Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
hello all:)
Today was quite productive cause i went out instead of bumming around at home with nothing to do. Haha anyways the plan was to meet at plaza singapura at 6.30pm. But as usual, i was late. Hee
I met mish, adde, isaac, yingchuan, bertrand and aiken about 7pm then we went carls jr for dinner. Haha ok i know i sound like some country pumkin, but it was my first time at carls jr and it was not bad:) Haha their burgers are really monsters. Haha adde, mish and myself shared the meal. Haha oh yes may came to meet us too:) After eating we went to buy tickets for the movie, Gridiron Gang:) then mish, adde and myself went to bodyshop to get some stuffs. We went back to meet the rest before going in for the movie, oh yes then gaius and joseph came along.
Anyways, i love love love the show lah. Though it was a little draggy, but it was motivational. Haha i wouldn't mind watching it again!
By the time the movie was over, it was around 10pm already. So we went back after that:) Ok seriously i think msn hates me lah:( it keeps signing me out of msn and it's pissing me off. Ugh msn's so screwed lah.
I know this is pretty random, but my daddy's so cute lah. Cause my Ipod video's being an idiot. So i kinda chucked it aside and have been hogging my daddy's vision M:) Haha so he started bugging me to return him the vision M cause he was complaining that he's very bored without espcially during his lunch time. Haha so i kinda lent him the ipod video and he helped me fixed it:) my daddy is so cute lah. Haha
Somehow i really thank God for my family. I know that every family isn't perfect, including mine. But i've learnt to love them the way they are. Though many times, my siblings would piss me off etc, but nevertheless i really do love them very much:) Haha even my maid becomes so part of my family and i cannot really imagine life without her. Haha i think i better stop before i can go on and on in this whole i-love-my-family speech.
Alrights i better go already before i talk rubbish. Haha take care all:)
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
Monday, January 29, 2007
hello world:)
i know that this is pretty random, but i just gotta blog about this. Haha it's 1.16am now and i just heard someone shouting outside my house, asking where is the 24hour macs. HAHA like i know dude!
Service today was awesome:) thumbs up Pastor Jonathan! Haa i was really impacted by what he shared all. Awesome job!
Anyways i've been eating like mad for these pass few days that it scares me. Haha and my moods have been all over the place. Oh yes, we had physical conditioning at dance today. I felt super unfit, probably due to the working lifestyle? HAHA ok that was just an excuse. But honestly ah, today just reminded me how unfit i was:( I am determined to go running. Haha i've been wanting to go running for the past few weeks, but each time i want to go running, my butt would feel extra heavy and it wouldn't leave my sofa. HAHA so yea
To be honest, i was pretty pissed off by some stuffs today. Somehow i just can't understand why some people function that way. Haha what in the world are they even thinking, or do they have brains to begin with. Ok i shall be nice and spare you guys the agony of having to read about me complaining. Haha ok off to happier things!
I'm so glad that i'm no longer working. Haha i truly enjoy waking up at like 1pm and watch television the whole dayyyyyy. Haha it feels super good:) Darn it, this reminds me that my O level math results are coming out pretty soon. UGHHHHH
Ok i want to go sleep already cause i slept so late last night and had to wake up early for CE test today, which i didn't even take lah. Haha take care all and have an awsome and victorious week ahead! loveeeeee
a little shout out to may:
hello there sweetie:) I know you'll be reading this somehow! I just want to say that whatever you're going through, i'll be praying and supporting you through it okie? I know you can get through this cause you are strong. And seriously, it hurts me real bad to see you being upset. Anyways just holler if you need anyone. I love you dear!
you just don't seem to understand me.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
hello world:)
I am so tired lah. I met joseph and mish at town today cause mr choo wanted to go shopping. So being the nice girls that mish and myself are, we decided to go follow him. Haha i'm so proud of myself! haha cause i didn't buy anything:) We walked from taka to fareast. After much walking, we decided to go starbucks to hang out. I better blog about this, if not joseph would be injustified. HAHA mr joseph choo bought mish and myself coffee. HAHA thanks!
Oh yes shenna came to meet us:) So we hung out till about 9pm plus. Then i went to church to meet vanessa all to go simpang to eat. It has been a long time since i went to simpang and i missed the food:) Haha so i ate one cheese prata and one bomb! Oh my it was oh-so-good:) and yes the company was good too!
I guess that was what happened today. I can't wait for my ten brothers show to start. Haha it's some hongkong serial drama:) I'm addicted to hongkong serial dramas lah. Haha i can stay home and watch hongkong serial dramas from morning to night.... oh wait! Haha i've been doing that for the pass few days:) HEE
I better go now cause my show is starting pretty soon:) It's nice to sip on cup of hot chocolate in this cold weather and watching hongkong serial drama! haha maybe that's what i'm going to do now:) Take care all!
i hate it when it's that time of the month.
Ugh
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hello world:)
Ok i'm feeling much better now. Thank you to those who actually cared. Anyways i went shopping today with mish and may:) Ok this is what i actually bought:
1. crocs
2. slippers
3. one topshop top
4. nail polish
Ehh i guess that's about it:) I finally got to eat peper lunch. Haha it was my very first time eating pepper lunch and i thought it was super yummy. Oh yea before dinner, we visited ben and jossie choo! Haha and we met rachy along the way cause she was there to visit them too.
After dinner, we went to topshop to shop around a little more. Jossie met us and we all went home together and in the bus, we met ben choo and rachy. Haha such a small world eh:) anyways i think that msn/blogger doesn't like me! Haha msn keeps signing me out and blogger can't seem to load until now. Haha oh wells!
Alrights better go now:) I want to start reading this book that i just borrowed:) take care all!
Monday, January 22, 2007
hello world
well i'm not feeling all fantastic all cause of something lah. Though it's something so small but yet i feel so affected by it. Sigh yea i guess like what i would always say, it's the smallest of things that would affect me. God help please?
Anyways i stayed at home today to catch up on my rest all. I woke up at 12.30pm and it felt so good. It has been a long time since i had this kind of lifestyle. I'm so glad that i stopped working already, i'm so sick and tired of working.
Sigh sorry but i really don't have the mood to blog all. So don't worry all, i'll be well after a while. Take care
i would if i could.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
tired:(
i feel lousy about myself
Friday, January 19, 2007
hello world:)
First and foremost, thank God it's friday!!!!! woohoo:) and today's the last day of work for me. Haha i'm so happy! Ok lets see what i've been up to these few days.
thursday
mish and myself met may to go TP for their openhouse. When we reached there, somehow it reminded me of one year ago. Ah wells! We didn't know where to go and etc so we just anyhow walked. Halfway we met jac:) and she brought us to this LT to watch this little skit introuducing the different courses in TP. It was quite interesting all, but some of them of people present were _______. They pissed me off quite a bit. Sigh shall not talk further about them lah. It's just a waste of my time. So we continued walking around after the whole session. We met maddy and she brought us around:)
After walking about for a bit, we decided to leave. So mish and myself went to TM with maddy and may went home cause she wasn't feeling well and needed to rest all:) So when we reached TM, maddy went off first cause she got to meet her parents at don't know where. HAHA so mish and myself walked around TM aimlessly. Haha
Friday
It was our last day of work, so we were pretty excited all. Haha honestly, i'll miss tkgs somehow:) The girls there were nice to us lah. Haha especially the secondary 1 girls. We made friends with some of them and each time they walk pass us, they'll either wave or say hi:) They are so cute lah! For these pass 2 weeks, mish and myself were like gluttons lah. We would just eat, eat, eat and eat non stop. Haha it's seriously time to work out! Haha
Anyways we met adde after work today at town. So we walked around far east, and surprisingly i didn't buy anything. Haha but after much walking, i bought a bag from rip curl and a pair of earings. Haha oh yes, may and sarah lin came to meet us too! it was fun just hanging around them lah:) I mean, it's been quite a long time since we last hung/went out. And so, i'm glad that we did meet up.
I'm so sharing for prayer tmr and i so need to sit down and rethink what i'm going to share. HAHA so... i think i gotta go already. Shall blog more when i got the time to. Take care dears:)
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Hello:)
Another week has finally passed and it's somewhat the middle of a new week already. Haha anyways lets see what i've been to up lately:)
sunday
the weekends had been a hectic one. So many things happened during the weekends and honestly i was quite affected by it. But after giving it much thought and crying about it, haha i'm good to go now:) Despite whatever stuffs took place, my stand is that i'm prepared to run. Oh yes to you, just shut up. Seriously, it doesn't concern you.
monday
mish and myself went to work in the morning as usual. Work is getting really boring these days. Haha thank God we're gonna stop working this friday. hee ok lah i have mixed feelings about it. I'm feeling quite happy cause i get to sleep in and watch television all day. Haha cause i haven't been doing that these days. But at the same time, i'm feeling quite sad because this means that i don't have money coming in except my allowance. Haha oh wells! Ok enough of me complaining, lets carry on:)
mish and myself made plans to head down to town after work to shop because we were meeting yingchuan and bert for movie at suntec at about 7.45pm. So mean while, we had nothing to do except to walk around and to shop. But somehow, it started raining heavily, so we just went down to suntec instead. So we shopped around suntec and marina square:) then we kinda met yingchuan and bert for dinner. After eating, we made our way down to carrefour cause i wanted to get some stuffs. Then off we went for the movie, we watched kungfu mahjong. It's really lame lah, but i found it quite funny. Haha i seriously love hongkong shows lah. Haha after the movie, we went to topshop/topman for a while cause yingchuan wanted to shop. So yup:)
Ok i know this sounds abit.. but yesterday i felt like a "lady". Haha and i bet mish also felt that way too lah. Especially when we were walking towards raffles city there and through the connector thing from suntec there, then like when we were supposed to walk through this door, bert and yingchuan both opened and held the doors for us. HAHA one and each side somemore. Haha anyways after that, we went home. Mish and myself got to take a bus from the other side of raffles city and bert sent us to our bus stop even though his bus stop was the other side. Haha it felt a little weird cause like honestly, both of us were never really treated this way before lah. Haha except with darling isaac:) the other geniune gentleman. So yup that was what took place on monday:)
today(tuesday)
I brought my notebook to work! Haha and i brought the liu xing hua yuan vcds too:) So the both of us were just watching it the whole day. Haha at least there's something to do. Hee may came down to meet us after work and we headed down to gelare cause we were craving for waffles, plus it's tuesday! Haha so we each got one waffle each, but sadly, the ice cream choices were so limited lah. Somehow it's always the same few:( So we hung out at gelare for a while then off we went to beer garden to eat again. Haha seriously ah, i ate so much today lah. I feel so bad now:( roar oh yes i caught the arena on channel 5 just now. I was really impressed with the students, esp the kids from MGS. HAHA cause i was from that primary school:) But seriously, i think they did well. Personally i felt that they were somewhat aggresive with the way that they spoke, but i love it. Haha
Ok i guess i have blogged/said enough for tonight. Take care all:) till then! toodles
i want more than just words.
darn it
Saturday, January 13, 2007
hello all:)
The weather is so nice to sleep in:) Anyways some of us were supposed to go out tonight, but somehow some stuffs happened, so the whole plan got shelved. Haha oh wells, i'm sure that there will be other opportunites. So here i am blogging my friday away. Haa
Anyways thank God it's finally friday:) i'm quite tired of working already. I was struggling to stay awake at work today. Today was supposed to be my last day at work, but somehow my boss wants me to work till next week or something. But i'm feeling quite tired already and i really want a break! Oh yes today was really funny lah. Cause mish and myself were moving some boxes all, and we all got caught in the rain. It was really funny cause both of us were in the shelter but somehow the rain was coming in from both sides so we both got really wet. Haha
So we came home after work cause the weather was really nice to sleep in. Haha oh yes, sorry ah uncle wee! Haha i was sleeping when i picked up your call, so i might have been really blur all. Haha we shall meet up soon ok! Haha but thanks for asking anyways:)
Man i have craving for gelare's waffles and ice cream. Haha though the weather's abit cold lah, but... i don't care! Haha ok now i sound like some brat. Roar oh yes i need to go tanning soon, sentosa anyone? hee
Alrights got to go now. Take care all!
-edited
hello all once again:)
See i'm that bored at home. Haha all thanks to the weather! Anyways i didn't do much except to watch television the whole night and tried meddling with my mummy's new notebook. Haha i'm actually using it now. It's quite fun to use anyways:) I can't wait to get my own notebook/laptop. WOOHOOO
There was nothing much on television tonight, so i kinda watched re-runs of fear factor best friends. Haha the winners of the fear factor best friends were this pair of single mums:) i was rooting for them to win, cos maybe i knew that they were single mums? Haha but they were the bomb. They were competeting against people who were really much stronger than they are.
Haha and there was this pair of best friends. Which i kinda pitied one of the girl in it. I mean, you don't sign up and join fear factor without preparing yourself mentally right? Haha there was this girl, who kinda backed out of the game cause she was afraid. Haha and like she always does it when the game has already started, she'll suddenly stop the game and says that she can't do it. Sigh i pity her partner lah. I mean, after all, they are best friends and i think that it's actually harder to forgive someone so close to you, because you have a certain expectation on that particular person? Haha
Oh i know that this is pretty random, but i just feel like blogging about it. Haha i don't know why i keep eating so much these few days lah! Haha i'm not even stressed or upset, so there shouldn't be a reason why am i munching here and there. Roar
Oh yes i got my pay again:) Haha i feel that i'm so terrigible, horrigible and very vegetable lah. Cause i got my first part of my pay on wedenesday and on thursday i went to parkway to alter my new pair of jeans. So i dropped by topshop with mish. HAHA that was temptation island lah. Haha i gave in and bought 2 tops from topshop:( seriously, i need to curb my spendings. Haha so this time i'm going to try to save the money! Haha i realise that the money in my account don't last for 2 weeks. Haha imagine when i stop working? Oh my, i dare not think about it even.
Lalalalalallalala it's 2.04am now and almost everyone's asleep or busy. Haha and because i slept in the afternoon, i'm super wide awake now. How now brown cow? Haha alrights lah. I shall go and find something to do. Maybe i'll read my book or something. Haha so... goodnight everybody! sleep well and tight cause the weather is cold tonight:) sweet dreams!
wounds may heal
but scars will always remain there if untreated.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Take me to that place Lord
where there's nothing else but me and You
longing for Your presence
i know that You're calling me to You
Here i stand and long for your embrace
nothing else could ever take Your place
Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
i need more and more of You
Fill me again with the
Power of Your Spirit
Lord i'm crying out for
more and more of You
Lord i'm crying out
for more and more of You..
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Hello
Blogger was having some silly problem last night, so i couldn't sign in and blah blah. So here i am now:) Haha anyways work has been pretty good lately. It's just mish and myself tending the place. Everyday i get to see kelly chong and angeline:) They are super cute lah. Everyday, without fail they will come up to us and say hi:) Today was the bomb lah, cause angeline came to us during recess and offered us drinks and food. Such a sweetheart:) I'm beginging to love all these YM kids even more.
We had a farewell dinner for samuel and joel chew last night at cine's cafe cartel:) The crowd was pretty big, but nevertheless it was good company. It's so weird that joel chew is finally going into the army lah. Haha everyone's growing up! Somehow i still can't accept the fact that i'm 19 this year. HAHA man i feel so oldddddddddd:(
I gave into temptation once again:( i bought a pair of jeans from cine. Haha actually i wanted to buy a pair of wedges. BUT thank God it didn't fit! HAA so... i got a pair of jeans instead:) Haha i have been spending money like water for the pass few days lah. I kinda got a shock at my account balance yesterday. Haha but thank God my pay is coming in soon:) So.. haha
Anyways i was pretty pissed about some stuffs last night. Sometimes i don't understand why are you behaving this way. I'm not trying to compete with you for anything, why do you make everything seem like a competetion? I'm so so sick of it. Whoever i'm close with, coincidentally they become your close friends too. I'm learning on how not to mind you befriending/getting close with my close friends. But, if you're trying to replace me or whatever. Then there's nothing i have to say.
Ok lah better go now:) Oh yes a stupid xiao qiang just flew into my room and went missing for a while then i heard my mother screaming. So i think i know where it flew to. HAHA alrights gotta go kill that stupid xiao qiang, my mum seriously hates them, so i have to be the who will kill themmmmm. HAHA
Sunday, January 07, 2007
hello:)
I apologise for not being able to blog so often these days because of work and all. Work has been pretty good:) I love my boss lah, she is such a nice lady. Well i am really glad that she trusts me. Because from next week onwards, she has to run to another school to sell their school uniforms, so she left me in charge of the uniforms at tkgs. I told her i don't think i'll be confidant to handle it alone, so i asked if my friend(miss mishuelle wee) could work with me. And she said yes! Yippie:) I can't wait for work now. Haha how exciting
Anyways i met mish at town today because,
1. we missed shopping at far east
2. we wanted to get nice shoes
Sigh before i go on, i just wanted to say that i deposited my pay into my account yesterday and before i know it. Haha the money is used up already. I feel so lousy about myself lah. Haha ok so this is what i bought:
1. one pair of jeans from topshop which costed me $88 bucks.(such a "nice" number eh?HAHA)
2. two knickers from topshop
3. shoes from trendyzone!
I'm quite happy that i managed to get shoes though. Because of my feet size, it's a difficulty to get nice heels/pumps. So by me being able to get one pair today, made my day:) hee
Ok i know i might sound _____. But i just have to say it! Haha i seriously hate spending my own money. Haha especially all the hard earned ka-ching. It makes me think twice about what i'm going to buy. Haha but oh wells:) like what they always say, it's part of growing up. lalalalallalalalal
OOOOHHHH! Haha i had this really weird dream last night and when i woke up, i just laughed at myself lah. Haha but sorry everyone, don't think i'm going to blog about it here. Because i think it's super silly lah. Haha so yupp if you really do want to know about it.... pray that i'll tell you about it! HAHA
Alrights, i wanna go sleep already. Take care everyone! I shall try to blog more often alright? But no promises! Haha toodles
take me to the place Lord,
when there's no one else but me and You.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Hello:)
I decided to blog a little before going to bed because i'll be working tmr:) Haha anyways these few days have been rather ok. Maybe i shall blog a little here and there about what i did these two days.
Monday
I woke up at 5pm that very day because we had the stayover at sennette and i stayed up till 7am like that, so the moment i went home, i knocked out:) The moment i woke up, i realised that i was at home alone. All my family members went out lah, leaving me all alone. Haha oh yes, for the first time in my life, i ate my breakfast, lunch & dinner all at one time. Haha anyways i went to meet sarah lin and mishuelle at starbucks at 8.45pm. So we spent most of the time talking about ____. heee we ended up leaving starbucks at 12am:) Sarah and myself walked back to the church bustop there. It was fun lah just hanging out with them both:) Talking about different issues and etc.
Tuesday
We arranged to meet at vivocity:) Before i could step out of my house, i was already so pissed with myself lah. I spent like 30mins deciding which shoes should i wear because the previous i fell right? And my toe's pretty badly injured, so it hurts if i do wear shoes. So i had to decide what other shoe should i wear and blah blah blah. So in the end, i wore my slippers. HAHA abit unglam lah. But who cares? my toes more important! Haha shall tahan these few days, so that my toe can quickly heal and i can resume wearing my shoes:)
Oh talking about shoes! I was so nice lah(haha so self proclaimed!) i bought my mummy the crocs pumps:) It was meant as a surprise for her because like she really wanted those pumps but because she realised that it was a want and not a need. So she decided not go get them even though she wanted them lah. So being the nice and loving daughter that i am:) HEE i got her those pumps! As long as i get to see a smile on her face is all it matters. Seeing the people that i love being happy is all that makes me truly happy:)
ok then mish, addy and ben leung came to join us at vivocity:) we walked around and seriously, i got quite agitated. Because there were so many people lah, and i felt a little ____. I just hate it when it gets a little too crowded. Those who know me, i'm really ok with crowds. I'm a high I person and basically i like people. But seriously, vivocity was infested with so many people and it really affected my mood. But oh wells:)
We met ying chuan, bertrand, sean lee and their whole cousins clan at vivocity too:) Haha then after a while, we splited because the guys wanted to go shopping and the girls wanted to shop around too and often it's so hard to shop around in a big group. After shopping, all of us met up again, this time at starbucks:) We had difficulty finding seats for like 9 of us. Haha but thank God, we managed to find seats. Hanging out with the three of them was pretty... refreshing? Haha then we went to pet safari to see the pets. Man, the puppies were all so cute! Then off we went to the arcade. Haha it was fun lah:) Seeing sean lee playing the para para game. HAHA
Oh and i played time crisis:) Haha though i kinda sucked at it but it was fun. After that we went to food republic to look for ying chuan, bertrand, hosea and bel. We stayed for a little while before we went off:) We then took bus 10 home and yes i'm getting tired of blogging already. Hee a little shout out!
to all those going back to school:
Have an awesome day at school! It's going to be an exciting year:)
sarah lin:
saraaaaaahhhhhh! ___ is oh so wonderful lah:) Haha ___ would be perfect! HAHA anyways have a great day at work tmr k? we shall hang out soon if time permits:) i love you
aiken:
hang in there gorgeous:) remember that i do care! and that i'll be praying for you okie? hug
may, michelle lam & maddy:
hey babes! have fun at school oki? we shall hang out real soon:) i still love you girls very much!
vanessa:
i'm not sure if you'll ever gonna read this BUT all the best for your first day at school tmr as a teacher:) Haha i'm sure it's going to be fun. I'll be praying for you and i'm very sure things are going to turn out fine. I still love you too!
adde:
haha hello girl:) just wanna say that it's really been great hanging out with you so often these days. I really do enjoy your company! Haha have a great day at work tmr k? we can hang out after work or something, or even better, we can end up at the same school:) Haha we can be each other's lunch partner:) teehee remember you are unique and special and because of that, i love you. hug
OH one last thing! to elaine wee, Happy 19th Birthday!
superficial
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year:)
Finally 2007 has come. Haha i really wonder what this year will bring:) Though last year was a really sucky one, but nevertheless, welcome 2007:) Oh yes we celebrated my daddy's birthday yesterday. I bought him this wallet and it cost me like $90 plus ok. Haha he better use it:) Hee anyways almost my whole family came over to cause of my dad's birthday and the new year celebration. My house was really packed lah:) Haha but i loved the company.
So after the countdown, i went down to sennette to join the rest! Haha it was fun lah:) We went to the playground to play for a while. Haha i missed the swing! Addy and myself were going crazy at the swings lah. Haha couldn't stop laughing cos we were doing silly but fun things. HAHA then when we went back to the house we played the murderer game, after a while i guess everybody got quite bored of it. Hee then some of us went out to the gate there to talk and blah blah. Then we moved to the kitchen because it started drizzling.
After being at the kitchen, we got quite board. So the girls and myself decided to go out again. Haha then we kinda found a skateboard, and some of you might know, at sennette there is alot of slopes haa. So we took the skateboard and skate down the slope. Haha it was darn fun lah. But i fell quite a few times and my toe bled lah because of the not so smooth surface. Haha but it was still fun:)
So at about 6 plus, may and myself decided to go home to sleep. Haha so we cabbed back. So bascially, that was what we did on New Year's day:) Oh yes, i decided to upload some pictures so have fun ok. The random photos are from YM camp, YM christmas party and blah blah. So have fun:)
So cute lah they:)
haha no im not pregnant, i just stuffed something into
my dress! Haha
and presenting to you...
the picture of the year!