Monday, April 30, 2007
hello everybody:)
I'm so happy because it's labour's day! haha i wanted to skip lecture today, but i decided not to. My mummy was so funny lah. Haha cause usually she'll wake me up at about 7am to get ready for school but today she didn't. So when i woke up, i went to her and asked her how come she didn't wake me up for school. She said that she thought i didn't want to go to school, thats why she didn't wake me up. Haha i really wanted to skip lecture today but i decided against it cause i guess i didn't want to miss out on anything.
Well lecture was alright i guess. Oh yes and i got back my english assignment. Ok this is how we are being graded.
1. Poor
2. Weak
3. Average
4. Above average
4. Good
i was targeting for a Good, but somehow i only got a Above average. Sigh i was really disappointed in myself lah. But oh wells, what can i do? So after school, had lunch with ruby, yiru and vinni:) Then ruby and yiru accompanied me to parkway cause they wanted to walk around too. Haha it was fun lah:) i feel so excited in bringing them to the east side. Somewhere i call home:) So we walked around for quite a bit before we left.
I reached home about 6pm. Stayed home for a little while before going to bugis by myself. Haha i wanted to go shopping, but i guess no one was available to accompany me, so i decided to just hit bugis by myself:) So the total damage done is:
1 pair of shorts from gio
2 tops from fox
1 top from dorothy perks
that's about it:) so after bugis, i went to tampines to meet sarah lin all. Hung out at macs before going home. Managed to catch the last bus 38, thank God:) ok i should stop here because i have assignments to do. I can do this! Take care all
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Hello
Today was such a nice day cos maybe it's friday or something. Well, techincally it doesn't make a difference because i have school tomorrow. But, i still feel a little happier cause it's the weekends:)
I was supposed to stay in school for project work after lecture today, but we decided to cancel it because we were feeling real tired due to the previous night-we stayed up till really late to finish up our math assignments. So, vinni, ruby, yiru and myself had lunch in school first before going home. My bag was so heavy today plus i brought my lap top. Haha i think my shoulders are un-balanced now lah. Haha
It started to drizzle a little when i was in school, but by the time i came home. It started to pour. Perfect for afternoon naps:) Haha i decided to play metalslug for the whole afternoon and it felt so so good:) Lying on the bed playing metalslug on the notebook plus nice weather. Haha
So after a while, i decided to go sleep cause i felt really tired. I slept till 7 plus then woke up to eat and watch tv. So after a while, i got really bored. Then, i took out my metalslug to play again! hee i'm begining to get addicted to it. Oh wells
Anyways i met maddy all for supper at simpang. I missed syed:) food was yummy and company was awesome. Shared cab with maddy and came back about 1.30am like that. Ok i better go sleep already. Take care all:)
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
God, i'm just so tired.
I came back from school at 7.30pm like that because i was studying at macs with pam all. I'm so tired. Anyways my assignment is due tomorrow, so got to go now to rush everything out. It's friday tomorrow and i'm somewhat not excited about it cause i've got to go back on saturday. Sigh but thank God there's labour day holiday next tuesday!
No matter what,
i'll never let You go.
Jesus, this i promise You.
hello
Ok i'm feeling very very argh now. Pardon me if i sound whiney all, but i really have no where to let go of these fustrations. It's no use telling people, cause some will not understand what am i going through. It's me and not you, so please understand it's how i feel and react towards it. What do you know? Don't go and say how you get it worse than i am. Please, just spare me. I just feel so disappointed, sorry but i can't help feeling this way. It's my life anyways. Well, it's not as though this was the first time that i'm being neglected. Yea to you i'm all grown up/strong enough etc. Oh wells, forget it.
somewhat had a real bad day today. I guess the explaination of the negative emotions of late is due to lack of sleep/stress/something else. Sigh i can't help feeling this way lah. So if you're tired of me whining or just saying how i feel, then... goodbye? Haha
Anyways, i watched the Robinsons today. And i love love love the show. It was so good! Even though the begining was abit _____. It showed mickey mouse, donald duck and goofy building some ship for minnie mouse. For a moment, i truly believed that they played the wrong cartoon. But oh wells, i guess it was part of the show?
I have a math assignment due on friday and it's stressing me out big time lah. I'm sorry Mr loo, but i seriously don't understand your math lectures. Many times i try to understand what are you teaching, but sad to say, all of those times i completely don't understand a single word you're saying.
Alrights i should go and do my math already before i go on and on. Sigh take care all.
there's no greater love than this.
I love you Jesus
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
hello world
We had a farewell dinner for yingchuan at bugis at some hotpot place. Food was alright i guess? I was feeling very lousy during the whole dinner so i decided to go home first. So michelle lam, nelson and myself shared a cab back. In the cab, my headache was so bad that i felt extremly dizzy and wanted to puke badly. But thank God i managed to survive the whole journey.
The moment i got home, i quickly went to bed. So by 10pm i was tucked in bed already. For the first time, i went to bed so early. I woke up at 6am today because i haven't finish my Managing people and organization assignment and the dateline was today. Thank God i managed to finish it in time.
My brother and myself had to take the train to school by ourselves today because my mum had some appointment so couldn't send us. I came up with some stupid idea that we would take the train to pasir ris so that we can get a seat to last us through the long journey. Nevertheless, it was a stupid suggestion because i was late for school. By the time we reached clementi mrt station, we decided to cab down to school.
During lecture time, my friend was flipping through my assignment and she told me that i didn't do the two spacing thing. i totally forgotten about it lah. So i rushed to the library during break time to quickly edit and print everything. Thank God i brought my thumbdrive along, because if not marks would be deducted. Without God, i think i would have totally forgotten about it. Cause in the morning, Holy Spirit just prompted me to bring along my thumbdrive, it seemed rather ridiculous because since i have my project with me, why in the world would i need to bring it along. But whatever it was, i brought it along and praise God that i did.
I came home right after school because i was feeling real tired. The weather was so nice to sleep in lah. I really must learn to sleep early because i realise that all the late nights are starting to have its effects on me. Oh oh oh i might be watching The robinsons:) I can't wait! Something that i'm looking forward to.
all i wanna do
is cater to you, boy
Monday, April 23, 2007
hello all
i'm now at the national library doing my assignment. I'm feeling so bored and tired:( Anyways, i met my brother for lunch at SIM just now cause he finished his lecture at 12pm today and i always finish mine at 12.30pm, so yupp!
After lunch, he had to go back to his school to install some program on his new notebook. So i decided to follow him cause he said we could study for a bit first before he meets his friend at serangoon. So i went to NP's library to do my work. Haha the moment i got in, i didn't even feel that it was like a normal library because everyone was talking loudly etc. My brother brought me to level 2 of the library to do our work and thank God it was much quieter. After doing till about 3am, we decided to leave cause he needed to meet his friend.
So i took a mrt down to the national library. i wanted to finish up my work before going for the farewell dinner that is organized for yingchuan cause he'll be going into the army. So here i am, doing my work. I'm waiting for miss michelle lam to come. Haha we agreed to meet at 5.00pm lah. That silly girl:)
Ok, i shall continue doing my work cause if not, i will never get to finish this:( Take care all
still struggling.
But i know i will make it.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
hello
Ok i'm feeling extremly tired now. I have been out since 8am this morning, thus i'm feeling really exhausted. Lecture was good i guess, i like having management lectures. SIM is so smart lah, instead of putting math on saturdays, i guess they probably knew that if they had placed math lectures on saturdays, many many people wouldn't even bother turning up.
Sigh so much stuffs are on my mind now. I've to admit that i'm not feeling the best, but i'll get by! i guess a huge part of me is feeling the way i am now is due to me feeling physically and mentally drained.
I guess things are getting pretty weird between the both of us. I never intended for it to be this way from the start at all. I guess my friendship to you means nothing much. You always say that you hate it when people just talk and do nothing about it, but aren't you doing the same now? Forget it, it's no use for me to say so much because it won't make a difference anymore. Maybe only when something happen, then you'll come looking for me again.
I just don't understand why do i always have to be the one taking initiatives? it's just so tiring to keep trying where you don't seem to appreciate the efforts that i take. Why? You know what, it's ok. Now i'm just making myself real busy with school and my YM cell. Anyways regardless of what i'm feeling now, i just want to thank God for my YM cell:) i'm begining to love them so so much.
Thank You Lord for just bringing Justine into our cell! God i pray that her relationship with You would grow much much deeper. I pray that:
Shenna- You grant her the strength to keep running for You. I know that it's real difficult to handle ministry/school/family esp at such a young age. But God, You see what she's doing and how hard she tries, and i know that You are proud of her. So please continue to speak to her and groom her up into an awsome warrior princess for You.
the whole cell- i thank You that you have grown this cell to where it is now. I pray that Lord, this cell would be a cell of quality and not just quantity. Also, i pray for unity amongst the cell, that they wouldn't leave anyone behind if anyone falls. You help them to function like a family Lord, and that they won't just be another "self-centered" young people. But people who are desperate for You to move and when You say go, they will go:) I pray that they will stay obedient to You and even their parents. I know that parents sometimes can really test our patience too, but God i pray that each time they feel like that want to answer back to their parents rudely, You remind them about Your commandment regarding honouring their parents:) Therefore God, i just commit:
shenna, nelson, millicent, evelyn, charlotte, sulynn, gillian, danellia, justine and pamela into Your loving hands. Keep them real safe:)
i will always only be second best.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
hello:)
I just came back not to long ago from cafe cartel. We went there for dinner because it was to celebrate gabsy's 21st birthday:) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! if you are reading. Haha which i highly doubt so.
Anyways, as usual i smelt like cafe cartel by the time we came out. Haha but it was good lah the dinner:) the food portions seemed to have gotten larger. And for the first time, i couldn't finish my main course. Haha oh isaac and gaius kidnapped gabsy from his house which is at shunfu and all the way down to siglap. Haha they blinded him all the way, poor thing. Haha the moment they came into cafe cartel, everybody was staring them. Haha you'll soon know why:)
Dinner was good as usual because of the company:)
After dinner, we decided to hang around a little more cause it's a friday night! haha so we walked back to church because we wanted to look for rachy and isaac. But somehow, church was closing soon after we reached. So the rest went back and i waited with meredith for her mummy to pick her up:) and oh my, she was telling me the stuffs that kids do in jayne's teaching class. Kids these days are so _____. eeeewwwww
Sigh i have school tomorrow. Double ewwwww. But oh wells, i guess i'm slowly getting used to the idea of having school on saturdays. Oh yes, this reminds me. School was pretty boring for me because it was math lesson today. I couldn't catch what my lecturer was trying to teach, so yiru and myself started doing drawing and colouring. HAHA i was drawing my house. Haa so kindergarden lah my drawing.
Alrights, i need to go now cause i want to catch some tv before i sleep:) Take care all! Much love sweeties.
things to be done:
1. finish up on my management class individual assignment.
2. start on my group project research for management lesson.
3. start doing my math CA. ugh
But whatever it is, thank You Lord, for all these assignments. At least, i have something to do now and not bumming my life away like 1 year ago:) Thank You Jesus!
还要多久我才能在你身边
Friday, April 20, 2007
hello:)
School was pretty alright today. Maybe because i like english lessons, thats why time flies each time it's english lecture. But praise God, tomorrow is the ever so dreaded math lecture:( I contemplated not to attend lecture tomorrow cause honestly it is a waste of my time. I don't even understand a single thing what my lecturer is talking about. Seriously, i feel that he's teaching himself or something. Haha
Today was the dateline for my english assignment to be handed up. And SIM is really strict about datelines though. It was stated on the paper that all the work given was to be handed up by 10am. If not, there would be a deduction of marks. 2 marks would be deducted if you're 3o mins late and so on. This guy came in at 11am, he's the bomb lah. So, i guess the lecturer would deduct the maximum she could deduct? haha
It was so scary, because as usual my mummy would fetch me to school. Somehow, at the BKE highway, it had a traffic jam from clementi ave 6 to adam road. So traffic was really slow, and i was panicking like mad lah. As there were some stuffs in my assignment i didnt know how to do and wanted to ask my friends. But because of the stupid traffic jam, i came in late. Thank God, i still managed to hand in my assignment in time and to edit some stuffs. Haha i hate rush mornings.
Ok this is how my time table looks in school:)
9.30am to 10.30am - lecture
10.30 to 10.45am - break
10.45am to 12.30pm - lecture
i know lah that it's really slack. Haha but anyways, last tuesday when we had math lecture. 1/4 of the class left during the break time. Haha so the whole chunk of the backrows were left empty. Ok if you are wondering, i'm seated at the 2nd row from the front:) I decided to sit in front because i know that if i sat at the back, this whole course would be a goner, considering how short my attention span is. Haha but, now it doesn't make a difference at all whether i'm seated in the front for math, cause i don't even understand anything. I mean, i don't get why my lecturer have got to use such bombastic words to teach a math equation? Oh wells
BUT regardless what, i have decided to go school tomorrow:) HAHA oh-so-exciting. Anyways, my brother was teaching math just now. Thank God for him lah, because now i understand math a little better:) he's such an idiot lah, he laughed at me because i was so bad at math, idiot lah. Haha he taught me math till he was so tired that he knocked out the moment he laid a while on my bed. I will be going to school with him by bus/mrt tomorrow because my mummy has some stuffs to do. So i told him that i'm going to make him teach me math on the mrt tomorrow. Haha i feel so proud of myself that i bothered to study on the train. HAHA
Oh yes i went to pluck my eyebrows today. Because i felt really stressed and i needed something to do to make me feel a little better. So after school, i happily took a train/bus down to bedok to get my brows done:) somehow i feel so much better after the whole session. In fact, i felt really relaxed after coming out of the saloon even though eyebrow plucking is not exactly the best thing to do when you're stressed unless you love pain or something. hee
Ok i've decided to go for a facial soon:) Anybody interested to join me? It's only $38 for students and it includes facial/mask/massage/eyebrow trimming etc. I think it's seriously cheap, so if anybody is interested. CALL ME:) i think i might go after all my assignments are due! Sigh, sometimes i really hate deciding what to wear to school everyday. I just want to wear shorts/teeshirts/slippers. The perfect combo:) But i know it's pretty "impossible" lah. Everyone dresses up in SIM. Haha my daddy even said this "you everyday go to school, like doing a fashion show". It's so true
Alrights, i'm going to sleep now. If not i'll be late for school tomorrow(i wish). Haha love you all:)
i'll wait.
i promise:)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
hello all:)
i know it's a little bit late now but who cares, and here it goes! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIKEN darling:) i truly hope that you enjoyed today. Though it's nothing big or something, but i hope that you had fun nevertheless. You are special and i love you the way you are:) Thank you for always being there to:
1. listen to my endless whinings
2. support me regardless what happened.
3. reading me just like a book and understanding how i feel. HAHA
Aiyah, so many things to write lah. Haha but cause i gotta go soon to do more of my assignments, i can't type a long one for you. But all in all, thank you for just being there and that is whats most important to me:) Through that, and you know what i mean:)
Ok so school was alright i guess? i seriously might consider getting a math tutor for my math:( I totally cannot understand what my lecturer was talking about. Sigh it sounds silly to get a tutor especially when i am doing my dipolma. Haha oh wells! i had lunch with ruby, yiru and sherlyn at school today:) it was fun hanging out with those girls. I'm glad that i'm able to get to know them much better.
After lunch, i came home and rushed to finish my english CA1 so that i could somewhat enjoy the night out:) haha and not worry about coming back early to finish my work. Thank God i finished it by around 5pm and after that i took a nice little nap:) then i woke up and went to bathe/change etc and went to church to meet the rest.
We had dinner at east coast beach at some bbq buffet place. Even though, the food selection wasn't that fantastic. BUT the company definitely made up for it:) Oh and thank you Char zheng for getting me subway cookies. I really appreciate it loads:) especially it was just something random on my msn nick. You are such a darling lah, despite you always disturbing me. Haha love you dear!
Anyways i just want to thank God for taking away the stuffed ears and my itchy eyes. Haha i sound so problematic eh? haha well cause during the dinner just now, suddenly my ear had the high pitch sound thing and after that my ear become stuffed for a while, i couldn't hear properly what the people around me were saying. And i admit, i was pretty affected by it lah. So i just kept praying:) and praise God, when i got home. I felt better! Also, cause for the past few days, my eyes have been pretty itchy after i take my contacts out, it's just itchy but not red. So i prayed everyday before i sleep. And once again, praise God:) Haha
Ok i've got to go sleep now. Take care loves!
because
you'll be in my heart:)
Monday, April 16, 2007
hello all
i'm feeling pretty stressed out, so i thought of blogging a little before continuing with my assignments. Anyways school was pretty alright today, oh yes. There was this whole saga that went on during my lecture today.
Some people in my class wrote in to my english lecturer and asked her to make a public apology to my class for:
1. taking time in class to do admin stuff
2. faulty lights
honestly i think that the person is so immature lah. Based on my opinion, usually the first 2 weeks of school, it is inevitable to get admin stuffs done during lecture time. Especially when our breaks are only 15 minutes and most of my classmates come to lecture just 5 minutes before it starts. And the moment the lecture ends, everyone quickly goes home.
As for the faulty lights, my goodness. Are the lecturers paid to fix the lights or something? Fools, i'm sorry if i sound harsh. But i really that these people are just plain retarded. The best part is that, they did not leave their names behind. I mean, come lah. If you dare to write the complaint, dare to leave your name behind lah. These kind of people just makes me sick.
Oh and there was this girl, who voiced out saying that she agreed with the letter and blah blah blah. Honestly, i couldn't understand which side was she on. Because she agreed with the letter and yet she asked us to clap for the lecturer to show our appreciation? Haha my lecturer was like, no i don't need it etc. Then i don't know how, the girl ended up arguing with my lecturer that it's unfair to us that she wasted 20 minutes of our time and said that all of us paid money to be in this course, and how can she waste our time and BLAH BLAH BLAH. Come on lah, in such situation how can the lecturer feedback to the cowardly people who dare not put down their name, if she don't know who they are?
I don't even wish to say which country she was from. Those who know me well enough, i think you can guess which country am i referring to. Ugh immature people!
I really admire my lecturer though. I mean getting all these crap on monday morning isn't the best way to start the week. Spare the poor lady lah. If i was in her shoes, i would be totally affected by what has happened. But during the lecture, she seemed alright. Kudos to her man:) i feel so injustified for her. But thank God because i think she might be a Christian. Lord Jesus, i pray that You help her to stay strong. For whatever rubbish she gets from our class, i pray that somehow You bless her back. And for those silly people, help to realised that they are being foolish and somehow they will apologise to her:)
Ok i've got to go now:( enough of my break. Take care all:) Jesus, help meeeeeeee.
i'm sorry,
i can't be perfect.
I'm trying my best to honour you,
like what the bible says
but somehow you don't seem to appreciate it.
what else do you want from me?
Hello:)
It's monday tomorrow and i've got school. I have so many assignments to be done and i'm still stuck with one. Sigh anyways the karens mission team is finally back! i missed them so much lah:) Sarah lin dropped by the dance studio just now, i was so happy to see her lah. Though 1 week is pretty short but i felt that it was so long lah. Haha maybe cause they have been so part of my life that 1 week seem super long. Haha oh wells
Ok i'm gonna go do some of my homework before hitting the sheets already. Take care all and have an awesome week ahead:) sorry for the short post. HEE
Look at this photograph
very time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
Friday, April 13, 2007
hello:)
i'm feeling bitter/stressed about:
1. having school tmr
2. when my semester starts having lectures from 2pm to 5pm, it includes saturdays! Sigh, Jesus what will happen to my cell group/YM ministry?
3. a whole lot of assignments to be done:(
and many others too lah. But these are just a few that is causing me to feel ____.
Anyways i came home straight after school even though it's a friday. Haha i was feeling really tired and kept dozing off in the mrt. I think i must have looked quite bad lah, but who cares? Haha oh oh! i was feeling bored just now and so i decided to give my brother a make-over:) Haha
i took a long time to persuade him to let me do the make over. Haha and i lied about it at first, i just told him that i would just be putting on the foundation and concealer, just to test whether it would cover his pimples. HAHAHA:) both of us were laughing our butts off at the end. I tried making him look like ruhua, if you guys do remember who she is. HAHA oh i just realise that i have such a talent doing make overs. HAHA lorraine darling, would be so proud of me. YEA right;) Haha but honestly i was trying to give my brother the sunburned look. HAHAHAHA Marcus, please don't kill me. HEE
Alrights i got to go now. I've got so many things to finish. I need to:
1. revise on my managment notes
2. prepare for prayer tmr cause i'll be sharing.
3. Try to do some of my assignments.
Ok so i really got to go now. Have an awesome weekend:)
2223,4.6477.968
hello world:)
I guess school's begining to get better:) Well lecture was pretty alright lah. Maybe i'm just not used to the lecture style of learning. Haha but overall, everything is pretty alright i guess. Anyways i kinda called for a project work meeting with my project mates, but somehow they forgot to bring the material etc. SO, we are going to do some individual work first then we shall compile it or something.
Ok i'm gonna whine now:
Somehow i'm asking God for more patience and love for the people around me. Haha because other than my friend and myself, i feel that the other 2 guys aren't exactly serious about the project work all. Maybe time will tell. But i'm trying my best to be nice and patience. Because honestly, i know that when i get stressed out, i start becoming a meanie. And, currently there are so many assignments that needs to be handed in and i'm begining to feel the stress. Lord, please help!
By the way, i'm still bitter about the fact that i've got to go back to school on saturdays. major UGH
Ok enough of me whining. Haha this is the only way where i can keep whining about it and no one would ask me to shut up or something:) hee ok anyways after school, yiru and myself decided to have lunch at the cafeteria for once. HAHA but it was so packed by the time we reached there. So we decided to have macs at clementi interchange! Haha yipppie, i'm begining to find my way around clementi:)
Lunch was pretty good i guess? i realised that yiru and myself have similar habbits etc. Haha how interesting huh? Haha i thought i was the only one who likes to read the obituary:) ok im being random here, i smell gas in my room, not german gas you ding dong. Haha maybe someone wants to murder me. HAHA ok im being retarded. But seriously, it's weird that my room has the gas smell cause i went out to the kitchen to check it out, and the smell didn't come from there=x
After lunch, i decided for the first time to take bus 14 from clementi to home. Haha that was the stupidest choice that i ever made lah. Haha the journey was such a killer. But i managed to sleep in the bus:) by the time i got down the bus, my butt was seriously numb. Haha i couldn't feel my bum at all, super scary lah. So i went to church and i planned to do my assignment. But i ended up being on friendster. Haha but of course, i didn't neglect my assignment:) i did bits and pieces of it. Haha
I met vanessa for dinner about 7pm:) we ate at beer garden, and it was fun lah. Vanessa, if you're reading this. I just want to say that thanks for today:) i really appreciate it, cause i know that you are like super busy and tired. But thanks for making some time for me:) and i'm glad that we ate dinner and talked about it. I feel a whole lot better, and i just want to say that i love you very very much. hug
Well prayer for the missions team was awesome:) oh yes, to junior: well, apparently there are fightings in the karen refuge camp. And it was quite bad because the missions team couldn't stay in the camp because of the situation and had to leave by 5pm because(if im not wrong), the police imposed a lights off curfew at 7pm or something. But praise God, things took a turn:) The team are allowed to stay in the camp now! So they can carry out the activites as usual. Just keep them in prayer oki? Because there is a spirit of fear in the camp now, it's human nature. But please pray that God would work through the situation. Thanks alot:) Haha anyways who are you? Haha after so long, then i'm asking who are you. Haha sorry, it sounds rude, but who is this?
alrights, i want to go sleep already. i need to find my way to school by myself again because my brother's having his orientation tmr and he's gotta be in school by 7.30am. It's retarded to ask my mummy to rush to send him and come back for me again. So i decided to be a thoughtful daughter and told her that i'll find my way to school:) one thing that i dislike the most about morning train rides, is that it would be super packed lah. Haha like there was this foreign worker who kept leaning on me. I was super irritated lah. Haha okok be nice coral:) be nice! be nice!
and i admire what you do:)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Dear Lord Jesus,
i pray that You just really work through the situation in karens. Whatever that is happening now, You work through it. You are the God of miracles and there is nothing that You cannot do. So God, i just commit the uncertain situation into Your loving hands:) I pray for Your favour to be upon the missions team, that wherever they go, things would work well because i know that You are in control:) So i pray that the blood of Jesus would protect and cover them from their heads to their toes!
I also pray that the people in karens would be open to Your word and whatever that was shared would fall on good soil, because You said that Your word would never return void. So Lord, i pray that they would stay expectant and desperate for You to move. In the name of Jesus, i pray against any spirit of fear or uncertainty! I pray for Your Holy Spirit to move in the whole of karens refuge camp.
In Jesus most precious name i pray,
Amen:)
to get or not to get?
that is the question.
Haha
Dear Lord Jesus,
i pray that You just really work through the situation in karens. Whatever that is happening now, You work through it. You are the God of miracles and there is nothing that You cannot do. So God, i just commit the uncertain situation into Your loving hands:) I pray for Your favour to be upon the missions team, that wherever they go, things would work well because i know that You are in control:) So i pray that the blood of Jesus would protect and cover them from their heads to their toes!
I also pray that the people in karens would be open to Your word and whatever that was shared would fall on good soil, because You said that Your word would never return void. So Lord, i pray that they would stay expectant and desperate for You to move. In the name of Jesus, i pray against any spirit of fear or uncertainty! I pray for Your Holy Spirit to move in the whole of karens refuge camp.
In Jesus most precious name i pray,
Amen:)
to get or not to get?
that is the question.
Haha
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
sigh
School pretty sucked for me today. Because we were supposed to find project groups by today if not we got to retake our module. It left my friend and myself groupless. So my lecturer suggested that we both seperate and find other groups with only 4 people and join them. So he suggested one group, and that group made up of all guys. So i kinda went to ask them whether could i join their group. Not as if, i really wanted to join their group or something. Anyways cause the 2 st marg's girls group had only 4 people too and i guess i let my other friend joined them cause i felt bad just leaving her to join the guys.
The guys were so immature lah. When i went up to ask them, they kept pushing whether i could join their group around. They were like ask that guy lah, or ask the leader lah. Then i just stood there and really felt like a fool/freak. So i decided to forget about it and went back to my seat, i was close to tears. I felt so _______. ugh
And throughout the whole lecture, i couldn't pay attention. Cause the lecturer's words rang kept ringing in my head that if i don't find a group by today, i would have to retake my module. So i couldn't pay attention and kept worrying. I kept praying and asking God for His help, and suddenly i remembered what aunty aye lan msged me when i first started school about how God's answers to me are yes and amen! So i kinda just trusted God with it.
Praise God that after the whole lecture, there was another group that had 4 people in it and i joined them. But i saw 2 guys who didn't had a group too and i felt really bad. So i took my name off their list and formed a group with the 2 guys lah. Sigh but somehow i kinda regretted it lah cause one of them seem rather_____. Oh wells, sometimes there is a price to pay for being nice i guess? But Lord Jesus, i pray that You work through my project group. i pray that they will do their part too.
The rest are away in karens and i miss sarah so much. One day she's away, all these retarded things happen. I wanted to call people to tell them, but i guess people were busy all. So i just slept my day away. Sigh anyways got to go now. Take care all. Oh yes, there was this cat that came into my house again. Ewwwww lah, it walked in my house as though the cat owned the house can. Oh wells, i kinda chased it out already.
:(
Monday, April 09, 2007
hello all:)
well just came back not too long ago from the airport, cause some of us met to send the karens mission team off to thailand:) oh yippie, i ate popeyes again! it was so yummy. Anyways when we were walking around in the airport, it just reminded me those times that we spent studying in the airport. Ironically, i wish to relive those times. Haha
Anyways school was pretty alright i guess? the lecture was quite boring lah. Haha so after school, i decided to meet mish at parkway cause i needed to get some things done and also to spend some time with her since i have been so busy since school started:) haha i guess sometimes what they say is really true that, when two people spend so much time together, they start behaving a certain similar way etc. Haha and today i just realised how true was the statement:)
Right after eating, we both said that we wanted to head down to topshop to check out their stuffs. Haha but somehow, we just got attracted to different shops. Haha it took us about an 1 hour before getting to topshop? Haha cause we kept going into different shops and kept trying on stuffs. But it was fun to hang out with mish all, cause somehow i think school is making me real boring:(
So after finally making our way to topshop. We had nothing much to do and we decided to go over to her house to hang around. Haha both of us ended up sleeping on her bed till miss ng qiu ping may called us:) but seriously, school is draining all my energy. Well, not exactly school but the travelling time. It just sucks big time! i need a personal driver, any takers? Haha
Oh yes i'm already missing the people who are on the plane to thailand now:( ok i'm quite tired of blogging already. i still got to go do my homework:( shall blog more tmr k? love
someday, somehow:)
Sunday, April 08, 2007
I want to rewind every time
cause the words have so much meaning
they were there when nobody cared
always knew what i was feeling
stay tonight don't leave me reminiscing
all i do is wind up missing you
are you missing me?
:)
p/s: Aiken darling, stop smiling to yourself. HAHA
Friday, April 06, 2007
hello:)
i thought i should blog a little before going for Good Friday service later. Anyways so we had our usual YM comm meeting last night in church. Then we ended at about 11.30pm like that, and after that we decided to go eat supper at hongkong cafe:) Food was yummy as usual. We ordered so much stuffs lah. Haha well i guess, even if the food wasn't good, the company made up for it:) I ate till i wanted to puke lah. Haha ok and as usual i did something really stupid lah. Cause there was this barricade before entering the carpark at siglap, so i tried doing the limbo rock. HAHA and i fell down on the road. So retarded lah. Haha
Oh yes and hosea drove the church van down to sunhaven:) haha and we watched coach carters, the show was really good. But i kinda fell asleep for a while near the ending. Haha the show was pretty draggy, if i'm not wrong. The show lasted about 2 hours plus. Haha so after that i couldn't fall asleep:( So i stayed up the whole night, haha and i was somewhat observing the different sleeping habits of everyone. HAHA oh yes, i somewhat had my allergy thing last night again and i went into prayer warfare. Haha i was praying like mad when everyone was sleeping. Also, since i had nothing to do. I decided to pray for people all:) So guys, i've been praying for you! Haha
So technically, i didn't sleep at all. And the initial plan was to go home with some of them at about 7am. But somehow, we hung around till everyone woke up and we all decided to head for breakfast together:) So after everything, i reached home about 11am. So i quickly went to sleep. But i was quite irritated lah. Like there were so many people who called my house etc. And one best, asked me to collect something from them. Haha i was so irritated and in such a bad mood cause i only managed to sleep for about 3 freaking hours. And i'm someone who cannot do without sleep:( But oh wells, Jesus please help me to stay awake during service later!
Alrights i better go shower now. Take care all:) love!
ugh that time of the month:(
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
hello lovelies:)
Deuce bigalow is on HBO now, so i'm gonna blog a little cause i want to go watch it:) HAHA anyways school have been pretty ok i guess? I felt a little loner today cause i sat alone:( But oh wells! Haha oh and i had business math today. And i got so lost towards the end of the lecture lah. Somehow all the math equations seem so foreign, and i realised that some of the math topics that i've got to learn is from A math. Sigh i'm in deep poop lah. Haha i didn't take A math at all in secondary school. Jesus help? Haa
Anyways i'm not exactly all that loner lah. At least i have a friend to go to toilet with and to accompany me clementi mrt station. Haha somehow all the people seem to come from everywhere but the east side:( quite sad lah. But oh wells! Haha i seriously love love love the 2 st mag's girls lah. It's just so awesome cos i was telling them how sucky to be in a class where there is less than 3 girls from all girls school. And she was like, it's ok! cause you have us mah:) HAHA awwww
Oh yes my bag was super heavy again lah. Now my shoulders are aching big time:( i know that i've always been quite independent. Haha i always manage to carry my own bags/heavy things/going home alone/doing things alone and blah blah blah. But my bags are really heavy to the extend that i wish that i can just tear my books according to their chapters and carry it around with me. HAHA
Somehow i'm pretty excited about tomorrow night though:) Cause there is YM comm meeting and after that we might go somewhere to eat supper, and sarah if you're reading. I'm very on for the idea of going to swensens at the airport! HAHA then after that we will be going down to Pastor mark's place to stayover or something:) Yipppieeee i can't wait.
But the only annoying thing is that i have school on saturday. UGHHH not occasionally but everyweek. It sucks lah:( i think because of that, i don't think i want to join any student activites anymore. Haha alrights i got to go now:) Take care all you gorgeous ones! hug
because you make me smile:)
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
hello everyone:)
I saw this friendster bulletin posted by gina and it was talking about how guys should treat girls etc. It's pretty sweet lah but at certain times i think it's a little too "extreme". Haha that i feel abit disgusted in a way? Haha anyways i read this article on men's health a few months back and i thought that it was pretty interesting, for a change; it's about the sort of female behaviour we won't be tolerating any longer. HAHA i love it lah. Look out for no. 13:) personal fav! So here it goes:
Jig's up baby-
The sort of female behaviour we won't be tolerating any longer/
1. you say to us, "you're not romantic anymore." Fine, we'll try harder. But only if you agree to initiate once in a while, too. Deal?
2. Then there's "you never listen." This is not an inherently male trait. I mean, how many times does a guy have to explain the differences between yellow and red card offences?
3. No, you don't look fat. Did we mention how you never listen?
4. If you ask our opinion, please don't get mad when we give it. The colour of curtains shouldn't be a referendum on our relationship.
5. It's just a spider; for pete's sake. Step on it.
6. We worked a 60-hour week, did the dishes, paid the bills, walked the dog, changed the oil, picked up the dry cleaning, read to the kids, and gave you equal time. All we're asking for is three hours on the couch on sunday.
7. No more deflecting responsibility for crummy behaviour with cute and kittenish responses. you can't giggle your way out of trouble anymore.
8. You know damn well what we are doing in there. stop asking(HAHA)
9. Forget the notion that raising kids is harder than maintaining gainful employment. More important? Yes. But harder? No.
10. If you continue to dump on our best friend, we will probe the (many) character tics of all your friends.
11. If you want to have kids, you have to have sex. This is not complaint. This is science
12. Somewhere, somehow, women were sold this idea of "fashionably late." Men don't get this. Make up a fashion emergency if you must, but don't ask us to be intentionally tardy. It's like asking us to kick the host in the groin.
13. Yes, that woman is hot. Yes, we appreciate beauty. That is why we're with you. (AWWWW)
14. We do listen. And empathise. But when your troubles have been analysed until there's nothing left to talk about, can we please stop talking about them? (HAHA)
15. If we fell in love with you when you had long hair, we're going to want you to keep your long hair until death do us part. We'll beg, but would prefer not to.
16. As for commitment ultimantums, just address numbers 1 through 15 on this list, then we'll talk.
Haha i love this particular article lah:) Alrights, i should go and study already. Sigh i'm already begining to feel a little bit stressed out. But it's alright, i'm gonna work hard and do well:) Take care everyone and have an awesome day ahead:)
you're my sunshine:)
Hello all:)
my original plan was to meet isaac, maddy and yingchuan for movie today. So i went to meet maddy after school at cityhall. I was early! Haha for the "first tine" in a long while. Then we decided to walk to funan to meet yingchuan cos he was there looking at DVDs all. So after walking around and waiting for mr isaac ong, we decided to sit down at some place to drink and wait. Haha
to cut the long story short. I decided to come home instead of going town cause my bag was really heavy and also i bought all my school textbooks. It was so heavy lah, even my plastic bag tore:( my shoulders were aching like mad. I'm so sorry isaac! Haha i really wanted to stay if i needn't come home to accompany my sisters. Haha and thanks for your offer to help me carry my books all, i appreciate it loads! :)
I took the bus home. My oh my, i had difficulty staying awake during the journey. OH YES the moment i came home, i went to weigh my bag and it was 7 freaking kg. HAHA now my shoulder blades are uneven because of my bag. Haha ok enough of me talking rubbish, i shall go take a nap now! love you all
won't you walk me home?
:)
hello world:)
I have finally decided to change my blogskin. Haha although it's pretty plain now, but i quite like it. I might just change it back again if i happen to get bored of it. Haha we'll see how it goes:) I can't believe that this is coming out of my mouth, but i'm begining to like editing the html stuffs. Haha maybe because i'm begining to "understand" the whole thing better. Like what they always say, practice makes perfect:)
Well many of you might be thinking, the blogskin's pretty plain. What did i even edit? Haha actually, this blogskin had lotsa stuff on them. I had to resize/crop and delete certain stuffs. It involves lots of trial and error ok! What in the world am i even telling you guys these? Haha well maybe... cos i'm proud of myself:) HAHA
Anyways today was the official first day of school:) It was not bad, i made friends with these other 2 St Margret girls and they seem really nice. I'm begining to like them even though we just talked for just 5 minutes:) i guess girls from all girls school is really different from girls from co-ed school. No offence to anyone! Haha but there is a certain similar trait in girls that comes from all girls school:) Ok to put it bluntly, i like meeting people from single sex-ed schools:) BUT of course, there are people who make the exceptions! Like isaac, aiken all:) Haha
Well back to school! Haha lessons were pretty alright. I was surprised at my ability to stay awake and attentive during the lecture:) I haven't really gotten to know anyone else yet. Haha well one thing made me really _____ today was my lecturer asked the first 2 rows to label ourselves and somehow we become "group leaders". I was like WHAT THE!?!?!?!? and ya lah, many of you might have already guessed. Haha she made the whole class split into many different groups and we had to scream out our group numbers and to congregate those who had the same number. Haha oh yes for your info, my class has 108 students! It was a madhouse lah. Haha
So my group had 9 people and i'm the only singaporean out of the 9. How exciting eh? But overall, the group work part was pretty fun:) i'm quite excited for class tomorrow since i have friends now. Haha goodbye to loner lunches:)
After school, i decided to accompany one of my new found friend to popular to get our textbooks all. So we kinda splited up the jobs, she went to grab our books and i went to queue cause the queue was really long. So after getting our books we spent about 15 minutes just queueing and when it was our turn to pay for the books. I realised that i totally forgotten to bring my wallet, but thank God i brought along my ez-link:) thank God the people at popular were really nice about it, they didn't make me feel paiseah about not being able to pay for the stuffs:)
So after school, i decided to drop by church to see the rest jamming for the karens mission trip:) i stayed for a while then decided to head home cause i was feeling really tired. I came home, showered etc then went to take my glorious nap! Haha i woke up because of darling gaius's call lah. Asking me to go to town or something, haha i can't even remember what he said lah. Haha sorry dear! Then i woke up about 6 plus and went to shower and meet isaac, maddy and yingchuan for dinner:) We decided to eat at beergarden and we stayed and talked till about 9.30pm then we decided to head home.
Sigh i came home and realised that i had some allergic reactions again. It's seriously annoying me big time lah. I don't even remember eating foods that are out of the ordinary lah. So this whole allergy thingy was a mega surprise to me. Anyways, please pray for me oki? Pray that God clears this whole allergy thing out of my system and it shall never come back oki? thanks:)
Alrights i should go and pack my bag and sleep already. Take care all:) and have an awesome day ahead:)
maddy: hello sweetie:) i'm really glad that you're feeling much better now. Hang in there oki? i'm there anytime if you need me, this i promise you:) i love you! you are special the way you are yes?
sarah lin: hello my dearest! i know you are reading this at work:) HEE naughty ah you! anyways have an awesome day ahead at work. I love you so so much and we shall hang out real soon oki?
vanessa: hey! hope the kids at school have been good to you. i've been praying for you and hope things are doing oki:) i love you very much too!
mish: hey, i know that we haven't been hanging out quite often and there are certain things we gotta talk about. But hope all is good, i don't even think you'll read this lah. But anyways just wanna say that thanks for everything. i love you:)
may: womannnnnnn! where are you? Haha hope everything is good with you. We got to hang out pretty soon yes? i miss you so much lah. Hug
michelle lam: aunty! Haha thanks for your dear msg, i really appreciated it lots:) i enjoyed the lunch we had on last last sunday. ok i'm hinting that you should join us for lunch more often, deal? Haha hope school is good for you as well:) i really do miss you, 17 soon? Haha
aiken: hello gorgeous:) like what i've said during msn, getting cheeky ah? Haha hang in there, you're on your way to getting that A for your O levels! A for Aikey! HAHA i love you. Yippie ikea soon:)
isaac: dudeeeee! i love hanging out with you lah:) weirdly, you're someone who knows me real well. Haha anyways just wanna say that i always knew that you were meant for something great:) you'll go far and for my part, i'll be praying for you and supporting you in each step of your way yes? *winks* do you still want to help me peel my potatoes? HAHA loveeeee you!
jossie: what happened to you? Haha hope you're doing alright. Just wanna say that i miss your presense and really hope to see you around soon! love:)
and to the many others out there:
i'm sorry but i'm getting real tired now. HAHA so if your name isn't here, please don't think you're not important to me but i'm really getting tired now:) i shall post random shout outs when i have the time/remember/energy to do so. Hug
baby,
someday we'll know:)
Monday, April 02, 2007
hello all:)
i'm finally starting my school semester tomorrow! Quite excited lah:) Anyways, i'm kinda not feeling well cause of cramps etc. Ugh so when i was at my grandparent's house, we decided to leave early cause i wasn't feeling well. I was about to vomit all over the place lah. Haha but thank God i didnt:)
Just being random, i think my daddy is so cute. When he realised that i wasn't feeling well, he kept asking me whether i was ok etc. Like when we were going down the lift at my grandparent's place, my sister was being her usual retarded self jumping around etc. Then my daddy kinda "scolded" her and said that stop behaving like that cause i wasn't feeling well. Haha it sounds quite silly lah but i really appreciate the intention though:) because it made me feel like a princess. Haha my daddy constantly surprises me. But i love him regardless lah. Haa
Ok i think i'm quite a ______ individual, cos i like to do silly stuffs like these:
1. walk around at home with my bolster in one hand. HAHA
2. buy tikam tikams
3. talk to people while they are on the phone. (haha i know i'm just being irritating)
4. cannot decide where to eat. HAHA somehow, i find it difficult to decide where to eat. ugh
5. watch re-runs for like 10 over times? HAHA
6. being random
well the list can go on and on. But i guess, i should just stop there in case i might just go on and on:) hee okkayy i'm gonna go watch my cinderella 3 already, so take care all:)
I wanna give my breath,
my strength,
my will to be there.
That's the least i can do,
let me cater to you.
Through the good,
the bad,
the ups and the downs.
I'll still be here for you,
let me cater to you.
Cause you're beautiful, i love the way you are.