Wednesday, February 28, 2007
hello:)
Something came by the post yesterday and i was super excited when i first received it. Haha and it was my DBS iB secure device:) Haha when i first opened it, somehow i felt so adult lah. Haha the main reason why i got it was because i was somewhat "determined" to shop more online, so instead of bugging my dad to help me do money transfers, i could do it myself:) Haha so online shopping sprees, HERE I COMEEEEE! Haha
Anyways i helped out at basc yesterday:) oh and in the joy class, there was this triplets lah. Super cute lah they:) The triplets consisted of 1 boy and 2 girls. The both girls kept crying, crying, crying and crying. Haha but the boy mixed well with the other kiddos:) It was a real madhouse yesterday, cries could be heard from everywhere in the basc hall i tell you. Haha i shuffled between joy and peace class. There was this particular girl in peace class who kept crying too. Haha so i carried her for a while, within that few minutes my t-shirt was soaked with her tears. Haha i guess kids are like that for the first few days in an new environment.
So by the time where the clock hit 12pm. I was already so drained out. So i went home cause there was nothing for me to do anyways. So i watched a little bit of television and slept. Then i met the rest at town at about 7pm:) we walked, ate and hung out:) Haha oh oh! i bought a pair of shoes from flash&splash for only $20 bucks. The brand's called Galilee, some skater brand lah. Haha but i think it was really really worth it:)
Alrighty i want to go eat my lunch already, maybe i shall blog more tonight or something. Haha take care all:)
you'll never walk alone
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
hello world:)
I just came back from dinner with Aunty Aye Lan, Sarah lin and mishuelle. We ate at siglap's cafe cartel:) It was fun and inspiring to hang out with Aunty Aye Lan. Haha all i can say is that i truly enjoy tonight's dinner date with them:) we talked about lots of stuffs and i'm glad that we did cause it somewhat changed something in me:)
Anyways i stayed home the whole day cause i wasn't feeling too well. Haha the best thing is that, each time i sleep in, there will be alot of people calling/messenging me on my handphone. Haha oh wells:) the best thing was that gaius called me at 7am this morning and asked me to go the the bus stop opposite church to check if his wallet was still there. Because on sunday night, gaius, mish and myself stayed at the bus stop to talk about stuffs and he thinks that he might have left his wallet there. Haha honestly i couldn't care less on how i looked cos right after he called me, i just went to change into a teeshirt, combed my hair and just went to the bus stop. HAHA without my brushing my teeth etc. I still can't believe that i went out of my house without even brushing my teeth lah.
But anyways, God's hand of favour is really upon gaius life man. Haha dude, you better thank God! cause when i went to the bus stop, his wallet fell to the behind of the seats at the bus stop. So no one really saw it and i quickly picked up his wallet and rush back home to continue sleeping:) Haha so i went back to sleep till about 2pm? Then gaius came at about 3pm to collect his wallet. That silly boy ah. Haha oh wells, my darling son:)
Ok i want to go watch my show already. Take care all:) tmr is a long day ahead:) i'll be helping out at the basc in the morning and i'll be meeting the rest at town tmr. So yup:) love ya all!
Jesus i'm not giving this up:)
Sunday, February 25, 2007
hello world:)
as usual, the weekends are always such a busy one for me and by the end of the day, i'm so drained out. Anyways leaders meeting was such a good one today and i truly enjoyed myself:) Gracie, im not sure if you're reading this, but the set up was good! i loved the set up, so please don't think that it's hideous or anything oki:) love you dear!
I'm so addicted to online shopping sprees lah. Darn it! Haha so many things are tempting me like crazy. Ugh, one thing i hate most about online shopping is the stupid convertion rates. Esp when you convert USD to SD, it just sucks like crap lah. It makes you don't feel like getting that particular item already:( Oh wells!
Oh yes i brought my sister for YM service today. Haha but i feel a little bad cause i was running around doing stuffs for YM and thus i was all around the place, so i kinda left her alone:( haha and she was so funny lah, cause i went to bring down the communion stuffs when the service was still on, and so before i knew it service ended while i was busy washing the communion stuffs. I ran up to look for my sister just in case she cries or something? HAHA ok that was rubbish lah. And i found a note in my bag and i thought it was pretty funny and decided to share it with you guys. Haha
I have been kidnapped by Jie Jie Sarah!
Just kidding! I am going home first!
Haha=)
-Kristie
Haha my sister's funny lah:) so after that, i went up for YA service. Worship was awesome lah:) What rach preached today was really awesome too! Haha so after YA, we went to beer garden for dinner:) I decided to walk back instead of getting a lift from meredith's daddy cos i wanted to spend some time alone etc. But the walk back was good lah:)
Alrights i better go off soon bcos i want to watch television! OH YES mish got back her line! WOOHOO:) ok lah i shall apologise one more time. I'm so sorry for being late yesterday:( Haha cause i was supposed to meet mish at tampines at about 11.30am, but somehow i woke up at 11.30am! HAHA and i didn't know how to contact her cause of line. And somemore the night before we were talking on the phone and i told her that she better not be late! Haha i'm sorry dear. Haha i guess that made up for the times where i had to wait patiently for you while you were:
1. late
or
2. shopping.(she really has a problem in deciding between 2 tops) haha
but regardless whatever, you know that i love you:) Haha ok i really really got to go now, take care all:) and since it has been a long time since i posted some pictures on my blog, here is one that always makes my day regardless what happens:)
my darling boy!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
you know what?
no amount of explainations or sorrys would ever make me feel better. well maybe this might make you feel better because i don't really care about it anymore. Do what you really like/want, cause it's really none of my business:)
Thursday, February 22, 2007
hello world
i haven't been feeling well for the past few days:( so i stayed home instead of going out, and the only thing that made me happy is online shopping sprees:) Haha i gave in to temptation and ordered some stuffs online. Haha i can't wait for all the stuffs to arrive. lalalalallala:)
i've been staying home watching tv all day. Haha i watched The baby-sitters club on HBO family just now:) Haha it's quite cool. Cos i was pretty addicted to the baby-sitters club book series when i was much younger:)
Anyways i think it's gonna be a real busy day tmr. Cause the dance team is going to perform at choo jiat cc and even though i won't be dancing but i will be helping the girls with their hair and make up:) and after their performace i might meet sarah or maybe go home cause my mummy's cell group would be coming over and i somewhat got to show my face:) Haha
ok got to go now:) Take care all! have an awesome weekend.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
it sucks being sick.
you got me twisted.
Eh happy lunar new year all:)
Haha ok lah i admit that i feel super weird wishing people happy new year in feb? Haha 2 months have already passed and here we are wishing one another happy new year. Ah wells, the chinese. Ok i shall blog a little on what happened these few days alright? it's pretty boring lah, so leave if you're not in the mood to read or something.
reunion dinner
All my relatives came to my house for reunion dinner. And yes miss regina chua, we catered in food because my mother was lazy to cook. Haha anyways i did enjoy the company of my relatives especially my cousins:) we played taboo and it was quite fun! Haha while the rest of the adults were gambling. Haha so they stayed at my house till about 11.3o pm then some of them left cause of the young kiddos:) my other cousins stayed a little while more and so they played bridge etc.
day 1 of chinese new year
I went for service in the morning. Haha i was the earliest one in my cell to arrive. The whole row of seats were empty except mine. I felt so____. Anyways thank God that May came:) I think she came a little late and that's why she didn't join me in the front, but she came over to sit with me together in the front. Haha loner no more:) Well, i thought the rest were late or something cause they didn't msg us whether they were coming anot. But guess i was wrong, it was only may and myself that were present. Oh wells shall not say much about it anymore. After church, i helped may to polish her nails:) then i went home and got ready for visitng.
As usual, my family was the earliest to arrive at my grandparent's place. Ugh i just don't get it why my dad loves to rush us to get ready etc and be the first to arrive. Haha but i guess that's the way my dad is:) Soon after, my relatives started to arrive and soon the whole family was there. My grandparent's place is pretty small for such a huge family, so the kiddos were getting real bored cause they have no space to run/play. Haha so my aunty and uncle drove all the young kids to their place first while the rest of the adults continued to hang out at my grandparent's place. My dad decided to bring us home to take a nap first cause all of us were pretty tired out already. So we took a nice nap and shower before making our way down to our aunty and uncle's place at tanah merah:)
My cousin brought his darling girlfriend along. Ugh i so so so so hate(ok lah maybe hate's a little strong, BUT something along that lines lah) her! Haha my mum and myself were kinda bitching about her. Haha we both agreed that she is so rude lah. Ok here it goes, my mum was nice enough to prepare a red packet for her and she didn't thank my mum or wish her happy new year or something. Haha i was telling my mummy to take that freaking ang bao back! HAHA Ugh well another incident which sparked off my whole i-hate-her kinda thing was when my cousin brought her along for one of our family functions early this year. It was on new years day, cause it was my daddy's 50th birthday. We had a massive family function-cum-celebration at my place and he brought her along. The moment she came in, she didn't greet any of my relatives or my parents lah. It's not that bad if she didn't greet my other relatives, BUT MY PARENTS? Haha ok listen me out before you guys think that i'm some unreasonable _______. Haha hello! it was my daddy's birthday and we were the host of the function, shouldn't you have some manners to say hello or smile to acknowledge our presence? The whole night she just stood with my cousin with her oh-so-black face. Ugh major turn off, i seriously don't understand what my cousin sees in her. Well i would like to see how long can they actually last.
Haha alright i shall stop wasting my time by blogging about her all. Well after the dinner, some of my aunties and myself had some "girlfriend" time. Haha we did the usual girly stuffs like polishing of nails etc:) After having nicely painted nails, we went to play mahjong:) HAHA but we only played for a little while because the adults wanted to leave already cause they were tired. Haha oh yes! while having our dinner, the whole house had a blackout. Haha it was quite exciting lah. Haha so many of us were in the house where everything was so dark. My aunty immediately called the P.U.B i think? Haha and she scolded the guy upside down, i wanted to tell her: chill woman! Haha
day 2 of chinese new year
I went to my uncle's place at jurong for visitation:) Oh yes and my family were the first to arrive again lah. Haha i think God is teaching us something on patience or something. My daddy didn't come along with us to visit my maternal grandma because he had to go to work:( So we had our lunch there and waited for the rest to come. I think we reached at my uncle's place about 12pm like that and the rest came only at 3pm. Haha we waited for them for like 3 whole hours! Haha but it was fun to see my cousins again. It has been a long time since i last saw audrey lah:) that silly girl kept bugging me not to go to maddy's house in the evening. Haha i love her lah. My childhood companion:) Even though i have another cousin who is my age etc and surprisingly i'm not that close to her instead i'm closer to miss audrey cheng:) maybe it's because we grew up together in the same primary school, had constant stayovers at my place, going out together and having real stupid little fights that somehow brought us much closer:) Haha okok back to new year before this entry becomes an entry of my life or something. HAHA
Well i didn't do much at my uncle's place except to play cards and watch tv. Haha oh yes i got to meet audrey's older sister's boyfriend. He is such a nice guy lah:) Haha maybe because he was nice to us by returning our "bets" when we were bankrupt all. HAHA well we played blackjack for a few rounds then i went to watch tv with my cousin. My goodness, the whole afternoon i was watching taiwnese shows/programs lah. Haha it is so unlike me and i still can't believe that i did that. Haha i must stay loyal to my hongkong serial dramas! Repent coral, repent:) HAHA
Before i knew it, it was already 7pm. So i left my uncle's place by m-y-s-e-l-f and took a bus from his place to lakeside mrt station. Haha i'm quite proud of myself because i didn't get lost or something:) Haha to me, being in the west is akin to being in malaysia or something. Haha no offence to anyone who lives in the west:) I was supposed to meet mish at cityhall but somehow some things happened. I met her at maddy's place instead. Mish and myself were the first two who arrived at her place. We ate and played mahjong for a while, then isaac came:) we played a few rounds of mahjong with him, then jossie came. About 12 plus yingchuan and sean lee came:)
While sean lee, yingchuan, mish and maddy played bridge. Isaac, jossie, marcus(maddy's younger brother) played blackjack:) Haha we used melon seeds as our "bets" and it was honestly quite fun! Haha so we kinda asked the rest to join us and we had more melon seeds! Haha so maddy's mother's friends left about 2am, we took the chance to play our long awaited mahjong, cause they were playing it and we had no choice but to play card games. Haha we played a few rounds and about 5am like that they decided to watch movie. Haha so we watched the movie _______. Haha the movie ended about 6 am and the rest continued to play mahjong till about 7am like that. Then we went a hawker centre near maddy's place for breakfast. Haha i think cause of the lack of sleep, i felt a little high already. So while eating breakfast, we talked lotsa rubbish. Haha but it was fun lah and i quote: beh ho ji puay. Haha inside joke. So we talked and hung around till 8.30am and i reached home about 9am. Haha
day 3 of chinese new year
The moment i got home i hit the sheets. Haha i slept till about 2pm cause some people msged me and i was awaken by my phone. So i kinda msged bit here and there and drift in and out of sleep:) I got ready to leave my house by 4pm and met maddy and may at tanah merah mrt station at about 5pm. We took a bus down together to pastor mark's place:) When we got there, we just sat around, played cards and eat. To cut the very long story short, we ended at about 10.30pm. But we felt that, we still wanted to hung out more. We ended up having supper at simpang:) It was really fun lah. Haha we had really "exciting" conversations about brocollis etc. HAHA so mish, maddy, brendon and myself shared a cab back and i got home at about 12.45am like that? Haha i love you guys lah. You know who you are;)
So basically that's how i spent my lunar new year:) Haha i feel so busy running around these few days:) But it has been pure joy to hang around with them though:) To the people whom we have been hanging out quite often lately, lets do it again! Haha i love the late nights:) Alrights i think i should end here! take care people:) oh yes and enjoy your remaining 12 more days of the lunar new year!
I feel betrayed
and it still hurts badly.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I hate the way you hide things from me. Imagine how it feels like to find out stuff about someone whom you are darn close with, from other people? Ok fine, go ahead and hide your _______ from me. I don't give a crap anymore. I feel disappointed in you, because i seriously think that you are different from the rest. But guess i was wrong.
ugh
Sometimes i really do feel like moving away. I hate being here. Often i always think to myself that i might have gotten over the whole thing already. But somehow, based on what i'm feeling now, i guess i'm wrong.
Did i do anything wrong to be treated this way? the reason on why i do not want to give it another go is because i'm darn afraid that history might repeat itself. I know myself. I give so much of myself into a relationship/friendship, and at the end of the day things happen and i have to just resign to this statement: people do fail you. That's the main reason why i'm afriad. So much effort being put in, and if things do happen, i just have to console myself with people do fail you.
Sometimes i just want to stay at home to watch tv and pig out the whole day. Oh wells, reunion dinners at my house tonight. I must be happy.
happy new year all
Thursday, February 15, 2007
hello world:)
Last night's valentine's day party was good:) though there weren't much decoration, but it was still nice:) thank God that the weather was really good. Haha my hair was flying everywhere as usual. Haha we ended about 10pm then we kinda helped to clear the stuffs. After everything, mish and myself were pretty bored to we decided to go to our favourite place to sit around and talk. The bus stop:) Haha it's really quite fun to sit at the bus stop in the middle of the night to talk and stare at every car that drove pass.
Somehow the bus stop seem to hold a "special" place in our hearts. Haha cause the bus stop is the place where we would whine to each other about stuffs(HAHA), talk rubbish, disturb each other etc. The bus stop is that specialllllll ok? HAHA ok i'm being a drama mama here:)
Ok lets see what i did today:) roar
I stayed home the whole day doing much but just watching tv shows. Haha i was watching the True Hollywood Story on anna nicole smith. Her life's pretty sad lah. Every detail of her life seems to be under the scrutiny of the public and the media. Well i guess maybe, thats the price you got to pay for being a hollywood star or something.
I went for YM comm meeting just now. When we started the meeting, it was just lydia, lucas, mish and myself at the boardroom praying. Haha though it was kind of odd because it was just the few of us, but i guess the time spent praying was good:) Then after a while, aunty aye lan and sarah lin came.
I'm so excited about tmr's trip to sentosa:) HAHA but i got to help out at basc tmr cause aunty linda needed some help. I'm quite excited in meeting the kids again, it has been a long time since i last saw them:) Oh yes! this was the sms conversation i had with aunty linda and i couldn't stop laughing:)
aunty linda: Hi coral, you able to help out from 9.30am to about 10.45am tmr?
myself: hello aunty linda:) yea sure!
aunty linda: Thanks dear... cos roslyn is having practicum... tester around and just afraid my class ah beng, ah seng and cry baby will create problems so need extra pair of hands to help out.
haha after reading the last msg, i couldn't stop laughing to myself:) i miss those children. What saddens me most is that the bunch that i love so dearly had already graduated:( Oh wells i really hate changes. (yes yes, here i go again) There are things which i really want to change about myself. Example: i hate the way i get so emotionally attached with someone or something and suddenly some things happen. Then i have to learn to let go. Ugh oh wells
oh yes hello clarence if you're reading this:) haha
Ok lah enough of all these. Haha got to pack my stuffs for tmr! love you guys loads:) oh yes one last thing. HERE I COME SENTOSA! :)
sometimes...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
hello world
I thought of just blogging a little before i get my butt off the sofa to:
1. read my bible
2. polish my nails
3. sleep
I went to NP to do my DAE thing. The journey there was a killer, but thank God for my memoirs of a geisha book and ipod:) They kept me company for a good 1 hour? Oh yes! i saw this really good-looking guy on the bus and man, he is such a gentleman lah. Haha ok it might be not some big deal, but i guess those of you who actually know me. I have a thing for gentlemanly guys:) Haha ok lah it's really really nothing big, but i thought by him letting me get off the bus first was a nice thing.
Ok anyways, I was feeling quite lost as i was waiting for the free shuttle to NP from clementi interchange. Somehow i was feeling helpless and vulnerable. Haha because probably i didn't know where i was and i was all alone. The best part was, i was the only one in the 32 seater bus? I was kinda freaked out because i thought that probably i took the wrong bus or something. Haha my mind just started wondering about silly and ridiculous things. That's me for you:)
After making my way down to NP and i was about to register via DAE. The guy at the counter told me that actually i need not apply via DAE but i could apply for the course by JPSAE and i could do it at home. Haha the moment i heard it, i was like WHAT THE _______. Haha so i went to meet my brother at dover mrt cause we made plans to meet up to head down to town.
We shopped quite a bit today at town and i paid for ALL the stuffs that he bought:) Haha while shopping with him, i feel like a freaking mother/big sister. Haha i know i am, but i felt it even more? Because i had to tell him whats nice/whats not/whats ridiculously expensive etc. Ok i shall not talk more about shopping because this reminds me that i've spent a bomb today. UGH
Ahhhh yes! I just remembered, happy valentine's day all:) HAHA tmr i'll be at church because the YA's are having some Valentine's day dinner thingy and i'll be helping out. Actually... (ok i know this might sound _____) but i quite enjoy being single:) HAHA ok this might be a statement that i make when i'm happy. Haha but when i start feeling "lonely", i might just go into the i-hate-being-single mode. Till then, i'm quite happy being single now:) I react badly to changes and committment. Haha so i guess i'll keep away from the matters of the heart for now.
What i'm looking for is that special friend. Someone whom: i can trust/be very comfortable with/loyal/ look out emotionally and spiritually and maybe come 3 years down the road, then maybe that friendship could turn to something else:)
Ok enough of all these nonsense. Haha i can't wait for friday! Finally we are heading down to sentosa:) I pray that there wouldn't be jam packed with people cause i guess most of the crowd would be at town, doing some last minute lunar new year shopping. Haha alrighty better go now!
My nail polish is screaming my name:)
It's been so long,
but I can't seem to...
oh wells
Monday, February 12, 2007
hello world
Today was quite alright i guess. I met mish to go shopping for the lunar new year and also some stuffs for the valentine's day party. Well i guess today's shopping for pretty fruitful because i managed to buy:
1. 2 tops from far east
2. 1 pair of shorts from topshop
3. 1 pair of wedges from far east
Anyways i'm so tired cause of all the endless walking/shopping around town and also because of dance yesterday. But all is good:) Btw i'm watching this programme called "young&dangerous", it's some taiwanese variety show, and my goodness there is particular taiwanese woman on the show who is so annoying lah. Haha cause they were supposed to play games etc, then she kept screaming non stop and not doing anything. Haha as mr juraimy would say "chao bimbo". HAHA
I might be going down to NP alone tmr cause i need to submit the DAE form, i shall bug my brother to go down with me. Haha anyways i feel quite sad for my brother. Because i called him just now while i was at town and he sounded sick. So when i got home i asked him if he was ok because he didn't sound ok. Then my mum said that he was sad all because he couldn't appeal to the JC that he wanted and he might not be able to qualify into the course that he wanted, if im not wrong it's some aerospace engineering course. Sigh poor thing, but boy if you reading this, please remember what i told you earlier. God will make a way, where there seems to be no way:) Place your trust in Him yes?
Alrights i got to go now. Take care all
once bitten, twice shy
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Hello all
Thought i should blog a little to show that i'm alive and kicking. Thank you to those who called and messaged me on the day where O level results were released. I'm very sorry that i didn't pick up your call or reply your messages via sms or msn. But i just want to say that i appreciated it a whole lot. Also, thank you to those who stood by me. It showed me what friends were really for, after going through a tough and painful lesson on "friends".
And don't worry, i still believe that God has a plan for me:) The disappointment in myself is just overwhelming lah. After "what has happened", alot of issues resurfaced in my mind. Oh wells, i have come to a conclusion that: people do fail you. Haha despite whether you mean alot to them and blah blah blah. Like what i always remind myself, expectation kills.
Got to go now. Take care all
and so i left
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
:(
you got me twisted
Sunday, February 04, 2007
hello all
I came back from dance not too long ago. Thank God i made it just in time to watch the soccer match between singapore and thailand:) And somehow the patriotism in me just arose. Haha but i'm very glad that singapore's young lions actually won:) I was quite pissed off at certain parts of the game. One fine example, i didn't see any sportsmanship in the game. Haha oh wells, shall not elaborate further cause... ya
Anyways i'm quite confused and disappointed in myself. Sigh like i really don't know what i really want. I don't get it why do i get disappointed in things where are so insignificant to me.. well maybe they are? ugh i hate when i get confused about stuffs, i can't really think properly. Oh wells i have managed to built a wall around myself in order not to get hurt, that's why i find it so hard to be myself now.
There are so many things going on in my mind now. Quite a few issues to sort out and think it through. So God please help? Haha it's nothing majorly big but it's something where it would somehow affect me. So yupp
Alrights got to go now:) i'm sure that next week would be a good one! take care all:)
i wish things weren't the way it is now
:(
Friday, February 02, 2007
hello all:)
I met sarah lin and mish to go town yesterday. We ate subway for lunch and we kinda hanged out for abit. After that we walked around far east, i wanted to get wedges, but sadly, there wasn't any pair that caught my eye:( oh wells
After walking, i met my mummy cause we both wanted to cut our hair and etc. Oh yes i highlighted my hair and i'm so not satisfied with the outcome. I was pretty disappointed with it lah:( Ugh ok i'm gonna on and on about my hair. Haha i so didn't want to do a base colour for my hair, i just wanted to highlight my hair. But the hairdresser wanted me to do a basecoat and blah blah blah. So he just highlighted the top part of my head and the bottom part of my hair has no highlights. Like what the___. Because he claims that the new highlights that i wanted is different colour from the previous one that i did, so in order for it to look "normal" he has to use a basecoat to blend my previous hightlights. BUT, now all my previous highlights are goneee. UGH
Oh wells, whats done is done:( i don't even feel like stepping out of my house lah. Haha ok now i sound like some drama mama! Ok off to other things, because if not this whole entry would be about my hair. How exciting;) HAHA
Anyways i was just looking through some stuffs and i can't exactly understand how people can get in and out of a relationship so quickly and into another relationship again. Haha it just scares me lah. Oh wells
Alrights i wanna go watch television already:) Take care all! I might blog a little more later if i'm bored or something. HAHA