Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Hello all
I'm officially falling sick lah.
All thanks to mr joel chew.
Kept sneezing into my face.
Haha
My throat's felling really painful:(
Church camp's only next week.
Blahhh
Hope i will get well soon.
Sorry that i haven't been updating often.
Have been really busy these few days.
Started packing for church camp already( :
WOOHOO
went to bedok with my mom last night.
She bought durains!
YUMM
Ok lah gotta go and rest already.
Take care
Thursday, May 25, 2006
hello all( :
hope you guys are doing alright and all.
Helped out at basc again today.
Caleb cried non stop once again.
I really feel like stuffing a pair of socks into his mouth to make
him stop crying.
HAHA
Well sonja is so cute lah.
I've grown more and more attached to her( :
She is such a darling lah.
I know for sure that when she grows up
she'd be very pretty( :
Her is from Norway and her mom is from korea( :
She's like super adorable lah.
Like somehow everytime she cries
she would come looking for me to carry her.
She is such a darling.
These children really makes my day worth living.
Just to see them smile or even laugh makes me forget about
everything that is going on in my life.
But one sad thing is that now i'm helping out with joy class
and not with love class.
My darling class lah:(
I hope they don't forget me or something.
I really miss them badly.
Sigh
Anyways was supposed to meet regina and all for movie just now.
But didn't feel like it cos i was super lazy.
It was already 7 plus and they were at lido
so by the time i go down,
it would be very late already.
So decided to give it a pass,
but i'm glad that i did.
Cos they watched X-men.
Haha
I'm not a fan of these kind of shows.
I rather watch comdey, drama, love stories and of cos
chic flicks.
Haha
Oh yea
My mom booked a chalet at safra from the 3rd to the 5th of june?
She asked me to ask my friends over for bbq on the 4th of june
and probably stay over.
But i just realised that church camp is on the 5th of june.
So i'm like asking mish and all if they wish to stay over at my house on the
4th of june so they don't have to wake up super early on the 5th( :
I can't wait lah!
Church camp is like a few weeks away.
And i just realised that i'll be turning 18 soon.
Was talking to michelle lam a few nights ago.
Haha
And we were completely clueless on what we want to do for our birthdays.
Oh wells
I feel so lazy lah.
Cos i need to bring my Ipod down to Ipod centre bcos
it's somewhat spoilt.
Arghhhh
Ok lah
Gotta go already
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
hello everybody( :
Hope everyone is doing alright and all.
Helped out at BASC today with joel.
I miss helping out with my class:(
Cos now joy class have a few new students
so we gotta help out there.
My goodness lah.
There is this boy called caleb.
He cried from 9am to 12pm non stop lah.
Haha
If he was my kid
probably i'd have stuff socks into his mouth lah.
Haha
I can't stand it lah.
I don't like babies who cries excessively.
Haha
Joy class is a very funny class?
Like when one kid cries
another one will cry.
So it is something like a circle lah.
Haha
I was really tired out after helping out with the class.
Then joel came over to my house to watch movie,
but he slept on my sofa.
Stupid fella.
Haha
He snoared like some pigg lah.
Haha
Goodness
Anyways yesterday went out shopping with my mom.
Lets see what i bought?
- 1 top
- 1 purse
- 3 pairs of socks
- 1 pair of pants
My mom is so funny lah.
Cos we were shopping at Esprit
then when we were about to pay for our stuffs.
She just randomly walked over to the other counter and took this jacket
and commented that it was nice and she liked it.
Haha
Then while paying we realised that it belonged to this ah soh.
Haha
And what made matters worse was that it was the last piece leh.
Haha
My mother ah
best lah.
Imagine the ah soh found out that we were the ones who "stole" her jacket?
Haha
Anyway after shopping with my mom went down to church
for some YM meeting.
Poor Gaius lah.
Kenna scolded till so jialat.
My darling boy.
But i guess this is needed cos in order for him to be someone better,
he needs to learn( :
Vanessa is in Hongkong now.
Hope she haves fun there!
Actually i kinda forgotten that she was going there yesterday
till she reminded me on sunday night
cos i was talking to her over some stuffs.
Hmmm oh yea
i maybe going to beijing during the september holidays!
Haha
Can't wait( :
Going with my uncles and all.
It's going to be so much fun lah.
Oh yes
Church camp is so coming!
I'm so excited.
this reminds me that i need to bring my Ipod to wheelock.
Sigh
So troublesome lah.
Arghhh
Anyways the dancers are having dance practice at church now.
But somehow i don't feel like going.
Sigh
I really can't take the pressure anymore.
Like somehow so many things are changing and all.
I'm trying to adapt.
But somehow i feel so alone?
Like people are busy with themselves and other people.
I feel as though i'm the weird one?
Like i'm human too lah.
I need attention too.
I hate it when people keep apologising to me bcos they have
neglected me and stuffs.
I mean like come on,
stop repeating it.
I'm tired of all the sorrys and etc.
But it's okayy.
Got to accept that i cant be self centred.
It's okayy
I can get thru this with just God and me( :
There are so many times when i wanna voice out my displeasure
but i can't because i'm a _________.
F.R.E.A.K
Sunday, May 21, 2006
hello all
had our CFC dinner and dance last night.
It was just awesome
took some photos
but only managed to upload some
cos i'm kinda tired at the moment.
so happy kay pohing around( :
take care all
Jesus help me understand
gorgeous!
another family pic
isaac and myself( :
family pic
don't you just love us. hahahahah
aww( :
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Hello
Started work like on tuesday?
I dread going to work lah.
My boss is so demanding.
If not for the money and the distance
i would have left already.
Helped out with BASC today
Livia came only.
The kids are so cute lah.
When i have earned enough
i would quit my job and help out with the kids again.
Anyways it is back to work tmr:(
I feel so _________
I can't exactly blog/talk about my job
cos i signed some confidential thingy lah.
So if anything gets leaked out
they have every right to sue me.
So yea
Have been feeling very depressed lately.
I'm overwhelmed with bad emotions and all.
Don't really know why.
This is really a difficult year for me.
A stretching year.
I can't really take it anymore.
I can't wait for the year to end.
Cos i hate crying myself to sleep every night.
Pretending to be strong.
Faking a smile.
AHH whatever
I'm defintely looking forward to church camp.
Get away from all these.
Oh yes
I got my dress already.
It looks alright lah.
Simple
Gotta go and sleep soon cos like it is going to be a long day tmr.
1. Need to be at work by 9am
2. End work at 6pm
3. Be at church to help for the deco for D&D
4. Having dance practice
Jesus take the wheel
Monday, May 15, 2006
Why can't things work out right for me.
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i've lost every inch of hope in me.
i'm tired.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
hello all
didn't sleep much last night.
Fall asleep around 5am like that?
Then woke up at around 6am?
Couldn't sleep after that.
But thank God for His strength today.
If not i wouldn't be able to survive today.
Just came back from the studio not too long ago.
Sigh
Didn't do much cos felt super left out and all.
So just hung around regina and all.
Felt very lousy.
Didn't wish to speak to anyone then.
So left rather early today.
I'm so sick of it all lah.
Many times i feel like giving up.
But thank you Lord for just giving me ur divine strength.
Though many times i feel so lousy,
never good enough for anyone and etc.
But thank you for making me feel worth it.
Thank you for being my friend when i had none.
Thank you for caring for me when no one did.
Thank you for loving me the way i am.
my king, my all
Friday, May 12, 2006
Hello everyone( :
Just came back from Pastor Mark's place not too long ago.
Anyways went over to sarah's house to stayover last night
to discuss about the YM stuffs.
To be honest,
I was very tired.
Cos like the night before i couldn't sleep again.
What's new ehh?
I only fell asleep at about 6am?
So didn't really help out at BASC.
Slept till 10am
then went to wash up and ate my breakfast.
Got ready to go down to church to help vanessa and all
for the Mother's Day thingy for the senior citizens( :
CFC bought roses for the mummys in church.
Some of us helped out to give out roses to the
ah ma's who were attending senior citizens service.
The ah ma's were super cute lah.
Even though it was just a small gesture of
blessing them with roses.
Yet they were so happy( :
I even heard that one of them cried,
i guess she was really touched?
( :
Anyways after that,
Mish and myself wanted to go down to Clark Quay to
apply for some resturant/bar job.
But we decided against it cos it was really very far.
So we went to Coffee club to apply for part time waitressing.
There was this smartly dressed man,
who i presumed was the so called manager?
He made us waited for like 15 mins for our employment form.
After spending another 15 mins of filling up the forms.
They then told us we had to work on weekends.
And i was like
...
You should have told us from the begining that
you only wanted people who were available to work on weekends right?
Sigh
I guess it was our fault too lah.
Didn't make things clear before hand.
So after the whole thing,
we decided to go KFC to sit down and look for jobs.
Haha
Very drama.. i know( :
After calling a whole lot of people
we decided to go and pluck our eye brows.
HAHA
So now we have nice-trimmed/shaped eyebrows( :
Soon after
we went back to church cos mish was meeting the rest to watch movie.
Then i went home to rest a while before going to the stayover.
After a whole day's of activities + lack of sleep,
it was really very hard for me to pay attention.
So i kinda stonned at certain parts at the meeting.
The meeting was really good.
Discussed lotsa good stuffs( :
So they decided to watch kingdom of heaven after the meeting.
War flims/thrillers are not exactly me kind of thing.
So watched a while
then went up to sarah's room to sleep.
Ok i admit i was really scared.
I kinda cried abit lah.
Don't know why also.
I was really scared.
Guess it was sort of a new environment
so i couldn't get used to it.
Then i tried sleeping with the lights on.
But i couldn't fall asleep.
So i just prayed a while
then went to sleep.
It was about 5am when i fell asleep.
Then woke up about 9am?
Went to wash up and etc.
We went to bedok south there to have our breakfast.
Then went to meet the rest at tanah merah.
Was supposed to go with sarah first to sunhaven.
But don't know what happened lah.
Ended up i followed Hosea and Gaius to fetch the rest.
To cut the long story short.
this was what we did today:
1. Tann
2. Swim under the rain?
Haha
It was really fun lah.
To hang out with the YMers and all.
Though i was feeling good or something.
Then had pizza for lunch?
We spent some time talking to one and another( :
Basically we slacked around for a while.
Before we left
Vanessa and myself sat on some high wall thingy
and talked.
Haha
The window had no girlls.
So it was kinda scary cos we fear we might accidently drop out.
I enjoyed myself pretty much today.
Except for some stuffs lah.
Which i felt was ....
No comments.
Oh my dad bought lotsa DVD's lah!
I'm so excited.
He bought the chronicles of naria!
Man i can't wait to watch.
Gotta go all
Take care
I really don't understand what is up with you lah.
I'm not some ball
which you can kick around.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Hi all( :
Hope today was good for you guys.
Happy birthday to rayvin and my younger sister.
I know i'm kinda mean
but i completely forgot that it was my sister's birthday:(
Haha
When i saw her this morning
i forgot to wish her happy birthday.
But i made up for it by buying
her the beanie baby she wanted( :
Haha
She's so cute lah.
I felt so guilty cos i was meeting aiken and all for dinner
to celebrate rayvin's birthday
that i forgot that i have to stay home and cut cake and etc.
So i wrote her a little note to apologise and all.
Then i called her
when i left the house.
Haha
I was like " happy birthday mae!"
she was like " errr happy...birth.."
Haha
I guess that she wanted to say happy birthday too?
Haha
Anyways met the rest at suntec.
Share a top from topman with mish, madeline and myself for rayvin( :
Haha
Had fun just eating with them lah.
Made a dedication for rayvin at the fountain of wealth there
cos Isaac was working there today( :
So yup
After eating we went up to sky garden to slack around?
I love the setting there( :
Would love to go back there with someone special.
HAHA
Okayys gotta go already.
ANTM is starting in a min's time.
Oh i think blogger's time is screwed man.
Ok take care all
love( :
you.are.special.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Hello all( :
Just finish watching the elections thingy.
Haha
I know this sounds...
But i think the whole politics thingy is rather interesting(:
Anyways
Went to church about 1:30pm
for some YM leaders.
Then went for prayer at 4:15pm
After that went to service.
Had YM/YA sessions today.
It was good( :
Haha it was our "wedding day" today.
Haha
Really silly lah.
Cos the girls had to pick a guy's name out of a cup
and vice versa.
Haha
Anyways i can't wait for church camp!
WOOHOO( :
It's gonna be so fun
cos it's gonna be at sunway lagoon this year( :
Ok my brother's out
and he needs to use the computer.
So take care all
Shall blog somemore soon( :
Loveeeeee
Friday, May 05, 2006
awww
Ooooo
haha
( :
haha
tabitha and myself!
awww
haha christian!
took this while watching barney
i love them lah
( :
handsome boyy
chan yong
( :
love class
( :
aww
peace class
some random photo