Monday, November 28, 2005
Hello all( :
Stayed home today cos wanted to rest and etc.
Teehee
Anyway maybe going out for lunch with Vanessa and all
Had fun just staying home
Waking up late and watch television all day long.
Haha
Was watching E! entertainment just now.
Haha
They had some hollywood feature on "The Hilton sisters"
Haha
I'm so enjoying life now lah
Watching gossip shows and etc.
Shall update my photos later.
My sunburnt skin's starting to peel soon:(
arghhh
Oh yes
Yesterday went to the studio to slack after church closed.
Haha
For the first time
we need not go to the study room and study till the CC closes.
Haha
Had fun just playing the game "fat mama"
Haha
Aiken and Alvin's really funny.
Took lotsa retarded photos too.
Maybe i'll upload em later( :
I need to get a job soon.
Cos need to save up for the thailand trip that we are all planning.
Haha
It's gonna be funnnnn( :
Maybe going to malaysia next week with mish and all.
Just going there to shop for a day then back to singapore( :
Ok got to go already
Take care beautifuls!
Thank you for making me feel special( :
haha bertrand's top and my bottom
haha i like this pic
nice bodyy
hahahaha
scandalous! HAHA
miss michelle lammm
haha aiken
alvin
bimbo 1
sweet pies
haha scandal
haha
look alike? HAHA
phy and myself
love!
myself, xinyi and mich
haha look at ziqi
part of 5/2
myself, auntie bo, fiona and banana( :
deb and myself
mish, sherrie and myself
nice flower
the lamb was yummy( :
Ok don't ask me why am i so redd. haha
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Hello everybody( :
Graduation was good!
Went to mish's house in the morning and got ready for grad
Haha
The night before we were at her house too.
Had fun just goofing around( :
During grad everyone looked good!
We had to go up stage to collect our testimonials and etc.
So retarded lah
Blahhh
Should have wore pants so that i dont have to go up.
Anyway teared a little while watching the powerpoint slides.
Finally everything has come to an end huh.
I will miss my class definitely.
Though there were many different cliques and all.
But i think we have worked well as a class.
Though there were a little of getting on each other nerves and etc
But somehow all these made us a little closer?
Haha
I really pray that 5/2 is able to graduate with flying colours
and that they can get into a course that they really want.
Man, i seriously can't believe that we have graduated lah.
Haha
I mean from sec 1 till now.
Haha
All the bittersweet memories( :
Anyways need to go off already
Have to prepare to go out later
Take care one and all
Shall post my grad photos later... or maybe not cos i think i looked like some beatroot
HEEE
I'm so glad that it's finally overrrrrr...
WOOHOO
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Hello all( :
First and foremost,
just want to say:
IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!!
WOOHOO( :
Went shopping today with May, Mishuelle, Madeline and Michelle.
Haha
just realised that all of their names start with letters 'M'
( :
Anyway had fun just going out with them though
Went back home after school
Mich and Madeline came over
I took a quick shower then we were out of the house.
Met all of them in bus 14,
actually we planned that we should meet in the bus.
Walked around today,
my legs hurt like crazy lah.
It's like so funny lah
I don't seem to have the stamina to shop like before( :
HEH
anyway walked around looking for a decent looking dress.
But couldn't find any that seem to catch my attention:(
So in the end,
i end up buying a bikini set from sheer romance.
Haha
Wanted the tankini,
but i didn't really like the cutting.
Anyway all of 4 M's are like so sweet lah.
Like what for do i look for something so badly,
when it's right in front of me?
Haha
Oh wells
I'm feeling happy and rather contended though( :
So after a days of walking,
we decided to get a cup of coffee and go down to church and slack.
So elaine came down too( :
Started talking about some stuffs though..
So ended up leaving church only about 12am?
Then came home took a shower,
gave sarah lin a call cos i thought she might need to talk to someone.
So she came over to my house,
then we started talking till 2am.
So she went back to church after that,
cos the YM kiddos were having some metamorphosis camp( :
So i watched telly till about now?
Haha
I can't wait for tmr, thursday, friday and saturday to come!
So much stuffs to do man( :
Wednesday:
1. Going shopping for clothes/shoes again( :
2. Going for the night rally for metamorphosis
Thursday:
1. Going Pastor Mark's house to tann/swim etc!
Friday:
1. Graduation
2. Girls night out!
Saturday:
1. CFC's champion league!
Goodness, it's gonna be so funnn( :
Lalalalalalala
I'm feeling happy
Nothing can get me down.
Ok got to go already!
Take care all( :
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Hello all( :
Finally i have sometime to blog about stuffs( :
Today paper was okish i guess?
Had like mental block for the first 30 mins?
Freak can
But oh wells
Anyway my grandma had a major fall like yesterday
Her whole eye was purple
Literally
Don't know how should i react.
Like sometimes i feel that she's seriously biase towards my family.
Well lets say she loves boys and hate girls?
Like all the best goes to my cousins and not audrey and myself?
But when she needs help,
be it financially or whatever
she would approach my mom and yi ma and all.
It's seriously very evil of her lah
Like the stuffs that she does to my mom is really mean lah.
Like my mom told me once,
when she was younger,
she stayed with my grandma.
Naturally young ladies who haven't gotten married should stay with their parents right?
And my grandma was mean enough not to even cook for my mom
even though my mom was staying with her.
And my mom also gave her money monthly.
Then the best part was,
my uncle was staying my grandma as well
And there was this time when she wanted to sell the house to my uncle
cos he was getting married or something
and she asked my mom to pack her stuffs
and in a way asking she was asking her to find somewhere else to stay.
I mean what kind of mother is she?
Now both of my uncles are useless bums
and she's still so willing to slog for them.
They don't even give her monthly allowance,
yet she cooks and looks after their families.
She keeps pestering my mom to give her money,
so that she could buy stuffs for my UNCLES.. mind you
And seriously my uncles treat her like a M-A-I-D.. literally
My grandma's 70 plus already,
and yet she has to go out and work.
WHY?
To earn money to feed HER SON'S FAMILY.
They are not thankful for her even
That's what make me feel so ticked off
Oh well
Shall not blabber on anymore...
anyway i went to watch harry potter just now
Not that fantastic
The ending's kinda abrupt.
Oh wells
gotta go
Take care
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Hi all( :
Today was good
Went to the market opp school to eat the fish soup again.
Had the craving last night.
Hee
Anyway went with may, auntie bo, jy, mich, madeline and myself.
Haha
Was such a concidence lah
Didn't know that they wanted to eat that too
until we saw them in the foyer and asked them if they were going to eat.
Haha
Anyway after that,
went to church to study abit.
Then we started talking about our holiday plans again.
Haha
It's like so tempting to want to talk about it.
Haha
I pray that there would not be any more cases of bird flu in bangkok
if not my parent's wouldn't let me go:(
Called up colourbar and the hair secrets again.
Haha
Wanted to check out their hair prices
before we make our decision( :
Anyway i have so much more to blog.
But i better go and study my F&N now
Shall update u guys next time k?
Love u all!
I thought i wouldn't survive without you,
but... i did( :
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe, no I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Hello all
Thought of just blogging before off to study or even go to church.
Hmm
These few days or even weeks have been pretty bad
Guess it's gotta do with all the exam stress and all.
I'm just thinking back on how time flies.
It was about 11 months back when we just started school
now it's almost time to leave school once the exams are over.
Was just walking pass my class that day after lit and math paper.
Thinking back all the fun times we had and all.
I'm glad that i've gotten to know THE gang and the rest of 5/2
How they have played such a huge role in my life.
Doubt i'm gonna ever forget them( :
Graduation's coming
and soon,
the release of our O level results.
Then we're all off to our different destinations to continue our life journey.
Sometimes i really sit back and wonder,
do friendships exactly last?
Those from secondary school to poly/jc
Though like so much things have happened.
I'm glad that it did somehow.
It made me stronger as a person.
It also made me more independent.
I never did regret making friends with all of you esp
suemay, serene, debs, banana, fiona, selena and of cos val.
All the memories would be left deep, deep in my heart.
Though things have changed,
i may not get invited to all your outings anymore
or
you all may not want to acknowledge me as part of the group anymore(chessy as it may sound.. but yea)
Just rmb that i'm always here for you guys.
It's true that i love/want to go church and all,
and may times you all feel that i negelcted all of you.
But really,
I still treasure you all alot.
I still want to be so part of you all
I want to know where you all would end up too and etc.
Haha you all may get bored with what i'm trying to say but yea.
Really hope you guys are working and all
Take care
And i pray that somehow
things would take for a better turn
Sarah and i so funny lah
We both just decided that she should come to my house to stay.
Haha
So gonna walk to her house now to accompany her to my house( :
One word: maddness
( :
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Somehow i like the lyrics of this song( :
It's by peter murray and if anyone wants the song,
i'll be glad to send u the song( :
Haha
So beautiful
Found myself just the other day
In the backyard of a friends place
Thinking about you
Thinking of the crowd you're in,
What you're up to, where you've been,
Just thinking...
You know the clothes that you wear, and the colour in your hair,
Shouldn't change you,
Now you tell me why is it so,
You're bigger than Mighty Joe
At least you think so
God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you, and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground
Threw my smoke down on the ground
Turned my head and I heard the sound, that reminded me
Of the days so young and sweet,
Always so much fun to me
At least I thought so
Now you think you're so damn fine,
You could rule the world,
No not mine,
I don't think so
God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much, that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
know the scene that you're in,
And the people that you've been with,
Just get to me,
But you think I'm not as cool
As you are so beautiful,
Who you foolin?
Well I'm here to tell you babe,
The game you're in is just a game
So damn pretentious
God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you, and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground
You think you're so beautiful....So beautiful
Disclaimer: it's not referring to anyone( : just thought the lyrics was...
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
I can't hold it any longer
I'm slipping
Can you please tell me who's gonna be there for me when i fall?