasn't that productive today cos most of the time i was talking to some people and all. Sigh and i couldnt concentrate doing my work cos i my mind was on something else. Alrights got to go rest already cos tomorrow is going to be a lonnnggg day. Take care all
disappointed
Thursday, October 26, 2006
I try to smile my tears away
i try to keep my cool
But more door gets in my way
i feel like such a fool
trampled and bitter,
my heart just wants to bleed and stop believing in me.
It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
when they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and i crumble and i'm sinking to my knees for You
You cradle me
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in Your arms i find the strength to believe in me again.
it hurts badly.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Hello:)
I was just flipping some of my daddy's magazines. And i saw this particular article and i loved it:) So i guess i'm gonna share it with you guys.
15 things only men can do
1. A man shuts up when nothing more needs to be said
2. He hears that knock in the engine as if it were a voice speaking only to him
3. He provides shoulders broad enough to carry a child at a fair, a woman at a concert, and the whole world the rest of the time. (haha this is my personal favourite)
4. He shows a son what it takes to be a good man.
5. He lets the women and children go first.
6. He digs the panama canal and, later the same day, assembles a swing set.
7. A woman can defend herself from an attacker, but a man walking next to her keeps her from feeling afraid in the first place:)
8. He keeps score at a baseball game and remembers what Grud-zielanek did in the second inning. In 1998
9. He makes the world safe from Oprahfication.
10. He receives and truly enjoys a $10 haircut.
11. He eats cold pizza any day, anything.
12. He finds a way to fit her 17 bags in the car for a trip to the pool. HAHA
13. He forgives and forgets.
14. He works the remote without looking at it while toggling back and forth between two football games, a bond flim, and a CSI rerun, without missing a key moment in any of them.
15. He puts naked women in movies
Those 3 words are said too much
but not enough
Ok
So below are the pictures that we took on peachy and regina's birthday dinner:) Hee i love vanessa's camera lah. Haha i call it the magic camera cos all the shots are nicely taken lah:) Hee i'm in love with that camera, i should bug my daddy to get me that model. HAHA now i sound like some spoilt brat. This reminds me that my daddy is on the plane on the way to italy, i'm somehow missing him:(
Alrights i gotta go rest already cos i'm meeting mish and some others to go shopping at topshop tmr:) Take care all!
it's the tiny things that you do
vanessa and myself:)
aiken and joel chew
twist
rayvin and peachy
peachy, gaius and myself
ok im being retarded here
my son and myself
birthday boy, gorgeous boy of mine and myself
the people who went for the birthday dinner:)
sunkiss lemons
hee
roar
haha vanessa's face look so fair here:) hee
pretty pretty girls
rayvin and the birthday boy:)
haha gorgeous guys
haha i didn't know what was i doing
:)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Hello
Ok i apologise for not blogging a proper entry lately. Haha anyways let me just summarize what i did these few days:)
Monday
I met the mish, mich, maddy, may and lorraine to go geylang serai:) Haha although it was my first time there, but i kinda enjoyed it. Hee like my goodness, there were so much food to drool at lah. Haha ok yes i know i sound like some suaku! haha so we walked around and oh oh oh! we ate the ramily burger:) Haha it was so good! then some of us did some henna tatoo too:) I love it! I shall upload the picture of my henna thingy when i get the chance too okie? Hee
After geylang serai, we made our way down to sennette:) Haha it took such a long time for bus 13 to come lah. Haha we were quite fed up with all the waiting, but soon after the bus came. So it was good:) the overnight stay at sennette was pretty fun. Quite alot of people stayed over, and when it was like 2am like that, we all went to the playground:) Haha they played some games, but i didn't join them cos it was that time of the month and cramps were pretty bad:( But oh wells! Haha
Mish and myself decided to leave sennette about 3.30am to go home? Haha cos we felt that we needed some goodnights rest cos the next day, we knew that we were going out all:) so we shared a cab back. Wah piang, the midnight charges are madness lah! Haha it was 5 freaking bucks from sennette to my house. Ok not technically sennette, it was from chai chee secondary school to my house! Haha
Tuesday
It was peachy and gina's birthday:) So we met at fish&co, the glasshouse one for dinner! the food was good. The company was good too:) We were busily snapping photographs all. Haha oh yes and i realised that there were many people who were celebrating their birthdays yesterday too. Haha i think about 22 people went for the birthday dinner:) Then some of us decided to stay out a little longer, so after the dinner it was already about 10pm. Some of us went to starbucks at Plaza sing to just sit around and talk. Then we went home after a while:)
Ok i guess this is a summary of what has happened for the pass few days. It's back to studying for now:) So take care guys and i should blog more the next time i come online!
all the roads we have to walk are winding
Monday, October 23, 2006
maybe it's really the time to let go.
no promises
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Despite what i'm feeling these few days
all i can say is
in my life, Your will be done
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i guess you wouldn't even bother about how i feel
because
im just a substitue to you.
just get lost.
i'm really losing it this time.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Sigh
i really don't know what to do already. Can you teach me? I'm already at my wits end. Despite me being busy with studying all, i tried to squeeze some time out to make sure things are ok with you. I really don't know what to do with you anymore, tell me what is it that you want. i know i can never be compared to your previous ______ and all. I know it's really human to run to someone you trust and respect for comfort. But i'm really trying and i really don't know where to go anymore. I am human too and it hurts real badly.
all i have to say is that i love you very much still.
and i'm sorry
cos i think i have failed.
Hellooooo
I went to church and did my math again:) I better pass my math this time. Considering how much effort i put in for math.
We went to simpang for dinner. Ok i was feeling pretty stressed out after doing math all. But i guess this is what always happens each time i get stressed out. I really hate being this way. Each time my mind becomes so tired out, many stupid thoughts just run through my mind. It just triggers all the negative emotions.
Oh yes msn is being such an idiot lah. I can't sign in with my current email address, so like what lucas said my account may have been hacked. ARGH what i needed most now huh? So i signed up for another email account. Ok i'm not some despo who needs like strangers to add me on msn just to boast about having so many people on my contact list. I can't sign in to my previous account to even retrieve the email address and etc. So some of your contacts might just be goneeee. So i'm just gonna leave my email address here, so for those who want, you guys can just add me on msn okie:)
By the way, i'm going to east coast beach tomorrow! finally i'm gonna get the chance to meet the metamorphosis-ing kids:) HAHA i heard that they are quite terror lah. haha so i better go and rest early to be prepared for tomorrow! haha take care all
coraal_is@hotmail.com
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
arghh
Msn is being a mega idiot lah. Giving me so much problems:( i can't even sign into my msn account. roar the last time i got so mad with all these technical stuffs was my ipod lah. For some stupid reason, it went berserk. And finally, my brother decided to be the mr nice guy and send it to apple centre on my behalf. Ok now ebuddy cannot sign me online. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MSN?
Ok enough of msn. I met the girls for dinner at lagoon:) It was alright i guess? it has been such a long time where we all sat down and eat. So today's meeting was good. May had to leave early, so the rest came over to my house. We opened this picnic mat in my garden and sat at the swing area:) It was a comfortable setting, oh and i lighted some candles for fun. Haha to scare away all the flies! and this disgusting frog which was stuck on the wall. Haha
I guess we were talking about the usual stuffs that we usually talk when we meet up:)
Oh yes i studied in church from 2pm to 6pm in church today without any disturbance. Haha it was quite productive i must say:) ok i gotta go now cos i have to restart my computer now. roar oh yes my daddy's confirm going to italy this week or so. haha double roar! i want to go too
someday we'll know
Sunday, October 15, 2006
the smile on your face:D
Saturday, October 14, 2006
hello
ok i'm pretty drained as i'm typing out this entry. I didn't go for leaders today cos i wanted to stay home and study a little:) and i'm glad that i did. So went to church about 4pm for pre-service prayer.
So i went for YM service then YA service. Oh yes it was aunty Aye Lan's birthday today and so we celebrated her birthday with cakes and of course the birthday songs:) well i'm always feeling so tired on saturdays. Cos my day would be filled with many things to go for etc.
Ah and i was pretty pissed at someone again. Ok i don't really want to wish to name the person cos it wouldn't be a very nice thing. But yar, that person was pissing me off and i'm really losing all respect for that person. It's sad lah. I don't want that to happen, but it's the things you do that triggers all these negative vibes. Roar
So i came home about 11pm plus close to 12am and i decided to do more math. Ok i'm getting quite obsessed with math now. Haha but i guess it's somewhat a good thing lah. It keeps me motivated:)
We are playing soccer tmr again! and yes i'm quite excited about it. Oh and my stinky brother is joining us for soccer. Haha opps boy i hope you're not reading this! haha ok i better go and rest already cos there's CE tmr at 8.30am. (chants: i can wake up on time for CE) haha
midwest skies
Hello all
It's already 3.13am now and i can't get to get my bum to bed. I guess too many things are just running through my mind now.
I went to church to study at 4pm plus. Today's studying was rather fruitful. But somehow i got really stressed out while i was doing my math. I teared a few times while doing my math cos i was feeling so stressed out. Many times tears just welled up in my eys. Sigh i am begining to feel the pressure.
So i studied like mad until 7 pm where i could no longer take it so i called mish and mich. I talked to them for quite a while cos i felt that i couldn't take it anymore and i really needed to talk to someone so badly. Thank you girls for always just being there to listen out to me all.
sigh
Because the music people had to go up to 3rd floor for their weekly jammings, so left jossie, shenna, ian, joash and myself in the youth room. Somehow it was a good time of de-stressing myself:) Then we fooled around the youth room and making a total fool out of joash lah. We played a while, then i decided to do my math again.
We left church about 11.30pm for simpang. I was talking to vanessa about what i was feeling lately and stuffs that has been going through my mind. Anyways simpang was good:) Oh yes vanessa and her sister gave me a lift home again:)
i really dont need anything now
except
someone who is willing to stay and walk by me.
Friday, October 13, 2006
Hello world:)
Sorry that i haven't been blogging as much. Haha i have been feeling rather lazyyyy. Anyways my mind is in a mess now. Haha i don't really know why. Ok maybe i know why, but i just don't want to keep harping on that. lalalalalalallalalalal
Well i'm going off to church to study later. So i should get my lazy bum off to get ready real soon:)
Oh yes lorraine and myself accompanied miss mishuelle wee to her seventeen photoshoot thing:) Haha it was quite alright lah. The people there weren't as nice as i thought they would be. The place was quite ulu, so we took a cab there and back:) After her photoshoot, we went back to church to meet isaac all. Then off we went for dinner at kfc and halfway during dinner i got a call from selena:) Haha they were somewhere near kfc i guess? Hee so i met them:) then we went to selena house! Goodness, it has been a long time since i went to her house lah. But it was fun:) I mean just catching up and just reminiscing about school:) So left selena's house about 10 plus like that:) and thanks deb for giving me a lift home! hugs
Anyway i'm glad i'm feeling quite happy now. Haha don't know lah. I thought i'd feel a tinge of disappointment, but somehow i'm feeling quite happy:) i guess i might just have successfully psychoed myself. Ok lah better go now:) Take care all!
the happiness that you bring:D
Can you please stop behaving this way
because
you are scaring me.
goodnight world.
Hello all
It's already 2.55am now and i can't get to get my bum to bed. I guess too many things are just running through my mind now.
I went to church to study at 4pm plus. Today's studying was rather fruitful. But somehow i got really stressed out while i was doing my math. I teared a few times while doing my math cos i was feeling so stressed out. Many times tears just welled up in my eys. Sigh i am begining to feel the pressure.
So i studied like mad until 7 pm where i could no longer take it so i called mish and mich. I talked to them for quite a while cos i felt that i couldn't take it anymore and i really needed to talk to someone so badly. Thank you girls for always just being there to listen out to me all.
sigh
Because the music people had to go up to 3rd floor for their weekly jammings, so left jossie, shenna, ian, joash and myself in the youth room. Somehow it was a good time of de-stressing myself:) Then we fooled around the youth room and making a total fool out of joash lah. We played a while, then i decided to do my math again.
We left church about 11.30pm for simpang. I was talking to vanessa about what i was feeling lately and stuffs that has been going through my mind. Anyways simpang was good:) Oh yes vanessa and her sister gave me a lift home again:)
i really dont need anything now
except
someone who is willing to stay and walk by me.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Hello all:)
I am watching shrek on youtube now! hee i love it lah:) I'm like on some disney cartoon watching spree. Haha i kinda just finished watching little mermaid a few days ago and now i'm watching shrek. HAHA somehow i'm in love with cartoons.
Ok i went to sentosa yesterday with all the gorgeous looking people. It was so much fun cos it had been a long time since we had some beach outing to sentosa. We played some ball games and did some tanning. Thank God for nice weather yesterday:) It didn't rain and the skies were pretty clear during the day. I guess like what people always say, time flies when you're having fun. Before we knew it, it was time to leave sentosa already:( ok im pretty lazy to blog about what we did at sentosa all, so if you guys are REALLY that kaypoh to know what happened, you guys can just go and read maddy's blog or something. Hee sorry maddy:)
Anyways i went to church to study today. It was quite productive i must say:) Oh yes thanks vanessa for coming down to accompany me:) I really appreciate it alot! So i studied till about 9pm plus. Of course there were many in between breaks cos of my short attention span. Haha but i guess i managed to get some work done. Hee
Then vanessa, isaac, peachy, dawine, char zheng and myself went to simpang for dinner. Haha it was good lah. Oh yes before i forget! Char zheng and some people went to st johns island today to check out the campsite all and they caught a tiny crab! Haha the crab quite cute lah. Haha it reminds me of the tiny sotong that we caught yesterday. Haha
ok lah nothing much to blog already. Haha i'm feeling quite lazy too. So i shall blogg soon if i have the motivation or something. Haha take care all:D
<3
Monday, October 09, 2006
Someone trying to find their way.
Someone trying to find their place.
Someone trying to find their self.
And if you just hold on,
Just find the courage to face it all for another day,
Someone or something will find you and make it all okay.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Hello sweeties:)
I managed to wake up for the 8.30am CE class and i'm so proud of myself:) Hee well CE was good i must say. It is really interesting to learn about revelations and all. Usually time would pass extremly slow during CE, but somehow in this course, time just fly by so quickly. Which is a good thing i guess. hee
Main service was good:) But somehow halfway during worship, my tummy was aching like madd lah. I was so tempted to leave the service before it started cos i couldn't tolerate the pain anymore. So i started praying and asking God to take away the pain etc. Although, the relief of pain was not immediate but praise God that the pain subsided after a while. So immediately after service, i rushed home to take my medication and came back to church for YM comm meeting.
YM comm meeting was good and it lasted for quite a while. Thank you(may, lorraine, mich lam and danellia) for waiting for us. I honestly feel so bad making you guys wait till some of you fell asleep:( i promise to hurry next time ok? hee so all of us went to kfc for lunch.
So we came back from lunch and we hung out at the youth room for a while doing the usual nonsencial stuffs. Haha then we were waiting for the rest to come back before all of us go down to east coast beach to play soccer:D I kinda like playing soccer somehow, but i somewhat dislike it when the guys take the game too seriously when it's meant to be a friendly match. Haha their seriousness scares me. After playing soccer all, we changed to playing captains ball! Haha it was girls vs guys. Haha though we somewhat knew that we were at the losing end, but it was fun lah. Haha so we played captains ball till 7pm like that. Because the skies were getting dark and we couldn't see the ball all. Haha so we decided to stop:)
We ate at lagoon for dinner again:) the food was just alright lah. The prices was abit crazy lah. Haha okok here goes the aunty part of me again. Haha but seriously i hate going to lagoon during the weekends cos i think that it's a total rip off lah. But oh wells the company was good:)
So we walked back from east coast beach. The walk back was good i guess? For the last half of the journey back i was talking to jossie. Haha yes yes i know you are a gentleman lah ok! Haha thanks for carrying my heavy bag and offering to send me home. Haha but i kinda didn't want him to send me home cos i somewhat felt abit ____. haha sorry jossie, it's just me.
Yup i am somewhat begining to feel the want for a partner now. Haha now it's not exactly a need but more of a want. And i know that as i grow older, it will somehow transform into a major NEED! haha but honestly i don't ask for much. All i want is for someone to love me the way i am, and to do the little simple things that will make my heart skip a beat. Hee i don't need him to buy me like 100 roses or something, but i just want someone who makes the extra effort in walking me home from somewhere because he wants to spend time with me:) and someone who is willing to slow down his pace to suit mine. Haha i'm not asking much aren't i? Haha
Alright i better go and sleep already cos i'm so tired out:) But i'm glad that i am, cos i can have a better sleep tonight! Take care all you gorgeous ones:) hugs!
so baby walk me home:)
Friday, October 06, 2006
Hello everyone
I went to visit my dad at raffles hospital just now with my mummy and auntie. Praise the Lord that he's recovering well and he's alright now. Oh and thank you to those who actually prayed for him:) Though it was my first time at the wards, but thank God i managed to find my daddy's ward. Haha oh yes! the wards look so much like hotel rooms. Haha i love it lah. My daddy's ward was so big and it has such a nice view:)
OH YES YES! Before i forget! I took bus 12 down to bugis to visit my dad in the hospital, and in the bus, i actually saw this really gorgeous ang moh guy. HAHA i actually alighted one stop after my designated place cos i wanted to peak at him more. HEE ok i sound like some despo lah. But seriously, he was so gorgeous looking:)
So my mummy arrived at the hospital about 7.30pm like that cos she came from work. We went to bugis village for dinner. Then we kinda walked around, oh and went to aunty Mabel's shop:) I saw vicky hoo and joyce there cos they were tending the shop. The stuffs were not bad, but the sizes are like for tiny girls. But their bags were nice:) So after a while, we left their shop cos we wanted to see more shoes. But sadly, i didn't get any shoes lah. I bought this polka dottie headband and earings:) Hee then after a while, we made our way back to the hospital cos we kinda left some stuffs at the hospital ward. By the time when we got back to the ward, my daddy was sleeping so soundly:) so we left quietly.
i miss my daddy:( anyways so my mummy drove my aunty back to her place then she sent me to simpang to meet the rest there:) then we shared a cab back and surprisingly i reached home about 11.30pm. Haha i think that pleased my mummy quite a bit lah. Haha though she didn't say she wanted me home by that time. But she was worried about the rapist thingy. Haha and she's making me scared lah. Haha
Alright lah. I guess this is basically what i did today. Oh yes i'm glad that we are going to sentosa next week:) I so need to get a tann! I need a day out because i so hate my mundane life now. So take care all! And have an awesome weekend:)
sigh
people do fail you huh?
Even people whom you think you could trust.
Yes i am that unwanted.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
somethings can't be fixed just by saying sorry.
my heart hurts
Hello
I'm kinda at home now cos like i'm pretty tired of studying, so i might stay home and bum around just for today. Haha my favourite activity:) anyway these few days/weeks have been rather hectic actually. The only time i'm free to come online is at night and by the time i come online, i get bombarded by msn messages. Haha so sometimes it's pretty hard to blog and all. My sincere apologies:)
Sigh i put on like 1kg lah. So irritating lah. Roar anyways shall not keep thinking about that stupid 1kg cos it will make me even more depressed:(
Anyways i was thinking through some stuffs last night before i sleep. Somehow i don't exactly know how to communicate with you anymore. You seem so distant and things seems pretty weird between the both of us. Maybe this is one of the way where our _____ relationship dies? I really find it hard to perserve on. But i guess some people might never really understand where i'm coming from. Well i guess i just have to deal with it myself. It's just not easy for me to keep trying because seriously, for a relationship to work, it takes two hands to clap and not just one. But whats the use when i'm the one who keeps trying but you don't even seem to bother. Maybe i should just stop trying so hard.
Ok i was talking to someone online yesterday. And oh my, i was quite pissed off after a while. Haha cos it made me feel so lousy about myself lah. Haha sometimes people can get quite insensitive huh? But oh wells, i guess life's like that. There are many people around who are like that. Who doesn't want to be that pretty/hot girl? Haha but ah wells, you will never understand what is it like to be rejected and etc.
Alrights i better go and get ready already cos i think i should just go study instead of staying home thinking about all these retarded things lah. Haha so take care all:)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Hello all:)
I just came back from simpang. Haha did not stay there for too long cos my silly mum told me that there was this article on the Straits times that, there was this japanese expat who got raped along upper east coast. Haha and my mum knew that i liked walking home and etc, so she forbade me to come home late all lah. Haha
Anyways i ate roti john at simpang:) it was yummy lah. It has been a long time since i ordered that. Haha ok enough of what i ate. HEE well mish and myself finally got our eyebrows plucked! Haha like f-i-n-a-l-l-y. Oh yes we saw the disgusting gay at the saloon. I don't exactly know how to address her, but lets just call that gay shim. Oh man shim is so ___. I mean like although shim has boobs, long hair and long red disgusting nails but shim still looks like a guy lah. YUCKS lah! Haha so technically shim has a guy face and voice WITH boobs/long red nails/long hair. Sick sick sick enough of him.
So mish and myself went to bedok area for lunch. Oh my the food was super cheap lah. Haha ok i feel like an ah soh talking about how cheap things are. But seriously, maybe it's been a long time since we ate in hawker centres? Haha anyways after that we took a bus 12 back to church:)
We started studying for a few hours then we went for our YM prayer. It was good:) I guess God spoke about being desperate all. And that word was just in my head for the past few weeks. Thank you God for the confirmation:) then we went back to studying. We studied till 9.30pm then peachy, jossie, isaac, rachy and myself went to simpang for dinner:)
Anyways my daddy is going to hospital this friday to have some surgery done. Sigh i'm praying that everything will go smoothly although it's just a minor surgery, but still i know God listens to every single little prayer:)
Ok i want to go off to watch my little mermaid already:) Hee i'm so tempted to buy little mermaid and aladin from www.amazon.com! Haha ah wells take care all:D
i stand in awe of You
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Hello:)
I met some people to play soccer today at east coast! Haha it was so fun lah:) Mish and myself were supposed to go bedok to pluck our eye brows cos it is so over-grown lah! Haha but somehow, we could not wake up on time. So we just went down to church to study before going down to east coast to play soccer.
mish and myself met may to study. we studied from 1 plus to about 4 plus like that? then we met alvin, vanessa, peachy, brendon, ade, jossie and kenny to play soccer. Haha it was fun lah:) The guys were such gentlemens. Haha so we played soccer for a while, then we played captain's ball:) and during the game, may accidently sprained her leg. Poor girl, hope she's feeling much better now:)
The skies at east coast were so clear. No sign of any sort of haze or anything. It was so windy too:) Basically, i loved today's weather. I was sitting on the grass and just admiring the trees and they how rustle when the wind blows and many other things:) All i can say is how wonderful is His creation:) i love being out in the big field. Just sitting in the middle of nowhere and the winds just keep running through your facee and hair. Haha ok so drama eh? moving on,
When it was about 6pm, ade, mish and myself went to jog around east coast. Man, it has been such a long time since i last ran. I felt super lousy lah. Haha but it was good lah too cos i was talking to ade on our way back:) Then we went lagoon to eat. The food was so good!
So we slowly made our way back to church cos may had to walk really slowly cos her leg. Sigh i hope she gets well soon though. Haha i can really feel what is she going through now lah. I can never forget the time when i sprained my leg in school lah. It was so painful that i kinda cried a bit. Haha well it was a loooong time ago anyways:)
We reached church about 9 plus like that. So jossie and myself walked the both of them out to econ minimart that side cos they wanted to take a cab home. After they went off, jossie and myself made our way back to church. We joined the rest in the youth room and started talking rubbish lah. Haha laughed till my cheeks ached. I really enjoyed today:) It has been a long time since i had so much fun. I kinda made a little wish that the night would never end. Yes yes i know it was a silly wish. Haha but i was really enjoying every single moment of it:)
Alright i better stop blogging already. I wanna go catch my show:D hee take care all!
sometimes i just wonder if...
:)
Monday, October 02, 2006
To: Jesus,
When i'm alone the world is such a different place
Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face
It seems like i try so hard and still i let you down
Its taken so long but now theres one thing that i've found
when everything starts crashing down
when all i know falls to the groud
when darkenss comes and i can't see
You're always there to resuce me:D
Just when i think that i've got it figured out
You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt
But you've got it all within the power of Your hand
It seems like the more i know the less i understand
When everything starts crashing down
When all i know falls to the ground
When darkness comes and i can't see
You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear
When i wonder if You're near
When i dont know how to break free
You're always there to resuce me.
I wonder if i'll make it through this darkest night
I need to know Your strength in me gonna win this fight
I'm reaching out won't You take my hand show me the light
I know You're by my side
Thank you so much for everything:) Words cannot express how much i love and adore you!
love,
Coral(your princess)
Sunday, October 01, 2006
I need you by my side
I need you here with me
Lord you are my life:)
I stand in awe of You