Thursday, August 31, 2006
Hello all( :
I went back to kc today! And i'm so glad that i did:) I finally collected my O level cert. Anyways, we kinda joined the school for their teacher's day concert. It was quite ok lah, comparing it to previous years:) I am very glad that the school is giving them opportunities to perform. By the way, only mich lam didn't go back to kc bcos she had school today. Anyways, after watching some of the performances, we decided to go down and eat our long awaited nasi bryani:) I love it lah! Haha i missed the aunty and it's quite funny cos she still remembers us. So we ordered like quite a few stuffs that we missed eating:)
We managed to catch up with a few people like maj, seem oh and debs:) It's really awesome seeing them in school. There is really no place like kc lah. Sitting there in the canteen just brought back so much memories. Oh yes, one thing about kc that it hasn't changed is that the toilets are still lacking of toilet rolls. Well, i can't believe that the school is still so budget. HAHA i mean how much does one toilet roles cost? No say kc girls don't pay school fees right? Haha
Anyways we walked past our class:) We saw mdm zakiah there and she seemed much happier. Haha probably cos she doesn't have to teach us anymore. Then we went to look for miss wahidah:D she seemed really happy to see us. It feels so different when we talk to her somehow. Somehow like what may said, she was kinda controlling her joy when she saw us:D But i was glad to see miss wahidah and being able to speak to her for a while.
We stayed in school for a while cos it was raining heavily and somehow we were stuck in school. So we left about 2 plus like that? may, maddy, vanessa and myself took a bus down to town. Then went to meet isaac all:) We walked around topshop and topman. Oh and i am so attracted to this particular shirt at topman. I would definitely get it for my date if i was dating now lah:) Haha
So we walked around to far east and zara to look at stuffs:) Oh we managed to get chippy's fried mars bar! YUMM the queue there was pretty long though. But it was worth the wait:) Then we left to zara. I didn't seem to find something that i like though. It's just me lah. We stayed there for pretty long cos may and mish tried some clothes and the guys kept looking for stuffs to try too. HAHA vain pots!
Then we had our dinner at lido there:) And we watched the devil wears prada. Oh man, it was an awesome show lah:) I love the shoes and the over alls! roar:D Ohh and we walked pass isetan scotts after the movie cos we wanted to go esplande and hang out. And i saw this particular bag from Loewe! Oh my i fell in love with it immediately lah. Haha so i came home and checked out the website. Click here if you guys are interested:) There are quite a few of bags that i fancy already:D Haha all i need now is to marry a rich man. Haha what a thought.
We sat around esplande there. I was feeling rather _____. Don't exactly know why, but i somehow felt like crying when i heard them singing the song mighty to save. I guess, cos these days i'm feeling pretty overloaded with stuffs and etc. So the lyrics of the song just reassured me and etc. But somehow i was feeling quite down the whole night, cos probably i was feeling physically tired and all cos i couldn't sleep last night:( We left esplanade there about 11.15p like that bcos it was about to rain already. Then on the bus, i felt quite lousy too. Like many thoughts just passed through my heads. Alot of negative ones of course. I tried to contain my tears and all cos i didn't want to look silly and drama. Haha but like there were times where i teared a little bit. I thought through many things that had happened in my life, somehow it made me feel like giving up on God and etc. But i'm just going to hang in there for my breakthrough:D I know that there are instances where all these thoughts would come back again, but somehow i am going to persevere on:)
I know i can do it:D
Oh yess, i just received the seventeen party thingy by post. Haha honestly, i was pretty shocked to receive it lah:) Hee but i'm thinking of giving it away cos it's on the 5th of september, it's on a date where i will be away in china. So yupp:) Ok lah i better go already cos i haven't exactly packed everything yet. Sigh i somewhat hate packing! Haha so please take care all you:D Just in case i'm too lazy to blogg or something before i leave just want to say that i'm going to miss you guys alot! And please take good care of yourselves:D Hugs
speical shout outs:
vanessa: Thank you for always being there for me:D i really appreciate every effort that you make to spend time with me. A million thanks for keeping yourself strong for us:D i love you so so much! aiya i just can't stop thanking you! haha one last thing, thank you for being protective over us:) i really appreciate it ALOTTT PS: LOUD enough? HAHA
maddy: Hey babe:) hurray that your exams are finally over! trust God with good results yes? Just rmb that i love you loads! and that no matter what, you are part of us:D hugs and loveee
mish: Hey girl! hope you're doing alright:D don't know whether you'll get to read this, but just want to say i love you very much! and that you are special. hugs
mich lam: lammmm! i'm so glad that we're somewhat much closer now? thank for for always being that listening ear:D i really appreciate our friendship alot!
may: Haha dear thanks for making the effort to somewhat add more smiles to your messages:) i know that you'll get through A math all okayy? Have faith that you are able to do it! I'll be supporting you. hugs
ade: hey girl! just want to say that you are one unique and beautiful individual. i love you!
mei mei: hey dear:D just want to say that i miss you so much and that im sorry that we can't spend much time together these days cos we are in different cells. But always rmb that despite that, i would always keep a look out for you yea? And that i still love you so so much! hugs
vaness: watermelon! i hope that you are doing well yea? behave yourself when i'm not in singapore okayy? rmb that i'm still praying for you and hang in there for your N levels and etc:) loveee you loads!
isaac: hey there good-looking/sexaye/gorgeous and of cos my ni-pal:D thank you for being you! you are someone that i feel so comfortable hanging out and all. Just want to tell you that you rock and that your dirty little secret is safe with me:D loveee you loads yi jie!
peachy: heyy! im so glad to know you so much better:D thanks for being that sweet and awesome friend. I know you'll miss me cos i won't be there to talk to you on the phone or online right? HAHA please take good care of yourself yes? smileeeee
aiken: hey gorgeous! surprised to see your sexy name here ehh? haha just want to say that i'm so thankful to God for a friend like you. Hope you're doing well:) all the best for your N's! I know you can do it:) believe in yourself!
sarah. lin: hey, even though we can't spend so much time together anymore. But i just hope that you're doing good. I'm still here if you need anyone! Loveee
Ok i think that is about it. I'm sorry if your name didn't appear here, cos i have bad memory and etc. But yupp who-ever you are, God remembers you! HAHA:D
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Haha my mummy emailed me this and i thought it's pretty funny and true. So decided to share it with you guys( : Enjoy!
The silent treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home
and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly,
the man realised that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be first to break the silence (and lose),
he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00am."
He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning,
the man woke up,
only to discover it was 9:00AM
and
he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, "It is 5:00am. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
Wife Vs. Husband
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,
not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats and pigs, the husband asked sacarstically,
"relatives of yours?"
"yep," the wife replied, "in-laws"
Haha i think if my daddy pissed me mom off, this is what she'll be saying. Haha don't mess with my mother. HAHA anyways off i go to shower and etc cos meeting the girls at kc at about 11am like that(:
hugs
Hello there( :
I finally took some time off to change my blogskin:) And i'm quite satisfied about it. HEE somehow, it gives me the motivation to blog even more. Anyways, sorry for the millionth time for not blogging often these days, cos i'm somewhat pretty busy.
I met the girls for dinner just now at beer garden:) It was a good catch up time. But sadly, maddy couldn't make it cos she has some exam tmr. But it's alright dear! There will be other chances okayy? And just a little reminder again that we love you so much! Anyways we were talking about some exciting stuffs just now! Hee sorry, can't really disclose what is it yet. But when the time is ripe, i'll let you guys know what is it actually yes? Hee sorry but i'm so excited about it! HAHA
Well, may left even before we could start eating. Haha bcos her parents came to pick her up cos she was meeting her parents for dinner. So left mish, mich and myself. So we started talking about next year and all. Like when we get into poly and etc:) So we were at beer garden from 7 plus to about 9pm like that? Ohh yes! The weather was so good lah today:D i loved it! I love rainy weathers!
Anyways, i'll be leaving for China this coming saturday. My flight is about 8am, which means we got to check in at about 6am. Which means, i have to wake up at 4am! Haha and surprise surprise! My bedtime these days is at 4am. I cannot get to sleep until it is 4am. HAHA my sleeping cycle went crazy. Haha oh wells. As i was saying, i'm going to miss everybody lah! Even though it's only for a week. Cos there are so many exciting things happening this week!
1. Storm service/part
2. Vanessa's birthday
3. YA financial service
I can't believe that i am missing out so much lah:( Haha oh wells, life's like that. You have the best of both worlds. I'll be back on the 8th of sep, on vanessa's birthday! :D
By the way, i haven't been feeling on top of the world lately cos many things have happened. But i'm still hanging in there:D I know i can get through it! Oh we're going back to kc tmr! Hee so fun lah. I miss the canteen food. I'm so going to eat at the canteen tmr! Hee then after that, we're meeting isaac, peachy, vanessa all for the devil wears prada! Yeay, i'm excited:)
Alright, i better go spend some time with my Daddy God, then off to bed:) Take care all you gorgeous people out there! Loves and hugs
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Jesus conquered the grave!
My God is mighty to save( :
Jesus please don't pass me by.
Hugs
Sunday, August 27, 2006
I don't know what you do you want from me lah.
I'm just so tired of it all.
I just don't know how to talk to you anymore because i
just don't wish to end up like the last conversation that we had.
I'm already having a hard time of my own.
Thank you for just spoiling my day.
I just so needed you to do that to me
cos my life is oh so perfect and that i have
no problems of my own.
Thanks once again.
I don't know what you do you want from me lah.
I'm just so tired of it all.
I just don't know how to talk to you anymore because i
just don't wish to end up like the last conversation that we had.
I'm already having a hard time of my own.
Thank you for just spoiling my day.
I just so needed you to do that to me
cos my life is oh so perfect and that i have
no problems of my own.
Thanks once again.
Friday, August 25, 2006
I just came back from simpang not too long ago( : The food was yummy! Hee anyways i met vanessa and mish for fish soup for lunch today. Then we left to church to somewhat study. Hee but i guess it was friday and we were feeling kinda distracted and etc. So yea, we didn't really study much. Anyways, may, mish, maddy and myself went to the porch there with cushions and all and talked for a little while. I just love talking to them lah( : About our future and all. Haha well i guess nothing much happened today. My life is getting mundane day by day. Sigh but oh wells( : I'm glad that it is the weekends already. I can get to see the church kidds and etc. Oh and i'm leaving to china on next saturday, and will be back only on the 9th of sep. I'm going to miss out on so much stuffs lah! Sob
thank you for your sweet gestures:)
you never fail to make me feel special
Thursday, August 24, 2006
hello all:) Ok i'm feeling a little better i guess? But somehow i just feel sucky lah. Haha typical me, but i'm learning how to cope with it okayy? Anyways i finally went to rebond my hair:) I'm so happy about it. Bye bye to curly and disgustingly frizzy hair. All thanks to the stupid women in Bangkok:/ Oh yea, my mummy permed her hair. She looks good lah:) And the billed totalled up too a whopping $576!??!?!?! haha i got the ultimate shock of my life. Haha never imagine we could spend so much on hair. Haha
Anyways, met mish, maddy, mich, lorraine and rintia(sp?) haha for popeyes. It was yummy lah! Thank God this time the fryer's working:) satisfied my constant craving for them. Hee we sat down and talked about lotsa stuffs. Then we went to the viewing mall there to sit down and continue talking:) i guess that's what you do when it's somewhat a girl's outing? :) So yupp, that pretty summarizes up what i have been somewhat doing lately. Yes yes, i'm so getting lazier by the minute. Hee
If i could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
Cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles
If i could just see you tonight:)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
one word to describe everything now:
crap
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Last night was a bad night.
Fought with someone over the phone.
Found out about some stuffs that i was quite affected by.
aghhhh
now i think it's impossible:)
Monday, August 21, 2006
Just a little quick update before i go for my O level english oral. Haha ok i'm pretty freaked out lah honestly. But i believe that God will help me get thru it:) Anyways just want to thank those who smsed me. Thank you guys for just being there to encourage me, don't really know what to do without you all:) i really appreciate the sweet gesture. Oh yea i don't really know why i couldn't fall asleep again last night:( Sigh probably i was so worried about the whole oral thing. I really hate it when i can't fall asleep lah. But thank God i managed to get at least some sleep. So yupp:) Ok i got to go already. Take care all!
Thank you for making my day:)
Sunday, August 20, 2006
3 A.M., you're on my mind once again
i must have been dreaming
thought i felt your heartbeat just then
and i wondered how it would be
if i was your lady and you were my friend
i would put my heart in your hands
and it would never end
I don't wish to think much further.
Cos i.am.still.afriad.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
when tomorrow has begun,
yesterday is gone
well I'm never certain love,
now you should know that,
we'll take one step at a time,
don't want to take it too fast,
I didn't think,
that what they said was true
feel like I won my whole life
when I wake up with you
I just like the song lah k:) haha
Friday, August 18, 2006
i know this is pretty random but i have a thing for guys who:
1. loves Jesus:) alot alot alot
2. love their mummy alot!
3. pay attention to me when i'm talking
4. are sweet
5. are genuine with their feelings
6. are not afraid of crying before me.
:)
i'm still scared of falling for you.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
My ipod video is pissing me off big time
ROAR
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Ok i stayed home today just slacking around. Haha it was my maid's birthday today and my parents wanted to go out for family dinner to celebrate her birthday. So we went to jumbo to eat again. I'm quite sick of the food there already! Haha i mean honestly, every birthday celebration, we go there to eat.
I'm really sorry that i haven't been blogging as often these days cos i'm pretty lazy and busy. Haha how ironic. Haha anyways lets see what happened over the weekend okayy?
Friday
I went for Pastor Ezekiel's service thingy. It was good:) I was trying my best to understand what the taiwanese lady was speaking. Somehow i just couldn't understand what was she saying. Haha the dancers perform to chinese songs, which sounds like some communist song or something. Haha they are good lah:) Anyways we ended the service pretty late, but we still went to simpang for supper cos we were really hungry:) Then took a cab back after that cos i was really tired to walk back.
Saturday
We all met in church first before going to block 12:) Gift of love was good. This time we managed to get into 2 old folk's home to talk to them and etc. Somehow i just feel so much for these old folks. Like there was this elderly malay couple. Sigh the husband has difficulty walking, and the wife is wheelchair bound. They started talking about their children and all, and that is when i begin to somewhat tear in my heart. I really cannot understand how can one forsake their parents just like that? Not to bother about their well-being. I mean after all, they are the ones who loved and cared for us till we are able to get out into the society to work. You can't just forsake them just like that because they are sick and old? Sigh what broke my heart the most was the fact that the old lady cried and said that even strangers like us would care for her. what about her children? Sigh anyways we managed to go into another elderly woman's house. She was telling us about her lifestory and all. I somewhat could understand why was saying, cos she was speaking hokkien and i'm not one:( Haha but still, i managed to understand a little bit:) This elderly lady has a son who is abit mental. He seriously freaked me out. I'm scared of people like that lah ok. Anyways she invited us into her house and started telling us about her son and herself. Well, we stayed there for quite just listening to her talk. I guess what all these elderly folks want, is someone to talk to and to love them.
After Gift of Love, i went to parkway with isaac all:) We ate burger king. Oh and the singapore idols where there. Haha and rach wanted to see them and all. But guess what? We couldn't catch a glimpse of them at all lah. Haha it was packed with people. Maddness! So we walked around, went to topshop. Oh and we waited for rach for quite a while cos she wanted to some stuffs. Haha we waited super long for her lah. Oh and we saw miss wong too:) along with sherlyn, ting yi and serene:) Finally about 5.40pm like that, we took a cab down to singapore expo for planet shakers:) It was fly man. The atmosphere was awesome:) After the whole thing, we went to simpang to eat AGAIN. Haha you can imagine how many times did we eat at simpang this week. Haha this time i walked back with maddy, shenna and elaine:) I had a good time just walking back with maddy:) Anyways after somewhat sending maddy home. That's when i was emotionally attacked. Don't really know what i felt so upset, and i cried abit while walking home.
Sunday
What Pastor Ang preached was awesome. He talked about happiness and all:) Such a timely message for this season. Anyways sunday has always been a slack day for me. So yea, we ended up going to parkway for dinner and all:)
Haha ok, im sorry everyone. I'm kinda lazy to keep blogging about what happened. Haha anyways we're bringing forward our monthly 17 gatherings to tmr for this month. Cos we have some stuffs on thursday. Hee it's so exciting! Haha gotta go all. Take care all you gorgeous people:)
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Hello you gorgeous people out there:) Haha anyways it's an achievement for me to awake at this hour. Haha cos i usually wake up 1pm. So yea, anyways the time's pretty screwed at blogger. Well i was supposed to meet vanessa later to get rice for the Gift Of Love project:) We arranged to meet at simpang's shop and save to get the rice cos we checked it out last night, that they sell rice there for about a dollar for each packet. Which means, we are able to get more rice! Yeay:) But anyways, vanessa's pretty zonked out i guess. Haha so we arranged to meet a little later and somehow i can't get back to sleep. Haha so here i am blogging:)
I went to church to study yesterday. It was rather fruitful i guess? I didn't go for the service training thingy and stayed in the youth room. I wanted to study, but we ended up just doing nonsense lah. Haha whats new. I kinda learnt how to play the guitar and my finger hurts like crap. Haha So i waited for sarah lin and vanessa cos we wanted to go simpang to have our dinner/supper:) The meal was satisfying! Haha:) Walked back from simpang with vanessa and sarah lin. It was fun lah, just talking to them and all.
So i reached home at 1.30am. Did my usual stuffs of coming online and etc till 3am like that. Then went to sleep about 4am, it was quite freaky last night cos like i felt that it was one of those sleepless nights again. But thank God it wasn't! Haha cos i felt so awake and alive even though it was like 4am last night. So somehow, i forced myself to sleep:) I'm glad that i did, cos it worked! And of cos i prayed that i could fall asleep and all:)
Ok i gotta go already. This is my to-do list for today:)
1. Meet vanessa to get the rice
2. Go down to church and help mich guna to pack for the goodie pack for Gift of Love
3. Attend Rev Ezekiel Choong's service tonight cos he'll be bringing a group of dancers from taiwan and it's a good opportunity to network and etc:)
i'm so afriad of falling for you
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Hi all:) I'm feeling extremly tired now, so i'm just going to blog a little before heading to lalaland. Anyways went to stayover at Ps Mark's place on tuesday. It was fun lah:) It was Gaius's birthday too. Haha that boy is finally 16 years old. Man, how time flies;)
There were about 10 of us who were for the stayover. It was an awesome crowd:) Before we went for the stayover, we went for some prayer thing at the indoor stadium. The service was good, but one thing that kinda pissed me off was the fact that we had to keep standing up, sitting down for like 20 times? Haha the service started about 7.30pm, and it ended about 10.15pm:)
We went to KFC for supper/dinner, then we took a bus down to katong mall cos maddy's daddy offered to pick us up from there to their house cos we offered to follow maddy home to get her stuffs for the stayover. So we stayed at maddy's house for a while cos she was busy packing her stuffs. Joel chew came to pick us up together with shaun and sarah. Haha So we all had to squeeze into the car.
By the time we reached Pastor Mark's place, it was already about 1am? Then mish, maddy, elaine and myself went swimming:) Haha we started swimming about 1.45am? We were kinda sneaking around cos we didn't want to be chased out of the pool. Haha so we were somewhat looking out for the security guards and all. Haha so about 15 mins after we settled down at the jacuzzi area, the security guard came. All of us panicked like crap lah. Hee but to our surprise, the guard just asked us to lower our volume cos he claimed that a few neighbours had already complained about us. Haha honestly, i don't remember us talking loudly at all cos we were afraid that the security guards might come. But oh wells
Haha maddy, mish, elaine and myself were just fooling around/doing nonsense. It was madness. Cos elaine somewhat wanted to come down to the pool, but she didn't bring extra clothes and all, so being me, i offered to lend her what i was wearing and i will change into something else. Haha so i literally had to strip in the pool. Haha the feeling then, was totally unexplainable. Didn't expect myself to skinnydip in a swimming pool/jacuzzi. HAHA so the rest helped to look out for people. Thank God that the pool was covered with nice big tress. So nobody can exactly look into the pool and also thank God that the pool lights were switched off. Haha
Then that stupid elaine, decided not to wear my top anymore. So i had again, strip in the pool. Haha so she wore the other top of mine:) A after a while, the guys came down to join us at the pool. Haha it was fun just swimming around with them. Haha peachy had nice shorts ehh:) HAHA so we swam till about 4am? Then we went up to bathe and all. Cos by the time we went up, the rest were already sleeping. So somehow we just stayed in the kitchen just talking after we bathed. We brought in pillows/cushions and talked till about 6am.
I wanted to sleep badly, cos i know that i wouldn't be able to function the next day without any sleep. But all thanks to peachy, he kept me up the whole morning lah. Haha so i didn't sleep at all. Talked to them till about 7am in the morning, then we felt kinda drowsy, so we kinda rested our eyes a little while. Haha and bcos of the positions of how we slept, mish was being an irritant lah. I'm not going to go on further, cos i so do not wish to embarrass myself. Haha
Then i decided to go home about 8am and sleep cos we were supposed to fetch lorraine from the airport the next day. So joel chew with the rest sent me home, on their way out to get breakfast. For the second time, he tried to bang me down. Haha stupid fella.
So came home about 9am, then went to sleep immediately. Haha woke up about 2pm. I went to watch some television. Then went to meet michelle at about 5.15pm at the mandrin gardens bus stop. We then took bus 36 down to airport. Met gina at the stop, then went to walk around changi airport. Met the rest about 6.10pm cos isaac called and said that lorraine had already arrived. Hee so yea, she took quite long to come out cos she was busyily shopping inside and she somewhat lost her luggage. Poor girl, i pray that she'll get it back soon though:)
So after seeing lorraine and all, the rest of us went to popeyes to eat. I was so excited to eat popeyes, cos it was somewhat my first meal of the day. Haha but somewhat, their fryer was down, so they didn't had what we wanted to eat. So we went to BK to eat. We met Shenna there:) So we ate our dinner there and talked for a while... Haha actually it's a long while. Then mish left first cos i guess she was very tired cos she didn't get to sleep the whole night. We stayed on for a little while more, just crapping:) Ok i did something very mean to joel chew lah. Haha and i feel super bad about it. Cos he spat his ice on me, so while he was trying to get some ice from his cup, i flipped it over. Haha making him wet and all. Haha i feel super bad now:( Oh wells.
We left the airport about 10pm like that. Anyways that pretty sums up what happened these few days of my absence here:) Ok i'm going to sleep already cos i don't think i'll be able to take it any longer. Haha ohh below is just a few personal tags to some people:)
Maddy:
Hey dear:) I'm so glad that you've straighten out your thinking, i'm very proud of you! I just want you to remember that i'm always behind you whatever you do. I love you girl:)
Ade:
Helloooo my dearest spongebob:) Thank you for always making me feel so much better after talking to you! You are just so sweet lah. I really appreciate every ounce of your thoughfulness and sweet gestures:) Thank you always bringing a smile to my face and that rmb that i love u too! You are such an awesome friend!
Selena chua:
Haha surprised to see your name here ehh? I didn't forget about you okayy! Anyways thank you so much for making the effort in wanting to meet and all. I really, really appreciate it so much. Hope you are feeling much better now, please take good care of yourself ok:) We shall meet up pretty pretty soon!
Circle of Trust:
Hellooo my precious babes:) I just want to say a huge thank you all for being such an awesome bunch! I could still remember one incident where guys really became my pillar of support. I still look foward to our monthly 17 meet-ups okayy? Hee shall plan the next 17 real soon alright:) i love u girls so much!
p/s it's raining now:) woohoo i love rainy days.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Hello all( : I'm so sorry for not blogging lately. Haha i've been super busy these few days with some stuffs. Anyways something very freaky happened this morning lah. Haha there was this chameleon probably from my garden there kept coming into my house through the garden gate. Haha so now my sliding is closed shut cos we were so afraid that the chameleon would come in. It tried to climb into my house for the 8th time already. Arghhhh it's freaking me out lah.
Oh yea, the YA went to east coast beach on saturday for some beach party thingy( : It was very fun lah. Haha they had supersoker water guns and all. Haha they were chasing us around lah. Ohh then the CC near my house also had their Narnia sandcastle thingy. So huge lah the sandcastle( : Ok lah i'm quite lazy to continue blogging. Haha take care all
can't take that away
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Hello everyone( : It's officially 1:46am and i'm somewhat too awake to fall asleep. Soooo i'm trying to blog till i feel sleepy. Haha
I went down to church to study today( : It was rather fruitful actually! I mean seriously, i can't study at home cos there are tooo many distractions around me. Haha
1. SCV
2. Computer
3. BED
and many others too. Haha so i sorta made up my mind to go church and study everyday( : Studied till bout 4 plus like that, then maddy came. Then we started talking for a while. Well, actually a long while. Hee until mish came. Maddy was telling me about her school and all. From what i hear from her, it's so scary. If you don't meet the nice project mates, you're like going to suffer throughout your poly life. She was telling me about this poor soul, where she got bullied by her project mates. I tell you, her project mates were such jackasses lah. I'm so sorry for using such a harsh word, but seriously, after listening to what maddy told me. I was so pissed off by their childish actions. Ok, just for those who don't know. There are 4 people in a group for project work, and somehow the 3 of those______ were close friends, leaving one of the poor soul out. From what i know, maddy told me that they had this presentation today and their lecturer allowed them to make their own decision on what to wear. Those 3 fools decided to wear formal wear, and they didn't tell that poor girl. So she only realised it just 5 mins prior to the presentation. Poor girl
Haha honestly, i was thinking to myself that i should better start praying for nice project mates next year( : hee And i was also feeling abit worried whether i would be able to find friends(not acquaintances mind you) in school. Haha well i guess, i should leave all these little worries to next year.
Ok so we met Aunty Linda and the rest of the BASC teachers for dinner. Mish, maddy and myself met Aunty Linda and Aunty ps at the bus stop opp church. So we went down together( : We decided to eat at Cafe Cartel( : They are super funny lah. Kept asking us to eat, eat, eat and eat. They ordered so much food i tell you. Haha but they are such a fun bunch despite their age. After eating at Cafe Cartel, we adjourn to Hagen.D for dessert. We ordered the chocolate fondue( : The chococlate was so thick and yummy. Haha mann we walked out feeling as though we were 8 months pregnant. HAHA
So we started talking about demons while we were eating our ice-cream and fondues( : I was so inspired by this auntie who works at BASC as the cook. I mean, i did talk to her before and etc. But we never actually talked about church/God. Man i am so inspired by her. Altough she is in her 60's now. But she is such an inspiration to me after hearing her speaking/witnessing about God. I really thank God for Him giving us this opportunity of being able to get to know them much better. Because from there, i realised that i still would want to be on fire for God despite how old i am. Though it was just small talk just now, but it somehow changed something in me. And i'm glad that it actually did( :
Ok so after spending the whole night eating our hearts away, maddy and myself decided to walk back to church since we were so full and the weather was good( : While walking, we somehow decided to go sampang cos gina asked us if we wanted to go down with them and all. So i kinda asked vanessa along( : And yeay! She was able to borrow her dad's car. So she came all the way down to church to pick us up before going down to sampang( :
Actually, i'm quite tired of blogging further cos i'm rather sleepy already. HAHA don't worry, i shall blog the continuation of what we did tmr okayy? Thank God it's friday( : WOOHOO
so baby walk me home
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Ok i went to watch lakehouse already( : I kind of fell asleep during the middle part of the show, haha but the ending made up for it anyways. I love the lakehouse lah. It looks so nice. I heard that they specially built the lakehouse just to flim the show. Awesome isn't it( :
I realise that somehow everytime i go to tampines to watch some show or something, i'll meet hosea at the bus stop. Haha so yup, somehow concidently, i met him at the bus stop again( : So we went down to tampines together since we were watching the same show and etc. Oh he brought along his friend called pearly or something. Haha at first when i heard the name, i thought she was some girly girl. But i was so wrong! Haha she's like elaine wee that kind lah. Haha but she's really funny( : Oh the people who were there were bel, hosea, joel chew, livia, bertrand, maddy and of course pearly.
Ok honestly, i kinda found out about some stuffs before going down to meet them. And i was rather affected by it. Somehow i didn't feel like going down at all cos i was feeling ultra upset and i did not want to affect their mood and all. After much deliberation, i decided to go and watch the show since i somehow promised them already( :
Anyway after watching, we went to the food court to just hang out? Haha then left there soon after cos it was near closing time already. So i took bus 10 home with hosea again. Haha thank God for a bus 10 kaki, cos like the journey is pretty long. And that i have someone to talk to.
This is pretty random, but i had this mega bad dream last night. I dreamt that i cried so badly for the first time in my whole life. I don't wish to sound like a drama mama, but i'm so tired of everything. Help please Jesus? Sigh i can't seem to take it anymore. There are so many issues which i need to sort them out. Anyways i'm going to bath already cos i just remembered that i have YM prayer.
Someday i'll know
Why you weren't meant for me.