Friday, March 30, 2007
Hello all:)
My mummy's having her cell group at my living room, so here i am blogging away in my room. Haha so cute lah cause today it is the children who are leading praise and worship:) I let my door open so that i could hear my mum's cell singing.
Anyways school was ok i guess? It's quite sad lah cause i only made like 2 friends? Haha the people there are abit ... Like i made the effort to be friendly all, but somehow i guess they thought i was weird or something. Haha oh wells. But anyways the there are 3 classes for this diploma course and we all had our orientation today and the surprising thing is that 75% of the students are foreigners. So you could imgaine how many locals are in the class:(
So the program cordinators were giving out our lecture notes/timetable/student portal password etc. And they started out by giving class A and class C first,(i'm in class B btw). And they allowed the class B students to have a lunch break first before coming back to collect whats needed to be collected. It's a social suicide to have lunch breaks on the orientation day because many people are left eating alone. Haha although i kinda made friends with this girl but somehow she was quite unfriendly all lah. SO YA:/
But praise God, school ended about 1pm? So i took a bus to clementi mrt and took a train back. I decided to be a nice person and stand instead of sitting down because i felt that i was "physically fit" to stand. Haha so the other people could have a chance to sit. Haha and oh my, halfway the journey i felt like dying already. Haha cause my bag was really heavy. I came back and weighed my bag and it was freaking 5 kg plus. Haha exciting.
So after reaching home. I quickly went to shower and watch a little tv then i went to sleep. Haha it's been quite long since i last woke up so early in the morning. But i guess i got to start tuning my body clock. I tell you, my mum won't stop nagging at me lah. M.O.T.H.E.R.S! Haha but she was nice lah, she drove me to school today:) but of course along the way, she was nagging at me for sleeping late the night before. Which in my very honest opinion wasn't very late. It was just 2am? haha last time when i was still in kc, that was my bedtime man. Haha ah wells!
Oh yes, i received my time table all. Quite ok lah. Lessons are from 9.30am to 12.30am daily. The only bummer thing is that i've got school every saturday. Sigh my saturdays would be so packed lah.
9:30am - 12:30pm = school
2:00pm - 3:45pm = leaders meeting
4:00pm - 4:30pm = prayer meeting
5:00pm - 7:00pm = ym service:)
7:00pm - 7:30pm = ym cell group time!
7:30pm - 10:30/11:oo = YA service
11:00pm onwards dinner.
Haha my saturdays would be packed, back to back. Jesus, i really really need Your strength to keep me going! I really cannot do this on my own already:) Chants to myself: all things are possible through Christ who strengthen us! all things are possible through Christ who strengthens us!
Alrights got to go now. Take care all:) Oh yes please keep me in prayer if possible k? Thanks alot loves!
let me cater to you
cause baby, this is your day
do anything for my man
Baby, you blow me away
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hello all:)
I'm feeling quite tired. So i guess it will be a short summary of what i did today:) I was supposed to meet maddy and mish at parkway today to get maddy's karen's stuff. But i overslept, so we met at 1pm instead. Haha
Anyways so maddy and myself met first, then while we were waiting for mish at watsons there. We saw shaun tupaz and we asked him to join us for lunch. It was good time of hanging out lah i guess? Haha something real different. So after eating, shaun went to meet his father and the rest of us went around looking for stuffs. After much walking around, maddy couldn't find the thing that she wanted so we decided to head back to church.
On the way back to church, i bought a tamagotchi! Hee so exciting lah:) I have a new pet now. But the annoying thing is that i keep accidently press the restart button. So my tamagotchi pet would always restart to the egg stage. Ugh how annoying it can get ah? But overall, i'm begining to get addicted to my pet. HAHA
So mish and myself went for the YM wednesday prayer. It was good:) Hmmm after that we met maddy at the youthroom:) Then maddy and myself went to town to meet isaac and yingchuan. They continued looking for the stuffs that they needed, and i was just being an extra lah. Haha but it was fun still? Because school's starting already and i needed to go out and have fun. Haha oh yes when we were waiting for the bus, we saw steven lim. HAHAHA i guess, he was looking for people to pluck eyebrows? Haha funny fella lah.
Thank God the bus came in the matter of minutes, and we saw gabsy on the bus too. Apprently, he was on the way to church for the karens meeting too:) So when they went for the meeting, i went to talk to aunty Aye Lan for a while and it was awesome lah:) Haha don't exactly want to let the whole world know that God said yet, but when the time is ripe:) i'll probably let you people know!
Alrights, i want to go watch my tv already. Take care all:) just a random thought:
To eat to live or live to eat? thats the question i ask myself daily. HAHA anyways, have an awesome night:) much love
thump-ah-thump:)
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
hello all
i've spent the whole day at home doing nothing much:
1. watching tv
2. sleep
3. eat
4. listening to sermons
and the cycle just goes on and on. Each of the item takes their turn to rank no. 1 in my life. Maybe cause i'm cooped up at home and plus other stuffs, it's making me feel lousy. Oh wells
Anyways since i have nothing to do. I've been searching for new blogskins, but somehow i can't find any that pleases me. Well oh yes, there is one thing that actually made me happy today.
One was which, i received an email from Aunty Aye Lan and she received an impression from the Lord regarding me. She emailed me part 1 of the impression and it's looking real good:) and she also indicated that there is a part 2 to it and she wants to share it with me face to face. Exciting:) cos she mentions that the Lord is bringing me to a greater depth of relationship with Him. Now i'm feeling so so excited to know what is part 2:)
Well the other thing that actually made me happy was watching perfect proposal:) somehow it makes me happy to see the extend that guys would go just to "get that girl". I know it sounds real retarded of me but i love it when guys cry when they propose to their girlfriends. Because i really feel that it's ok for guys to cry all. Some people think that, it's a sign of their weakness. But screw it, i don't think that they are being weak but to me, it's a true sign of strength:)
Sigh
I'm so tired of it. Maybe i'm not as important as i think i am to you. I guess you are much happier being with other people than me. I'm tired of taking the first initiatives, somehow i always feel that i'm always the one giving and you are the one at the receiving end. I always felt that this relationship is important to the both of us. But i guess it was just one-sided. Now i understand, so pardon me as i exit from this.
Alrights, i should just go read my daily bread and spend some time with God to make me feel better:) I've got to stay close to Him no matter what happens because He have to much in store for me! Ahhhh i can't wait:)
edit-
cos there was this horrible stench in my mummy's room and my brother and myself decided to check out what was it all about. So both of us got torchlights and got bygonne(sp?). Haha it was so exciting cos it reminded me of the past where the both of us would go around snooping at night, of course in our compound lah. Haha we went to the area oustide my parent's room to check out what was causing that horrible odour, seriously it's so bad that i felt like puking instantly when i enter their room. After much sniffing around, we concluded what caused the odour. We suspected that it was some dead rat caused that stench. It was so disgusting lah. Yucks
So the moment we came home, we went to closed all my parents windows all. And lighted some essential oil thingy:) and thank God, the smell is gone! Haha after the "exciting adventure" haha my brother and myself got a little hungry. And we went to SPC to get stuffs:) Haha we bought some much stuffs lah. We were having some mid-night feast, so exciting:) Haha
It reminded me the last time where we were much younger. Where jasper would come over to stay, and we would always go to BP(in those days, it was BP and not SPC) and get lots of chips and yummy foods to stock up for our late night parties. Haha we would always wait till my parents go off to bed and we would bring out all the snacks and snack in the room! Haha it was so exciting cause my parents always forbade us to eat in the rooms. Sigh i miss those times. Haha growing up sometimes sucks. But it's all part and parcel of life:( i like stayovers with my cousins, cause there will always be endless things to do.
1. we could always ride our bike around
2. go to the playground and play house:)
3. buy fart-smelling stink bombs and leaving them to bomb at staircases
4. talk about what we want to do when we are much older
5. watch cartoons power rangers!
6. play soccer
7. play WWE wrestling on playstations
8. load our waterguns with water and spray them down from my grandparent's place at 8th floor. HAHA
9. stayover at my grandparents place and they'll always bring us for breakfast like real early in the morning just to eat chee queh. Haha
aiyoh there will be so many things to do. And it's getting real late already:) I should go sleep soon cause i'll be meeting the girls tmr at parkway. Take care all
maybe i'm not important
as i thought i will be.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Hello:)
My darling mother took leave today cause:
1. she promised to attend my sister's sports day
2. drive us(my brother&myself) to our prospective school to drop off a cheque and to re-submit the colour vision test for my brother.
Haha anyways i woke up at glorious 7am today just to get ready to go to kristie&mae's sports event. The weather in the morning was awesome lah. It was raining heavily and it's best for sleeping in. But oh wells, since i promised my sisters that i would be there. I've got to keep my word:)
We reached bedok stadium about 7.45am like that and waited a while for the rain to stop etc. Haha i was somewhat dozing off cause i was really sleep and it was quite boring. Haha and the best part was my sister's event was the last event of the day. Haha well when it was my sister's turn to run, i got super excited that i got off my seat and went to the grandstand to support my sister:) Haha i was screaming for her till my throat became a little painful lah. But i guess it was all worth it because she came in first! Haha
So after the whole event, my mummy drove marcus and myself down to our respective schools to settle some admistration stuffs. Well, we popped by my school first to submit my cheque and i can finally say: i'm finally a student in SIM:) Haha so after that, we swing by Ngee Ann poly to submit marcus's 2nd colour vision test. Cos aparently, the bedok clinic had already faxed in his colour vision test(the failed one) and cos on saturday, my daddy brought him to Raffles hospital to get a second opinion and praise God, he passed that test. So we wanted to submit the one which he passed, but the guy was quite ______. So my brother took a retest there again, so in total. He took the colour vision test 3 times! Haha oh yes and praise God again, he passed the one where he took in ngee ann poly:)
So we went to submit all his documents that are required for his enrolment and guess who we saw? paul twohill! HAHA everyone was fawning over him. Like what my mum would say, wah lao he looks so weird lah. Haha i've got to agree. I mean, dude what is with the long hair! Haha i saw a few girls going up to him etc. I bet they were trying to rub shoulders all loh! Haha ok i sound evil ah? oh wells
After we did everything, my mummy brought us to parkway for lunch and cause she wanted to buy sushi all. We ate fish&co and it was so yummy:) Haha for the first time in my life, i was dozing off during lunch. Haha i was so tired out by the time the meal came. Haha but anyways service was good:) There was this girl who attended to us and she was really nice,friendly and pretty. Haha ok i sound superficial. Anyways, i kinda agreed to do some feedback form thingy and i nominated her for good service:) and i think because of that she gave us like 10 over sweets? Haha it pays to be nice ah:) ok lah enough of talking so much rubbish!
Well, i've been tagged to do some blog thing. All thanks miss maddy xiong! Haha so here it goes:)
These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
1. Somehow i like to torture ants and flying ants. Haha sometimes when i'm bored studying, i will catch an ant to torture them by blocking all "their exists" and see how the ants kan-chiong. Haha and sometimes when i feel really evil, i like to clip the flying ant's wings and see how they try to move. Haha
2. I don't exactly like to kill a cockroach using bygonne(sp?) but i like to use the broom to smack it unconscious first then i quickly sweep them into the toilet bowl and see them struggle to swim out of the toiletbowl.
3. I really like the taste of almond:) (ps, not everybody likes the taste of almond)
4. Among all the princesses, i like jasmine the most because once there was once they sold all the disney princesses with perfumes in them. And among all, i like jasmine's scent the most and therefore i started liking her a whole lot. HAHA
5. I used to hate my name badly because people would make fun of my name. Thats why each time when i have to introduce myself, i don't like to tell them my name. Haha ok im that silly lah;)
6. i like to play shooting games. Haha
yippie! i've done with all:) i dont think i should tag anyone to do this, cause i can't exactly think of anyone that is free to do it. So yup! take care all you out there:) much love!
amazed by you
hello all:)
I thought i should blog a little before going to sleep. Thank God that my brother passed his colour vision test:) Praise God!
I freaked out badly last night(saturday) cos i had an allergic reaction. It was quite bad and i started itching everywhere due to the allergy. I felt like some drama mama because i wanted to go A&E so badly cause i felt that the itch was really killing me. Haha so i kinda prayed for quite a while before falling asleep.
So on sunday morning, i quickly went to shower and went to see a doctor. I spent just 5 minutes in the consultaion room and it costed me $30. Haha well easy money ah doctor? Haha oh wells. I felt a whole lot better after taking the medication. After going to the doctors, i went to church to join the rest of the YM comm for bible study:) the medication made me really drowsy during service. I was really fighting to stay awake, it felt so horrible lah. Haha
Alrights i got to go now because i just took my medication again and it's making me sleepy despite me sleeping the whole day. rahhhhh and i promised my sister that i'll be going to her school's sports day because she's participating in some events and i've got to be at bedok stadium at GLORIOUS 7.45am! Haha hallelujah! and after that, i've got to go down to SIM to submit my cheque for my school fees etc.
My school's orientation is this friday. I'm excited yet not. Haha i'm really afriad of not being able to make friends:( i've become such a loner lately. Ah wells
everytime i think of you,
i can't help but grin at myself.
Now i feel silly
:)
Saturday, March 24, 2007
From now onwards,
I'm on my way in becoming a proverbs 31 woman! Haha i'm inspired to match up to my future other half since i have so much expectations of him. I have to do my part too:)
The wife of noble character:
vs 10
A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies. -Virtue
vs11
Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing in value. -Faithfulness
vs 12
she brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life. -Revernce & Goodness
vs 13
she selects wool and flax and works with eager hands. -Willing worker
vs 14
she is like the merchant ship,
bringing her food from afar. -Good manager
vs 15
she gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls. -Good manager
vs 16
she considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard -Industrious
vs 17
she sets about her work vigourously;
her arms are strong for her tasks. -Strength
vs 18
she sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night. -Endurance
vs 19
in her hands she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers. -Well rounded
vs 20
she opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy. -Charitable
vs 21
when it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet. -Provider
vs 22
she makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple. -Well dressed
vs 23
her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land. -Wife to good husband
vs 24
she makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes. -Good business woman
vs 25
she is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come. -Honourable
vs 26
she speaks with wisdom, -Wise
and faithful instruction is on her tongue. -Kind
vs 27
she watches over the affairs of her household -Good mother
and does not eat the bread of idleness. -Busy
vs 28
her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her: -Praiseworthy
vs 29
" many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all." -Attains to excels
vs 30
charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. -Fear of the Lord
vs 31
give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.
save tonight
Friday, March 23, 2007
Dear Lord Jesus,
I thank You for letting my brother get into the course of his dreams. I pray that he would be able to pass his colour vision test. As You already know, he went for the test and came back with a Partial Colour blind result but i truly believe that You are the God of miracles and there's nothing that You cannot do. So God, please help him pass the colour vision test at his second attempt.
In Jesus name i pray,
Amen:)
p/s guys please pray for him too ok? thanks and i appreciate it greatly:)
Thursday, March 22, 2007
hello all:)
I met maddy and mish to go swimming at sunhaven today. Even though the sun wasn't glaringly hot, but somehow my face is rather sunburnt. Oh yes the weather is begining to become a little crazy eh? One moment it's hot and humid, the other it's raining cats & dogs.
So we left sunhaven at about 6pm cos maddy and mish gotta be in church for their LA bible study. After swimming, my eyes become so red lah. I think cause the pool water is really dirty or something and my eyes became to itch. But i kept praying while waiting for the bus, then praise God, the redness subsided and it become not itchy anymore:) i know that altough it's a minor issue to many of you, but somehow it is through these little things that He does for me makes me realise how real He really is:) and how every word that comes out of my mouth, He is listening.
Anyways while we were on the bus, it began to rain heavily. Haha but thank God that it stopped raining while we were waiting for another bus at tanah merah:) So the weather was perfectly fine by the time we reached church's bus stop. I accompanied the girls to spc to get their stuffs and i went home after that.
I know i sound stupid lah. But i went home to shower again cause the rain water totally destroyed my hair lah. Haha sometimes it's so annoying when it rains because my hair would look super retarded. So i quickly showered and went to meet debs, selena and fiona at parkway for dinner cos they wanted to meet up all:) So we kinda talked etc while having dinner. Haha kc girls would always be kc girls lah. Haha
So after eating dinner, we took a cab to selena's place. We hung out for quite a bit then debs got to go:( So left fiona and myself. We stayed around for a while more before going off. Since fiona got to take bus from beer garden that side, i decided to accompany her there and i decided to walk home instead:) I'm glad that i did though:)
Alrights i've got to go slap on some moisturizer before my skin becomes real dry and it might even peel. Yucks so take care all!
you look wonderful tonight:)
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hello all:)
Well i was pretty busy doing some stuffs for YM just now till i got really stressed out. So i decided to take a break, and guess what? Haha i ended up doing collages on picasa. Haha it's super entertaining and addictive lah:) Ok so i'm gonna upload it later or something if im not lazy. HAHA
Anyways i was just looking through photobucket and i realised that they allowed me to upload videos too! HAHA so i'm gonna upload 2 super super funny videos lah. The main characters of these 2 videos please don't blame me ok? Haha how can i not share such good stuffs with people around me? Haha all is the name of fun yes? No ill feelings ah:) and yes, i feel majorly pai seah because you can hear my disgusting laughter at the background. hahaha
The videos are being load up now and so i have nothing much to do:(
I helped out at basc today. I woke up real late lah and i even contemplated whether should i just go or sleep in. Haha but i decided to be a real nice person and not pang seh maddy, so i dragged my lazy bum out of my bed to shower etc:) can i say this once more? i love love the kiddos at basc. Haha they are so cute lah:) Ugh i feel like stealing them home;) It's so cheesy to even say this, but they stole my heart away. HAHA i can't help but fall in love with them:) Like the way they call your name is so awwwww. Their cutesy voice and they way they call me" jie jie cowal". Haha
Anyways my plan for tomorrow is to go swimming/tanning with mish and maddy:) Haha it's been a long time since we went swimming. Haha i can't wait:) But miss maddy is going to help out at basc tmr first before meeting. I think i'll give basc a pass tomorrow cause i want to sleep in a little while more. Since school is starting like in 2 weeks time? and i know for sure, i can't afford to sleep in like this. So yupp:)
Yippie the videos are being uploaded already. But somehow i think i should only upload one cause i'm afraid the other one might offend or make the person feel bad. Haha so i must for his permission first:) Meanwhile, enjoy this one! Haha take care
Click HERE to watch the video:)
and
Click HERE to do my quiz! HAHA
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
It's seriously so cool how God has impacted me during Synergize:) It's very silly of me to feel this way, but i really really do miss the speakers and the band. They were so real/geneuine towards us. They really inspired me a whole lot:)
But honestly, i somewhat made a pact with God and this time, i'm so so serious in wanting it to work out because i choose the cross:) and that is something that i won't ever back out of:) I know that things won't ever be a bed of roses, but with God. I don't really care much because i know He's got my back covered:)
Oh yes it's really cool to be close to God all:) Because like the last time, i used to have this "first instincts" thingy and i rather labelled it as the whispers from the Holy Spirit:) Like He would often warn/tell me stuffs and it would be so accurate. For quite a while, i've stopped doing my QT/praying all. So naturally, i became deaf to the whispers from the Holy Spirit. But recently, it's been so awesome lah:) Like i've somewhat began to be able to listen to the whispers again. Haha
For one cool example, cos as some of you might know. Mish and myself didn't get posted anywhere. So the both of us kinda appealed. But from the begining, i felt that maybe SIM was the way for me. So i just applied to SIM and mish just applied to RP for the course she wanted. She was quite worried that she couldn't get in etc, but i had a good and peaceful feeling that she'll get in:) and praise God, she did get in! Haha
All i want to say is that, it's really cool to walk closely to God:) To be able to hear from Him directly all. It's just so cool:) But sigh, one thing i got to be, is to be able to be bold enough. Cos sometimes God is going to tell me stuffs that isn't gonna "seem" nice for that season, but i've got to learn how to deal with it. Help me Lord?:)
Anyway praise God that i got my enrolment package from SIM already:) I have to be in school on the 30th of march for orientation. Haha so exciting yet scary:) Haha anyways i'm gonna go watch my tv already. Take care all:) i have to wake up early to help with the darlings at BASC.
lost hope in you.
Hello all:)
Since everyone is doing that own quiz all, i decided to go ahead and get one done too! So please go and do oki? Haha oh yes i watched music&lyrics. Not that fantastic lah, but overall it's okay:) Alright here is the quiz, go go go and do it! Haha
Till then
HAHA love you all:)
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Hello all
This week was just so fly. Synergize was awesome. Words can't really express what i've gained from it etc. I'm just quite sad that the whole conference ended. Oh wells i guess all things have to come to an end somehow... Just like you and me.
These few days i have been sleeping late and thats why i guess i'm feeling quite sick and my voice sound like some tranny lah. HAha oh wells anyways i'm not in the mood to blog, shall blog later or something. Take care
behind those smiles
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Hello all:)
I think i should blog a little because i can't exactly get to sleep. I think it's probably due to the milk tea that i drank at hongkong cafe. Haha
Anyways i met isaac and maddy at bedok interchange for dinner at about 6.30pm before going to Bethesda Cathedral for Ignite. Halfway while eating, jossie came to meet us. So we decided to cab down to bethesda cathedral because we were too lazy to take a bus. Haha
Ignite was awesome lah:) I'm so glad that i went. Honestly, i felt a little lazy and even contemplated not to go, BUT praise God that i went! Haha i guess like what they always say, save the best for the last:) Haha so after the whole service, we hung out for a while and helped to pack up the hall. We couldn't decide where to go after service, so after much deliberation. HAHA isaac, maddy and myself went to hongkong cafe to hang out:)
It was fun lah. The food was so so good! yumm:) We ate and talked till about 2am? Oh yes i'm super excited for Synergize lah! Haha we decided to stay over at someone's house(ok i don't want to name the person, not because i dont like the person. BUT, because the person's house is packed with us already and unless you want to sleep at the corridor, you are welcomed) haha It's gonna be so fun lah:) I so can't wait! Haha
Then while walking to take a cab home, i realised that I HAD FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HOUSE KEYS!?!?!?!? haha but thank the Lord, my darling brother was still awake:) So he waited for me to come home before going to sleep. Haha
I've been praying for one Godly and rich man! HAHA i kinda met one lah, but too bad he's already taken:) For those of you who know who i'm referring too, please shut your mouth. Cos it's not as though as i have a crush on him or whatever. HAha i just think that he's a good catch:)
1. Godly
2. Kind/Nice
3. RICHHHHHHH(ka-ching)
Ok lah i sound like some superficial b____. Maybe i am? haha BUT the God factor is still the number 1 requirement lah ok?
Ok enough of all these:) I'm starting to feel the effects of staying up till now. Haha i'm gonna hit the sheets now, take care all!
so i guess this is goodbye?
Sunday, March 11, 2007
the lovely photos we took at maddy's place:)
hello world:)
These few days have really been eventful, of course in a very good way:) Anyways i think things are begining to look up now. I know that God always had His hand upon my life, but somehow things seem to be picking up now. Thank you Jesus:)
It's really God's plan and somewhat intervention that i manage to get a place in SIM. Because while contemplating to sign up to study at SIM, i looked through everything except the commencement of my course. So i took my own sweet time deciding when to sign up. Because the 18th intake which closes on the 10th of march(today) and their course will start in april, and the 19th intake which closes on the 31st of march would start their course in july. So thank God, my mummy asked me to check when would i start my course. By the time i realised that the dateline was today, i was feeling super ______.
So i rushed down to get my passport size photo taken at bedok, ok i look ultra retarded in that lah:( Then my mom drove me down to clementi to hand in the form and pay for the registration fee. Thank God for my mum, if not i wouldn't know what to do:) So thank God we managed to get everything done by today:)
Ok i'm gonna upload the pictures we took at maddy's house on friday:) HAHA have fun viewing them!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
I give You praise for You deserve it
I give You praise for what You've done
I give You praise for You are able
I'll give You praise 'til I overcome
I give You praise when the sun is shining
I give You praise in the dark of night
I give You praise when the battle rages
I give You praise 'til it works out right:)
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Despite me not qualifying into any school.
i just want to thank God no matter what:)
I recognize that You are God over my life and my life is still in Your loving hands.
So i'm not worrying cause i know You've got my life planned out:)
p/s a huge thank you to those who messaged and being there, i really appreciate it lots. Sorry that i didn't reply some of you guys cause i wanted to be alone:) Neways i really thank God for you guys. Words can never express how much you guys/girls mean to me. hug
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
hello:)
JAE results would be coming out tmr, ugh. No matter what the result will be, i'm sure God has His plans for me:) Anyways i helped out basc with maddy and mish today.
As usual, i helped to look after one of the triplets, Annabel. Goodness, she loves to wonder around and touch everything in the classroom. So like when they were having lessons, i've got to carry her instead of letting her run around cause it's very distracting to the rest of the kiddos.She would struggle/kick/cry when i'm carrying her. Haha seriously, many times she would kick me accidently cause she will struggle for me to let go of her. Haha she's really an interesting child lah. Because the moment i put her down on the floor to run around, she'll keep quiet and walk/run around as usual. Haha oh wells
So by the time it was for them to go home, i was so tired out. Mish, maddy and myself went to yong ta fu for lunch:) And the china man who was working there tried to talk to mish. HAHA he's such a werido lah. I mean, he tried to talk to us and we were like what is wrong with him? Haha yucks lah. So after eating, maddy had to go for some test at newtown. I was kinda craving for desserts, so mish gladly accompanied me to siglap's dessert corner:) Haha so we bascially just hung out there.
Anyways back to tomorrow, i'm getting the butterflies in the tummy feeling already. Haha but whatever it is, i know God's in control:)
I know i sould uber silly, but i'm so sad because the show that i'm watching has ended. Haha somehow i would always feel so sad when something has ended. Well, i guess that's me for you:) I recorded the last episode and as silly as it sounds, i would keep re-watching that particular episode and kept wishing that it wouldn't end:( Oh yes i'm also in love with one of the character in the drama. He is super duper hot lah:)Oh my, i'm watching a show on scv. And guess who's on it? haha william hung. Haha he can't act for nuts lah. I wonder why did they even engage him to be part of the show? Haha i guess probably it is because of all the publicity he got when he was in american idol.
Alrighty, got to go now:) Take care all! loveee
my sweetie pies:)
Monday, March 05, 2007
Hello everyone:)
Tomorrow i'll be helping out at BASC and i so can't wait:) Ok lah i feel myself repeating what i usually say. But seriously, i think working with young children is the most fulfilling thing. Maybe it's their genuine love for you? Haha especially when each kid is different and you gotta take time to let them get to know you better. That is when they start accepting you and loving you.
Haha like that day i was helping out at joy class(theirs is the youngest of the batch), and there was this particular girl called Liz. Throughout playtime, i just played/talked with her, though she didn't exactly reply me when i asked her questions etc. But her smiles just seem to answer any and every question. Haha so after playtime, we were bringing them to the little garden to find ants cause they were learning the letter 'A' and we were finding objects starting with the letter "A". While walking down the stairs, she suddenly looked back and asked for "jie jie". Haha it was like awwww:) Because i was helping the other kiddos at the back, she didn't see me. But that little gesture meant so much to me.
Usually i would think that i would be the one looking out for the kiddos. But what Liz did just surprises me. Haha don't underestimate kids:) i love being around kids maybe because they don't complicate things like adults do? Haha ok enough of kids!
The YM comm started their sunday mornings bible study:) So i went to church about 8.50am because the bible study starts at 9am. So we had bible study for probably about an hour. After bible study, we went up for service. Worship was awesome:) Somehow seeing young children/people worshipping God makes my heart melt big time. Haha i feel like a drama queen lah, but i started crying when i saw Abel doing the flagging. It's really awesome to see young kids/people worshipping God:) Now i really understand why am i in the YM ministry:) i love these kids! Regardless what people say of YM, i still love them the same and i still do believe in each of them:)
Anyways i didn't go for dance today because i had some family gathering at my grandparent's place. I accompanied my cousins to play soccer. Haha well in actual fact, i just helped to babysit their valuables. Haha but it was fun lah to see them playing together all:) The people whom i grew up with. Haha
Ok what my daddy said somehow made me super excited yet sad. Because my aunty would be going to France in 2 weeks time for business and she asked my mummy and myself along. HAHA so exciting right? I can't have the best of both worlds, so my dad asked me to choose between driver's license and the trip to France. Cause he said that he would agree to pay for one of my options. DARN IT lah. Haha i can't make up my mind:( France or driver's license? maybe i should just pray about it. haa
Alrights i should go sleep soon because i so do not want to be late tomorrow:) take care!
p/s i don't think my heart's ready for this yet.
ugh
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Hello world:)
I just applied some facial mask, so i can't talk and the only thing that i could probably do is to blog. Haha i think i look real scary cause of all the stuffs that is on my face. Haha my face is too stiff to even smile, so fun. Haha
I'm sorry if what i'm gonna blog about is all over the place. Haha cause i'm in quite a random mode now. So please bear with me if you intend to read:)
Anyways i met vanessa and mish for dinner at siglap's hongkong cafe. The food's not bad i must say:) Just by looking at the menu, i feel like ordering alot of things lah. Haha but i just settled for one main dish and their milk tea cause we didn't really have time to eat cause we were suppose to go for pentacost:)
So we were kinda late for pentacost cos mish came a little later and many of you might already know, she eats real slowly. Haha so we reached church about 8.30pm like that. After pentacost, we went to simpang to eat supper. Darn it lah, i'm putting on weight. Haha i must start running! Haha anyways i can't wait for next week to come lah:) I can get to see the lovelies at BASC and to go tanning with maddy and probably mish cause probably we are the only freebirds around now:) Some girlfriend time;)
I'm still praying/deciding if i should go for the karens mission trip this march. Haha how God? speak to me can? Haha anyways i've been quite busy with some stuffs regarding the YM, and i'm quite stressed out about it. Haha quite a heavy responsibility lah. Well, maybe when the time is ripe, i will blog about it:)
Oh yes i was really quite pissed off by some idiotic fella today. Shall do him a favour and not name him out. He was so so rude and i tell you, it was such a major turn off lah! ugh don't come running to me when something happens or maybe when you realise that you have no one to talk to, don't come running back to me cause i would gladly kick you on your donkey arse. I mean, have i done anything to be treated this way? If i'm not wrong, i was there when you needed someone to talk to. I sacrificed some of my time when we were closer then just to talk to you on the phone because you were bored/upset/blah blah blah. So now when you have other friends, i become invisible. *wooo i'm invisibleeeeeee, be afraid. VERY afraid. HAHA* sickening fella.
Well honey, you better pray real hard that this doesn't happen to you. Because you will reap what you sow and if it does happen to you. Don't come all emo on me sweetie, cos i was swat you away like a housefly with my electric fly swatter;) Haha
Ugh my posting result is coming out next tuesday. I'm not exact feeling that afraid though cause i know that no matter what God will make a way:) and He has plans to prosper and not to harm me. Haha though sometimes His plans for us are not what we want, so we think that it's the end of the road. Haha i need to change my mentality!
By the way, talking about results. The jc people got back their A level results today:) Well, to those who didn't do as well as they thought that they would. Don't worry about it cause God will definitely make a way:) In God we trust yes? For those who did well, good on you:)
Alrighty i shall go already cause my brother is annoying me with so many questions. Haha i love him lah. Oh yes we fought quite badly late last night. Until my maid woke up from her beauty sleep. Haha and the funny thing is that both of us were pissed with each other. But when he was about to sleep, he just said his usual goodnight and i just answered him with my usual goodnight. Haha quite funny lah, cos one moment we were fighting and the other, we were wishing one another goodnight. Ok i know, i'm getting lame:) goodnight everyone and stay safe:) love
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And
He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Hello world:)
I didnt do much today except to stay home and rot my life away. Haha the weather is so nice to sleep in the whole day. Well maybe thats what I'm going to do before getting my ever-so-lazy bum off to church for YM comm meeting later.
Anyways I was talking on the phone last night and I found out some stuffs! HAHA oh my, to you know how:) I'm real happy for you and I do hope that things would work out. Hug
Well mish and myself continued talking till about 4am then we went to bed. Before I go on, MAY NG QIU PING and MICHELLE LAM TSE MIN where are the both of you lah? Haha I missed you girls like nuts, lets hang out real soon oki? Remember the 17th? It has been a long time since we last had one, so can we please please hang out soon?
Haha alright i want to go and take a little nap first:) Yea lah i know i've become a pig. Haha well, it is the year of the pig anyways. HAHA loveeeee
shut up.