Monday, October 31, 2005
i miss my brother terribly
Marcus hurry back!
I'm so bored
No one to:
1. Scold
2. Tickle
3. Irritate
4. Talk
5. Laugh with
6. Fight with
So can u please hurry back?
Ok i know this sounds out of point,
but i seriously hate people who are sooooo self centered lah.
MAJOR TURN OFF
EWWWWWW
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Hello everyone( :
I found this story like long ago but i forgot the link.
So finally i found it again.
This story is on women and i found it very interesting and all.
Hope you guys girls will like it!
When I created the heavens and the earth, I talked them into being.
When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.
But you, woman,
I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate.
I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.
Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone I fashioned you.
I chose the bone that protects man's life.
I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you.
I modeled you.
I created you perfectly and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.
You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart.
His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life.
The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart.
Support man as the rib cage supports the body.
You were not taken from his feet,
to be under him,
nor were you taken from his head,
to be above him.
You were taken from his side,
to stand beside him and be held close to his side.
You are my perfect angel.
You are my beautiful little girl.
You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence,
and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart.
Your eyes-don't change them.
Your lips-how lovely when they part in prayer.
Your nose,
so perfect in form,
your hands so gentle to touch.
I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep;
I've held your heart close to mine.
Of all that lives and breathes,
you are the most like me.
Adam walked with me in the cool of the day and yet he was lonely.
He could not see me or touch me.
He could only feel me.
So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me,
I fashioned in you: my holiness,
my strength,
my purity,
my love, my protection and support.
You are special because you are the extension of me.
Man represents my image,
woman my emotions.
Together, you represent the totality of God.
So man-treat woman well.
Love her, respect her, for she is fragile.
In hurting her,
you hurt me.
What you do to her,
you do to me.
In crushing her,
you only damage your own heart,
the heart of your Father,
and the heart of her Father.
Woman, support man.
In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you.
In gentle quietness show your strength.
In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.
Friday, October 28, 2005
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
For the morning sun and all it's glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort, too
You fill my heart with laughter
Somehow, you make it better
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
p/s its to no one in particular( :
I just love the lyrics
Good day night everyone!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Today was alright i guess
Didn't study much: (
Loved the weather to bits
Nice and cooling.
Hee
Went to parkway for a while just now.
Btw i'm like getting pre O levels jitters.
Haha
If there is such a thing
I seriously miss school
I miss alot of people:(
Oh wells
Getting my phone back really soon!
Haha
I'm super excitited lah
Bye bye to payphones.
Haha
I seriously can't wait to get over and done with for O levels.
Then i can plan my get away to hongkong real soon( :
There are so many things that i want to do.
Ok lah shall not bore you guys to death
Take care alright?
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone,
Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promiseI promise I will
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Hello all( :
27/10/2005 is coming really soon!
Haha
For those who don't know why i'm so excitied for that,
is bcos I'M GETTING BACK MY HP SOON( :
Hee
Finally right?
Anyway have been staying home and study these few days.
Going to go to school tmr for english.
It's really productive though.
Like i really understood what mr ju is saying.
Haha
( :
After english tmr
i'd be heading down to church for chemistry tuition.
Haha
Then in the night,
I'd be going for mrs Ho.
Hope that my tuition wouldn't be cancelled again.
Btw my brother is leaving on the 27/10/2005 for some mission camp
I HAVE THE WHOLE ROOM TO MYSELF!
WOOOHOOO
Haha
Just quarralled with him last night over some stuffs.
I mean doesn't he know that it's not the best time to pick a quarrel with me right?
Bcos of exam stress and all.
Oh yes i just remembered something really funny.
Was exchanging a coverstation with him on the phone
and this happened.
Haha
Thought of sharing it with you guys( :
Me: Do you like have a fax machine at home?
Mr X: I am one!
Me: (kept quiet for a while, cos i was thinking what the person was saying)
Mr X: OHHH you mean a fax machine ahhh?
Me: (I burst out laughing immediately cos i knew he mis-interpreted it as sex machine. )HAHAHAHAHAHA
Try to figure who that was okayy?
I'm sure it's rather obvious( :
Hee
Anyway got to go and mug again.
Sigh
Btw sarah if you're reading this:
Don't feel that you're alone in this alright?
You are always remembered in our prayers( :
Wait till after my O's then we shall spend time together okayy?
Haha
And today's cell prayer went well( :
Everybody was listening and all.
Haha
And you were greatly missed!
Hugs
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Never knew the stinging effect of hypocrisy,
until i met you
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Hello all
Screwed up some parts of my bio pract
:(
Oh wells
Whats done is done
nothing that i can do to undo anything.
Why am i always the one taking initiative?
Does it mean that if i don't bother about our friendship,
it would just end?
Well i guess you have so many pple around you already.
What for do you need me?
Friday, October 14, 2005
My grandpa fell down in the market this morning.
Bcos i had to go to school for social studies
didn't go down to the hospital to visit him.
Heard from my parents that it's quite serious.
Internal bleeding.
My bro said that the doctor said that he was in danger.
If i'm not wrong,
he is still in danger but thank God the bleeding has stopped.
God tell me what to do.
I'm at lost now
Hello all( :
Shall blog a little while before i'm off to study again.
Haha
Yesterday i went to rebond my hair.
And i kinda hate it
:(
After that went shopping with my mom.
Bought a pair of shoe and a bag( :
Hee
Rather satisfied
Today stayed home and studied.
Feel like a geek
But i guess it's going to be worth it( :
Deb called this afternoon.
Haha
Had fun just talking to her.
She called to tell me that there will be social studies supplymentary tmr.
And we kinda started yakking away.
Then we talked for quite a while then we had to put down.
So by night,
i realised that i had forgotten to ask her what time was social studies.
Haha
I felt stupid man.
Haha
Maybe that will be a good excuse not to go for social studies.
But heard from miss definitive nucleus,
she said that ms wahidah said that it was effective...
So yaaaa
Haha
before i forgot,
DEB I KNOW UR SECRET( :
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Btw it's 1 more day to roland and chellie's wedding
considering it's 12am now( :
Hee
Sarah lin came over just now.
She wanted to show me her eyebrows
she felt that it wasn't well done.
But honestly,
I think it looked fine( :
Don't worry
I still love u ( if you're reading this! )
and u still look as gorgeous as ever( :
I feel like eating macs suddenly.
Haha
i'm such an oink oink lah.
Haha
Btw that stupid deb freaked me out just now lah.
Cos i kinda wanted to call her back cos she was supposed to call me again
cos she wanted to switch phone and so did i.
And i decided to call her back cos she was taking such a long time.
So after dialing her number,
i picked up the phone and heard someone snorting.
Haha
GUESS WHO WAS IT?
Haha
Needless to say huh.
Haha
Ok lah better go already.
Thanks to all those who bothered to tag my dying tag board( :
Love you all to bits!
Adios!
Monday, October 10, 2005
HELLOOOOO( :
Just watched America's Next Top Model
Haha
So much fightings and all.
Scary lah
Esp between the best friends.
But i guess the ending kinda made things better
( :
I can't wait for Roland & Chellie's wedding this saturday!
Haha
They are like how cute lah.
They called the event as "when shrek meets fiona..."
( :
I heard Chellie's best friend and family is coming down from England to attend the wedding( :
School was alright today i guess.
Tmr we're getting back our report card.
Scary lah:(
Heard the VP's going to give out one by one.
ROAR
Study break starts on wednesday( :
Maybe i should lock myself up for those few days and not go out to the living room.
Haha
Must study even harder already.
Oh wells
Btw went to starbucks with sarah on sunday.
Had fun just talking to her and all( :
I guess to me,
i think it is the little things that really matter.
( :
And it is also the slightest things that affect me badly.
So yea
Neway i'm thinking of changing my blog to livejournal.
So can lock up some entries as well( :
hee
Ok lah
Better go already
Bio here i come( :
tata
Friday, October 07, 2005
Hi all( :
School was tiring today.
Especially biology
Rushed home after school cos was supposed to meet clarence at about 5.00pm
Then the meeting time changed to 6:00pm
Before i knew it
I was waiting there for about an hour lah.
Stupid idiot!
I was like in burger king there sitting around and doing my work without buy anything from there.
I think people thought i was some cheapo or something.
Haha
Oh wells( :
Bought this sweet thing from candy empire
I love it lah
Anyway had fun studying just now i guess.
Managed to practice some math questions.
I'm mentally exhausted lah
Cannot think anymore.
I think i'm stressed but yet not.
ARGHHH
Like i get really agitated really fast and all.
But...
Oh wells
These few days have been having dreams about this person
Like it is seriously funny loh.
Cos maybe deep inside i'm wishing/hoping for something better?
But somehow,
I'm feeling alright now.
I'm not feeling lost/lonely or anything.
Anyways I am feeling really tired already.
So going to sleep soon.
Take care everyone( :
Hugs
Hi world( :
Read this story from clarence's blog.
Teared while reading it and thought that i should let u guys read it too( :
Anyway went shopping with my mom at parkway just now.
Bought auntie Aye Lan's birthday present( :
A bag from esprit
Cost us about $90 bucks can.
But i guess it's just so little compared what she has invested on us.
Love her to bits lah( :
Anyway here the story goes:
Family
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply
He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite,
this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home, a different story was told.
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day,
cooking the evening meal,
my son stood beside me very still.
When i turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realise how harshly I'd spoken.
While i lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love,
you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
you'll find some flowers by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time,
I felt very small,
And no my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up,; I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled,
"I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em up because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em,
especially the blue."
I said, " Son, I'm very sorry for the way i acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way"
He said, "Oh mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and i do like the flowers
especially the blue."
And the story ends here( :
But there is one last part to it and i think that all can learn from it( :
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow,
the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it,
we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed
don't you think?
Awesome story isn't it.
Sorry clarence for stealing it.
Bet you stole it somewhere else too.
HAHA
Ok lah
Got to go already( :
Take care
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Hi world( :
Today was alright
Ms butch didn't come.
Stupid girl
F&N was boring without her.
Haha
Tmr going to east coast beach's macs for breakfast.
Haha
Cos supposed to have some picnic during PE
But we chose to have breakfast at macs instead.
So yup( :
Had bible study today
I was so dead tired during the whole session.
Haha
Cos last night i studied till 3am
then woke up at 4.30am just to close the windows bcos of the rain
couldn't sleep till 5am.
So yes i had only about 3 hours of sleep?!?!?!?
Haha
Anyway sarah came over my house last night
cos i felt lazy to go down to gelare.
Hee
Drank caramel macchiatto( :
YUMM
Then she taught me math for a little while.
So yup
Fought with my mom last night
So i was feeling rather ____ ( fill in the blanks cos i don't really have a specific feeling)
when i went to school this morning.
Ms wahidah didn't come today
Heard that she was feeling unwell.
Hope she gets well soon( :
Btw after school went to sherlyn's house to see jelly!
SO CUTE( :
Goodness im so in love with her dog lah.
Haha
Went there with serene, kailin, jean, ty( :
I feel like kidnapping jelly home!
Ok got to go already
Take care all( :
Oh yes before i end..
I'M GETTING MY PHONE BACK IN 20 DAYS!
WOOHOO( :
the pain is long gone( :
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Hello world( :
I'm somewhat surviving well without my phone.
Haha
Anyway today's lesson arrangement was so horrible lah.
Almost died
Ok this was what we had today:
4 periods of english
2 periods of elective geography
recess
4 periods of math
Then our day in school ended.
Ms selena chua was irritating me during math lesson again.
Like whats new huh?
Haha
After school
took/shared a cab back home
( :
The weather was awesome man
Went for tuition just now
It was alright
Wasn't that productive:(
So gonna make do some make up revision later.
Sarah called just now saying that she wanna meet up for ice cream tmr.
YUMM( :
Guess we can spend time together again despite her lifestyle.
I really thank God that at least she would want to make time for me.
I'm rather excitied about Roland's and Chellie's wedding( :
First time i'm attending an outdoor wedding.
We did some video presentation for them
and our cell sang this song.
And i love the lyrics of this song( :
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you,
kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you,
feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...
Haha cute song lah
it's by adam sandler from the show the wedding singer( :
Ok better go already.
Take care all alright?
Hugs
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Hi all( :
Thank God it's friday
Like f-i-n-a-l-l-y its the weekends man
Today's timetable was such a killer
For the first two periods was chinese
following it next,
we had FOUR PERIODS OF SOCIAL STUDIES
...
Then it was recess.
Before going back down to class to take our wallets and all
they wanted to celebrate deb's birthday.
So selena and myself had to bring her to this really ulu toilet.
Goodness kena nagged by miss deborah teo as usual.
" why must go there lah"
"Why can't we just go to the nearest toilet lah" and etc
Full of nonsense lah she.
Hee
She complained a whole lot of stuff man.
Finally took our time to walk back to class
cos that was the instruction we got from serene.
Haha
So yup they prepared a cake for her( :
Sang the song then went to the canteen.
Sang it once more there.
Haha
Her face was super duper red man
After recess we had 2 periods of core literature
and THREE WHOLE PERIODS OF MATH...
I almost died lah
That was not the worse can
Don't know which idiot forgot to tell us that we need to stay back today for bio
So stayed back till 3pm
Was so so so tired by the time we ended.
Went to kfc for our so called lunch
then head back to church.
Today's quite freaky lah
Almost got knocked by car like twice.
Anyway im feeling very tired already
Shall blog more tmr
btw before i end just wanna say:
Happy birthday Deborah dear!
Hugs